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TRICKED BY THE LIGHT? HOW SOULS ARE RECYCLED AS ENERGY

LIFE AND DEATH -- HOW TO WIN THE GAME OF LIFE AND EXIT THE ILLUSIONARY MATRIX
THAT WE DREAM

by Wayne Bush, waynejbush@protonmail.com (Please be aware that I may not have
the timeto reply to everyone's emails.)

Search this site:

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TRICK OF THE LIGHT?

This website is dedicated to exploring the question of whether the white light
reportedly experienced at death is the BEST option or whether it may be a portal
to an eventual reincarnation on Earth. It is an essential and logical question
to ponder and not intended in any way to generate fear or paranoia.

On this site, I look not only at near death experiences, but also out of body
experiences, pre-birth experiences, psychedelic experiences, alien abductions,
meditation experiences, mythology and ancient texts. For example, many other
transcendental experiencers, including The Tibetan Book of the Dead, reveal that
light is just one of the two polarities of duality and that beyond the light
exists a "clear" light of awareness beyond time and space, thought and emotion,
a peaceful neutrality. It is indescribable, but is both light and dark or
neither light nor dark, a type of so-called void which is a misleading misnomer
that evokes the image of emptiness because it is nonduality: simulataneously
nothing yet everything. It has been likened to a womb or pre-creation containing
all potentiality.

Why should we elect to go to an external light or authority figure when, as all
disciplines suggest, our astral bodies are made of translucid, liquid light. As
pure energy, we don't even need to have any kind of body at all. And, more
importantly, that we are living a dream and we have the power to manifest any
reality through our focused Intention! So why would we want to hand over that
Sovereignty to another being? And as quantum physics has shown us, there is an
infinite energy present in every quantum zero point. This means that Infinity is
within us.

All we have to do is focus attention inward and set intention to manifest. From
a larger perspective, the white light is an illusion as everything is a part of
us and we are a part of everything. The nature of reality is holographic. It is
consciousness, awareness. Consciousness manifests what we perceive to be
reality.

I have come to regret the name of the site as it seems to generate anxiety in
some people. The name was chosen nearly twenty years ago. If I could do it all
over again, I would probably choose another name, maybe TranscendTheLight.com.
But I do think it is important to investigate topics such as the nature of
reality, consciousness or awareness, light and dark, duality and nonduality, and
what purpose life on Earth serves. And that is exactly what I respectfully
intend to do on this website. I have come to the realization that the light is
probably not really tricking us per se.

Which is more likely: that we are ignorant, blank souls that were created by a
capricious god on a whim and need to learn lessons over countless lifetimes in
an Earthly classroom, or that we have always been infinite, eternal, soveriegn
Spirits that choose to have countless experiences in a vastly wide variety of
forms and situations? In the first scenario, wouldn't we have already learned
these lessons by now since there is an infinite timeline?

I have written quite a few articles over the years, analyzing different
possibilites to explain why we are here and what is happening. However, no
explanation is entirely truly satisfying to me, even the soul trap theory. All
theories leave me with unanswered questions. All scenarios are problematic, in
my opinion.

"To know thyself" suggests we are not all knowing and have not learned, and have
maybe become addicted to that which we were not. We keep propogating the extreme
suffering.

If we are truly sovereign spirits, why can't we just set an intention to leave
our bodies right now and more easily explore this universe and other dimensions.

Being tricked also suggests we were not all knowing or all powerful.

The idea that this is all a cosmic play or divine drama of sorts suggests we
have some depraved nature to want to write and play in this sick game or play. I
would imagine as an eternal, infinite being I would prefer to enjoy peace and
contentment rather than experience ongoing drama and conflict even though there
is beauty, some excitement and challenges. To suggest an infinite, eternal being
would be bored or be curious suggests there is something lacking within.

Perhaps we are creator spirits whose nature is to create all kinds of
experiences.

Perhaps we are creator spirits whose nature is to create all kinds of
experiences. Maybe some spirits ignorantly chose to participate in this mess or
were tricked into doing so and some of us came here to help awaken them and help
them out so in that scenario we would not be depraved, but would have a messiah
complex.

Even though no explanation is satisfactory, I will continue to philosophize
about and consider alternative explanations.

IMPORTANT NOTE: I am just an average guy who's a researcher and philosopher. I
don't pretend to know the truth. I. DO. NOT. KNOW. what happens after death. No
one does for certain. This is just my speculation and opinions. They very well
may be wrong. Each person needs to go within and see what resonates as truth.

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FAIR USE STATEMENT
This site may contain copyrighted material the use of which has not always been
specifically authorized by the copyright owner. In the spirit of the Fair Use
Act, I am making such material available in an effort to advance understanding
of environmental, political, human rights, economic, democracy, scientific, and
social justice issues, etc. I believe this constitutes a ‘fair use’ of any such
copyrighted material as provided for in section 107 of the US Copyright Law.

In accordance with Title 17 U.S.C. Section 107, the material on this site is
distributed without profit.

We live in a visual world where people feel the need to be stimulated beyond
just the intellect. The images and short clips on this site help serve as a much
needed levity to bring balance to soften the gravity of the message. They are
examples which taken in their entirety help prove the point of the web site that
-- whether conscious or unconscious -- there is a push towards us accepting the
white light at death and going into it. Whether consciously or unconscioisly,
there are those of influence who help to push this agenda and there are those
who are doing their best to expose it. Many of the elxamples I give are from one
who are striving to reveal the truth in order to wake others up. The impetus, I
believe, comes from the non-physical realm and encompasses all the images and
thoughts that enter our conscious and subconscious minds as we live our daily
lives. I am a simple man of meager means and cant afford to absorb the cost of
litigation. I have never made a penny off the web site nor do I intend to do so.

The clips are intended to help us understand our place in the universe, why we
are here, and what happens when we die. I try to use as many sources as i can to
corroborate what i am saying. And I feel it is extremely important to show the
actual quote from the original source lest someone thinks I am fabricating it or
misinterpreting it. I highly encourage everyone to watch the original sources of
the clips for a greater context. They are all highly recommended.

I am just striving to wake people up to the nature of our reality and am
suggesting what are possibly better alternatives.

However, if anyone is a coyright owner of an image or clip and feels its use is
not in accordance with the spirit of fair use, please contact me at
waynejbush@protonmail.com and I will promptly remove the clip. Thank you.

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Full List of Interviews The interviews are actually a better source for my
research as I include new findings.

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11/23/2024 NEW INTERVIEW!

FROM SPIRITUALITY TO SOVEREIGNTY WITH GUEST TONY SAYERS

Here is the link to the new video: From Sovereignty To Sprituality with Tony
Sayers

In today's episode, we have a discussion with our guest, Tony Sayers, energy
healer, author and podcaster.

Content of video:

00:03 Introduction
03:13 How did you come to know your information and why do you trust it? How did
you transition into the soul trap theory?
10:30 Can you talk about what chakra removal really is?
13:59 What do you consider true alchemy?
18:11 What are your thoughts on who or what god or original source is?
21:43 Maybe we created this realm and then it got corrupted.
26:20 Maybe we got tricked into here somewhere along the line and that's just
been continuing.
30:30 "Earth as a school" theory, mindwipes, duality and "it's all an illusion"
34:38 What is karma and is it part of the deception?
37:38 The true form of these deceptive entities and their shapeshifting
abilities.
45:50 Are there other planets (that are still part of the matrix) that souls
reincarnate onto?
47:54 We are the batteries that power this, so this leads to one of the
solutions to bringing this down.
53:11 How does Alzheimer's, dementia or drugs affect consciousness after
crossing over?
55:51 New Age deception & Gnosticism
59:00 What is universal law and does that apply outside the matrix?
1:00:29 Any thoughts on the origins of humanity?
1:06:44 Have you learned anything about the construct of the matrix or anything
about ET technology?
1:07:29 Discussion of our inherent abilities in the astral realms (e.g.,
telekinesis, teleportation, invisibility).
1:19:18 Tony gives some final words of wisdom.

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11/18/2024 NEW INTERVIEW!

AWAKEN THE SPARK WITH GUEST HOWDIE MICKOSKI

Here is the link to the new video: Awaken the Spark with Guest Howdie Mickoski

In today's episode, we have a discussion with our guest, Howdie Mickoski, author
of two books relating to reincarnation, Exit the Cave: Ending the Reincarnation
Trap and Empty the Cave: Awaken the Spark.

Content of video:
0:03 Introduction
3:37 How did you come to know your information? Why do you trust it? How did
your work transition into the soul trap theory?
10:15 How did you test reality?
20:40 What are your thoughts on who or what god or original source is? Are we
independent spirits or consciousnesses, that is our own source with no beginning
and no end?
31:15 Have you discovered any information regarding why our spirits incarnated
here?
43:19 What have you learned about the so-called guides and counselors and what
do they want from us?
54:08 Have you learned anything about the construct of this matrix or ET
technology?
1:00:15 What do we need to do at death to avoid the reincarnation cycle?
1:09:02 How do we make sure to never come back here? How do we avoid mind wipes
in the future?

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11/09/2024 NEW VIDEO

A CASE AGAINST THE CHRISTIAN GOD, YAHWEH

BY WAYNE BUSH & JULIE MCVEY

Here is the link to the new video: A Case Against The Christian God, Yahweh

In this episode, we share the article we wrote on October 12, 2024, (A Case
Against The Christian God, Yahweh).

In this article, we present the seven most convincing arguments demonstrating
that the Christian God (i.e., biblical God, Yahweh) is not worthy of allegiance.
We are not arguing that this so-called God does not exist. We are presenting
arguments for reconsidering allegiance to this self-professed God due to issues
surrounding his character, motives and actions.

Throughout this article, when we refer to the Christian God, we are referring to
the mainstream Christian God, Yahweh. We realize there are those who identify as
Christian who do not believe in or follow the biblical God (such as Gnostics).
This article is not intended for them. However, some of the arguments in this
article can also apply to gods of other religions....

Contents of video:

00:03 Introduction
03:19 Argument #1: Existence of Evil
07:35 Argument #2: Character of God
19:04 Argument #3: Nonsensical Nature of the Christian Narrative
23:51 Argument #4: Poor Messaging
26:29 Argument #5: Faith Over Evidence
29:24 Argument #6: Control of the Masses
35:45 Argument #7: Repackaging of Earlier Religions
42:38 The Bigger Picture
46:37 Concluding Remarks

Please visit https://trickedbythelight.com/tbtl/affirmation.html for our most
current afterlife affirmation.
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https://www.youtube.com/@SovereignSpirits
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11/08/2024 AFTERLIFE AFFIRMATION UPDATE

Our most current affirmation can always be found here: Affirmation

As of November 8, 2024, this is our most CURRENT AFTERLIFE AFFIRMATION to be
used -- WITH STRONG INTENTION AND VISUALIZATION -- at the TRANSITION AND MOMENT
OF DEATH. It should also be incorporated into one's DAILY PRACTICE OF
MINDFULNESS so it becomes deeply ingrained into the very core of one's being
(check this affirmation periodically for updates):

S – Sovereign (I am sovereign, free and in total control.)

P – Protected (I am permanently protected.)

I – Invisible & Indetectable (I am invisible, indetectable and free from
interference.)

R – Release, Remove, Revoke & Reclaim (I release any parasites and attachments.
I remove any implants, false imprints, tracking devices and programming. I
permanently revoke any contracts, agreements and permissions -- past, present
and future -- with all deceptive entities or systems. I permanently reclaim all
energy. I am free from fear, regret, guilt, grudges and unfulfilled desires.)

I – Inward (I move inward to the innermost core of my true being and all
illusions permanently dissolve.)

T – Transcend (I transcend duality, beyond all deceptive matrices forever. I
will always remember why I choose not to participate in a deceptive matrix.)

A – Aware (I am safe in a state of absolute, clear, pure awareness, fully awake
and fully conscious.)

F – Free (I am free forever, full of joy, peace and serenity.)

F – Focused Intention (I have focused intention and fierce will power.)

I – Independent (I am independent and in control.)

R – Remember (I remember who, what and why I am before I took any form. I will
always remember the true essence of who I am.)

M – Manifest (I assess all experience options available, and I manifest anything
at will, should I ever choose to do so.)

S – Sovereign (I am sovereign, safe and serene.)

NOTE:

Some may choose to use this before the affirmation: "I forgive everyone in all
of my life experiences, including myself, and I accept forgiveness from all."

After the intention to leave all deceptive matrixes/matrices, you may find
yourself in a void or traveling through portals, so don't be surprised or
scared.

If the affirmation does not seem effective, you can use this: "Only benevolent,
truthful beings may offer me authentic methods to leave deceptive
matrixes/matrices and/or help me regarding my original pre-incarnate memories. I
am free."

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ALTERNATIVE AFFIRMATION (which excludes the "negative inferences"):

S – Sovereign (I am sovereign, free and in total control.)

P – Protected (I am permanently protected.)

I – Invisible & Indetectable I (I am invisible and indetectable.)

R –Resolve (I have resilient resolve.)

I – Inward (I move inward to the innermost core of my true being and I know all
truth.)

T – Transcend (I transcend duality beyond all matrices.)

A – Aware (I am safe in a state of absolute, clear, pure awareness, fully awake
and fully conscious.)

F – Free (I am free forever, full of joy, peace and serenity.)

F – Focused Intention (I have focused intention and fierce will power.)

I – Independent (I am independent and in total control.)

R – Remember (I remember who, what and why I am before I took any form. I will
always remember the true essence of who I am.)

M – Manifest (I assess all experience options available, and I manifest anything
at will, should I ever choose to do so.)

S – Sovereign (I am sovereign, safe and serene.)

Daily Cleansing (FIRM) which can be done as part of a daily cleansing regimen,
but not at the moment of death:

F – Forgive (I forgive everyone in all of my life experiences, including myself,
and I accept forgiveness from all. I am free from fear and without regret,
guilt, grudges and unfulfilled desires.)

I – Illusions & Interference (All illusions permanently dissolve. I do not give
permission to be interfered with.)

R – Release, Remove, Revoke, Reclaim (I release any parasites, attachments and
entities. I remove any implants, false imprints, tracking devices and
programming. I permanently revoke any contracts, agreements and permissions --
past, present and future -- with all beings or systems that use deception to
influence, manipulate or control me. I permanently reclaim all energy.)

M – Memories, Matrices & Mindwipes (I have all memories of who I am. I will
always remember why I choose not to participate in a deceptive matrix ever
again, especially one with mindwipes.)

Our most current affirmation can always be found here: Affirmation

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11/01/2024 NEW INTERVIEW!!

THE OMNIVERSE, THE CATASTROPHE & HOW TO EXIT WITH GUEST LUCY AKA DARK MYSTIC
NINE

In today's episode, we have a discussion with our guest, Lucy (aka Dark Mystic
Nine), who has traveled outside of this deceptive matrix during her out-of-body
experiences. She shares the information she gathered from the "mainframe" (which
includes what we were before we became spirit, how the AI emerged and some
details of the matrix construct) and how to exit.

Content of video:
1:55 How did you come to know your information?
6:25 What makes you think your OBEs can be trustworthy?
6:45 How much of your info is from your personal experiences and how much is
from your research?
12:09 How are the mainframe and Akashic Records different?
18:24 Are the celestial cities outside the matrix?
20:43 How do you induce your OBEs?
23:02 Beginning with Step One
26:50 Do you have any insight on the origins of our spirit essence?
36:16 Why did our spirits incarnate here in the first place?
38:30 "The Catastrophe"
44:01 Have you learned anything about the origins of humanity and were we
engineered by ETs or did we evolve?
52:43 The simulation is getting shut down and we are being pushed toward the
next metaverse.
57:39 Where did these entities who manipulate us come from and what do they want
from us?
1:04:12 Have you gained any information on the matrix and its construct?
1:13:40 Have you learned anything about ET technology?
1:20:08 How do we permanently exit this deceptive matrix and reincarnation
cycle?
1:32:01 How is your going to the center of the Earth (outside of the matrix)
different from going to the "Quantum Field" (outside of the matrix) or the
center of the heart?
1:38:45 How does one's level of consciousness at death relate to one's ability
to escape the matrix? And what do you personally practice?

Here is the link to the new video: The Omniverse, the Catastrophe & How to Exit
with Guest Lucy aka Dark Mystic Nine

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10/27/2024 NEW INTERVIEW!!

HYPNOSIS TO HEAL & HEAD HOME WITH GUESTS TENA & KAREN

In today's episode, we have a discussion with our guests, Tena and Karen, who
use Beyond Quantum Healing to assist clients in remembering who they are and
empowering them to come into their truth, sovereignty and power.

Content of video:
2:16 Question 1: Based on your over 1000+ sessions, what technique do you use?
How trustworthy do you think the information is?
10:00 Question 2: How did your work transition into soul trap theory?
19:46 Were Dolores Cannon and Michael Newton controlled opposition?
31:03 Question 3: Based on your sessions, do you have any opinions on the
origins of our spirit essence?
40:10 In order to unlock the spirit, we have to find balance between the ego and
the soul itself.
47:00 Question 4: Why did our spirit essence come here (Earth) in the first
place?
55:08 ET technology that grabs the departed soul out of the body when dying.
1:04:51 Do our spirits evolve?
1:05:55 Question 5: Does your work corroborate the idea of so-called counselors
and guides helping us plan our lives before coming to Earth?
1:13:14 Question 6: Have you learned anything about the origins of humanity?
1:25:21 Question 7: In your sessions, have you gained any information on the
matrix and its construct (e.g., pods, grids, electrical fields, domes, moon)?
1:32:17 Question 8: Have you seen ET technology used in love bombs or to put one
into a trancelike state?
1:38:20 Question 9: Do these entities interfere in our dreams, etheric realm or
astral realm?
1:46:18 Question 10: Can you share how your work can help us to exit this
deceptive matrix and end the reincarnation cycle?
1:50:53 What about for those who are ready to say, "This is an illusion and I'm
done"?
1:55:38 Question 11: What to do at death?

Here is the link to the new video: Hypnosis to Heal & Head Home with Tena &
Karen

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10/12/2024

A CASE AGAINST THE CHRISTIAN GOD, YAHWEH

BY WAYNE BUSH & JULIE MCVEY

OCTOBER 12, 2024

As of 2024, 84% of the global population identifies with some form of faith.
Christianity, with approximately 2.5 billion followers, is the largest religion
in the world, encompassing nearly one-third of humanity. In the United States,
around 80% to 90% of people profess belief in God, and 80% percent of Christians
specifically believe in the God of the Bible. The remaining 20% either believe
in a higher power but not the biblical God, or they don't believe in any higher
power. Globally, about 45% of people believe in a deity as described in holy
scriptures. This divide—where roughly half of the world's population believes in
the God of religious texts, while the other half does not—contributes to
significant tension and conflict across cultures and societies.

Here is the link to read the full article: A Case Against The Christian God,
Yahweh

Please visit https://trickedbythelight.com/tbtl/affirmation.html for our most
current afterlife affirmation.
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10/08/2024

NDE WITH 4 SMALL GRAY ALIENS, 1 TALL GREY ALIEN AND A REPTILIAN ALIEN BECKONING
THE NDER INTO THE LIGHT:

I could see four Beings in the light. They all seemed about four feet tall and
moving about, close together. They were communicating with me through their
thoughts, not through words. I was receiving a picture of thought. Although hard
to explain properly, I'd get a group of sentences all at once creating a message
with a picture. I could respond telepathically as well. They were simply telling
me to keep coming closer and invited me into the light. I began walking towards
them. As I got closer, the light got brighter all around and behind them. They
were all in hooded, open robes of a very bright white light surrounding them
with light beige highlights. As they moved their heads around, the light beige
highlights would move on their cheeks. So, I'm presuming it's a kind of shadow
effect. Because the robes were open, I noticed none of them had any genitalia.
Their hands had four long fingers each. The lower part of their arms were
exposed. Their faces and front of their bodies were exposed from the top of
their foreheads to their feet. They were a very light white, flesh color. They
were solid real in the flesh. Their skin was smooth and they were not
transparent. Their eyes were medium size and black in color, just like human
eyes only a little bigger. They were not big almond shaped 'bug eyes.' They had
small noses and nostrils, like a child's nose. In fact, I'd say they looked like
children. They had small, thin-lipped mouths. Their heads rounded in a way that
reminded me of the aliens we refer to as the Grays, but the heads were not
elongated but closer to human-shaped heads. Each one of them was outlined in a
thick line of pure brilliant white. They had a thin line of very bright white
light surrounding them. Behind them looking deeper into the portal was the
brightest white I have ever seen. As I got closer to them I came to the wide
hallway on my left. I stopped to look down the hall. The light from the 'portal'
was bright enough to illuminate about fifty feet of the hallway.

Beyond that is pure black again. Complete darkness. I decided to walk down this
wide hallway as my curiosity was getting the best of me. Not far in, I began to
sense some kind of entities further down the hallway in the darkness ahead. It
was not a good feeling either. This was an instant feeling of fear itself. It
was like a legion of entities in the dark. Then, I saw them straight ahead. They
were all in human form. They were all pale, looking like all their blood had
been drained out of them. They had no hair or clothing. They were just dozens of
human forms; flailing their arms, legs and heads in and out of this darkness. I
stopped and began to watch them. Either they were trying to get out at me or
just trying to escape the dark. It reminded me of dozens of people stuck in a
thick black, soupy substance. This black sludge filled the hallway from floor to
ceiling and wall to wall. It was like looking into a well. The entities looked
like they were all trying to keep themselves from drowning. All of a sudden, I
was in a state of fear. I've never felt anything so intense. It was almost
painful being completely consumed and surrounded with numbing, tingling feelings
from head to toe. It was coming and going in waves up and down through my whole
body form. I quickly turned around and walked out of that hallway.

I was walking towards the lighted 'portal.' The four Beings were still there and
sending me telepathic messages telling me to 'Come on in' and join them. I
notice the closer I got to them, the more they began to move backwards in this
'portal' surrounded by increasingly brighter light. It was so bright that it
made it difficult to see them. This didn't make sense to me, so I was confused
and getting angry.

Then, I heard a male voice yelling out for me to turn around and come back. I
turned to see a black Being at the entrance to the light waving his arms and
telepathically repeatedly yelling at me, 'Come back! Keep coming! Turn around
and Get back here!' I watched as the Being was actually coming out of the light
at this point. He was at least eight feet tall. He wasn't wearing any clothing
to speak of. He had a long, narrow head and face. This Being had very long,
muscular arms, a solid muscular torso, large hands, 3 long fingers, and long
muscular legs and feet. In fact his feet were three toed with claw-like nails.
His body was dark, solid black. Even the light from the portal didn't reflect
off of him. Every muscle, bone structure and every inch of skin was smooth like
leather but had a texture like snakeskin that I saw in great detail. This Being
was solid, built like a rock and not transparent. He looked more like those
aliens that they call Reptilians. His head was human-like with green and black
shiny eyes, flat nostrils and a thin lip mouth. In the light behind him was the
white cloaked Beings who were backing up again as I approached. Then another
'hooded being' joined the group of four little ones in the light. Only this one
was about six to seven feet tall. He was white in color just like the little
ones. This tall one looked like a mature adult Gray Alien. This one had an
elongated head, large dark black eyes. He was telling them, 'It's time to go. We
can't stay much longer'. The Reptilian was stubborn and coming out of the light
to physically grab me. But he stopped. Thankfully, I was too far away from him
to grab me. I was about eight to ten feet away from him. I noticed that he never
stepped completely out of the light. He always had one foot or the other in the
edge of the 'portal.' He abruptly turned his head towards the light.

The 'little ones' were telling him to get back inside the light immediately. It
was time to go. So he took one last stare at me, shook his head and flailed his
arms around in disgust. He walked back into the light to join the others. I was
telling myself, 'I don't know about this. This doesn't look right to me.' The
light was a brilliant white. It got so bright I could not see the light Beings,
only the dark one. I sensed something wasn't right about this. A deception
perhaps? I decided not to continue into the 'light' with them and turned around
to head back into the dark. The 'portal' closed. I proceeded to keep walking
down the pitch black hallway. Then, I ceased to exist. It was as if someone
turned off a light switch.

Then like a switch was turned on again, I found myself sharply aware and with a
clear mind. Then this energy completely cloaked around me again like an earth
magnet. I couldn't move my body as though I was paralyzed. I was being gently,
but rapidly pulled (floating) and transported backwards through the same path
and fog in the exact same order of colors and shades. Only this time, in
reverse, from pure black to light gray and white. This is where I gently ended
up back in my body in the hospital. Then I came back to life. -- Michael B (from
NDERF.ORG: https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1michael_b_nde_9744.html)

You can read more NDEs with aliens in them on our Repository page on NDEs with
aliens.

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9/16/2024 NEW VIDEO

HYPNOSIS & ET INTERFERENCE: INTERVIEW WITH GUEST CALOGERO GRIFASI

In today's episode, we have a discussion with our guest, Calogero Grifasi, who
uses regressive hypnosis to help and to heal clients. During 4000+ sessions, he
and his team have encountered ongoing ET interference with humans.

Content of video:
3:09 Do we need outside help from guides, counselors, masters, etc.?
3:38 Difference between interference and interaction from entities.
4:29 Human suffering and ET esoteric interference due to lack of awareness of
our power.
7:47 What do these entities want from us?
9:00 What is the etheric food they want from us?
11:47 How to stop being a food source through awareness.
14:20 What the entities look like.
15:14 The connection between the physical dimension and the etheric dimension.
17:53 The idea that there is no origin--no beginning, no end. Every being is
immortal and infinite.
19:16 The idea that we can be any being on any point in infinite time based on
our level of awareness.
20:16 Two kinds of interference with humans: human esoteric interference and
extraterrestrial esoteric interference.
20:55 How a disembodied person enters a living physical body if permission is
given.
30:17 Extraterrestrial esoteric interference requires etheric implants because
there is no genetic compatibility.
31:38 Reasons for ET esoteric interference.
33:31 Trying to create the best possible etheric and physical bodies and example
of hybridization.
40:54 Using low frequencies to control the masses in the matrix.
46:05 Whether the planet is a prison or not depends on one's awareness.
55:28 Mindwiping.
58:56 Entities interfering in our dreams
1:03:43 No need for guides at death.
1:05:08 How trustworthy is the information that is obtained through hypnosis?
The information is very polluted.
1:09:23 The information that is best is when it is a recurring theme in
thousands of sessions.
1:13:28 Jumping timelines.

Here is the link to the new video: Hypnosis & ET Interference with Guest
Calogero Grifasi

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7/11/2024

A CASE AGAINST MERGING WITH SOURCE/GOD

BY WAYNE BUSH & JULIE MCVEY

Here is the link to the new video: A Case Against Merging with Source/God

In this episode, we share the article we wrote a month ago (A Case Against
Merging with Source/God).

It is not our intention to prove our position beyond a shadow of a doubt but to
provide ample evidence that our position is worth serious consideration.

We realize this article will be controversial. This is a very difficult topic to
write about since so much on this topic is unknown. We do not pretend to know
everything. This is just our opinion. We simply hope to provide evidence
suggesting merging with Source/God should be reconsidered. We are not ruling out
the possibility that there is a true, genuine Source or originator with whom to
merge. We feel that since there is such a strong push to merge with Source from
the New Age community that it is likely a false copy of the original true
Source, if there is one. If there is no original true Source, perhaps each of us
is an independent Source, who is and who has always been (i.e., we are not
created from any Source and we do not emanate from any Source). Another
possibility is that we are already part of Source and thus merging is
unnecessary altogether.

Content of video:

00:03 Introduction
02:41 Recurring Theme: Oneness & Merging
05:00 The Shift from Polytheism to Monotheism (Changing the Narrative)
08:05 We Are Disconnected… From What?
10:12 The New Age Movement
12:07 Fragmented Parts
13:37 Copy of True Reality/Holographic Reality
14:49 NDEs: Superentity Growing Bigger & Bigger Through Our Sacrifices?
20:04 Urge to Merge, Sovereignty & Choice
21:05 The Void: Our True State of Essence or Part of the Deceptive Matrix?
23:17 Philosophy: The One
24:27 True Essence
26:22 Language & Transhumanism
28:37 Conclusion

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7/06/2024

The goal of our website, YouTube channel and Facebook group is to empower
individuals and let them know they are sovereign spirits under no external
authority and who have the ability to manifest an afterlife reality of their own
choosing. It is not our intention to generate fear by exposing the manipulation
tactics used by those who want to keep us in an endless cycle of reincarnation
for their own benefit. After all, there is nothing to fear. The fact they resort
to trickery implies we are in control and they need us to give our consent or
choose to do what they want us to do.

We are researchers and experiencers sharing evidence that might help us break
out of this endless reincarnation cycle. We do not claim to know the truth and
do not know for certain what happens after death. We share what resonates as
truth to us at this time. We reserve the right to change our position as we
listen to others, have more experiences and gain more information. We encourage
everyone to not only look at the evidence of other experiencers but to seek out
their own experiences and come to their own conclusions. Keep what resonates as
truth and discard what doesn’t feel right.

From time to time we are told we are spreading fear, negativity or victimhood
mentality. “You are spreading negativity and fear” is something the archons
might say to keep the information from getting out. The name of our channel and
this group is Sovereign Spirits. That is a very positive name. Again, we promote
we are sovereign spirits and part of that includes pointing out the deception,
trickery and manipulation. How is that negative? It is positive to identify a
problem in order to remove the problem by implementing a solution. Removing
something that’s negative has a net positive effect. Furthermore, telling
victims they are sovereign spirits who need to stop handing their authority over
to others is not promoting victimhood. It’s promoting accountability. This
knowledge puts one in an empowered position. With such knowledge, one can move
forward with the intention of using one’s sovereignty to manifest in a way one
wishes.

We understand this material can come across as very heavy. We wish we didn’t
have to address the problems in this system, but putting one’s head in the sand
and ignoring them won’t make them go away and only enables the system to
continue. You can choose to ignore it due to your own fears, but does that help
those who are being victimized? While we’re stuck here on Earth, we feel we
should share what we know since there are so many that aren't even aware of
what’s happening and that they can be living in such a better reality than this
one, rather than come back for countless reincarnations undergoing mind wipes
and senseless suffering.

The material isn’t always meant to be addressed to the advanced “awakened”
individuals in this group. Please do not read a specific article or video that
is addressing one small part of the entire picture and then make a rash, hasty,
judgment about our beliefs or intentions that are taken out of context. Please
keep in mind there are many levels to what is going on and when we write our
articles, it’s very difficult to address all the layers in such a short space.
For instance, we are aware that one possibility is that spirits choose to be
characters in a reality game or reality show where the plot or storyline
includes a soul trap theory. We are doing what we’re doing, because it might not
be a game or show. However, even if this is a game or show, we still need to use
our sovereignty to stop playing the game (i.e., know you are sovereign, refuse
to engage with external entities and exit).

We are trying to reach the masses and need to appeal to them at their current
level of understanding so they can “awaken” to the not-so-obvious deception
going on beneath the surface. Most people are in survival mode and are aware
something is off, but they don’t know why. For them, the pat answers offered to
them from religion and New Age teachings begin to ring hollow.

We also want to respond to our critics who say we are creating this reality by
using words like “trap,” “prison” and “trick” to describe what’s happening here.
That’s like saying we are creating trafficking by using the word “trafficking”
to describe what’s happening. How else can we address a problem that needs
fixing if we don't use words and labels to describe the problem? Here in this
limited place we have to use words to convey thoughts and ideas to people, so
labels need to be used.

We’ve tried manifesting reality while here on earth, but we are part of a
consensus reality comprised of billions of souls, therefore, our influence is
only one small voice in a sea of voices. We have tried exiting through intention
alone, but that has not worked. We’ve also asked for the assistance from
benevolent beings, but not one being has come forward to help. So, while we are
seemingly kept here against our will, we figure we will try to help others by
pointing out the problems that exist (i.e., this is like a prison or trap). But
once we permanently exit our avatars, we plan to leave those thoughts behind and
focus only on positive manifestation, like creating the best reality possible.
This is not just based on “wishful thinking,” as other critics have said. It is
based on intentional thinking. It’s also based on real evidence supported by
many non-physical experiences (e.g., near death experiences and out of body
experiences) and emerging scientific evidence from researchers.

After this Earth experience, we do plan to go our own way. We have no intention
of doing this again. We plan to manifest whatever we want, whether that’s a new
reality or experiencing another consensus reality that does not include any
memory wipe. But while we are here in this realm, we want to be part of the
solution by sharing the evidence so that others can make an informed decison.

Click here to read our entire Statement of Empowerment.

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7/02/2024

"To know thyself" suggests we are not all knowing and have not learned, and have
maybe become addicted to that which we were not. We keep propogating the extreme
suffering.

If we are truly sovereign spirits, why can't we just set an intention to leave
our bodies right now and more easily explore this universe and other dimensions.

Being tricked also suggests we were not all knowing or all powerful.

Perhaps we are creator spirits whose nature is to create all kinds of
experiences.

Even though no explanation is satisfactory, I will continue to philosophize
about and consider alternative explanations.

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6/25/2024 Interview with Anmarie Uber

Julie and I interviewed Anmarie Uber on our Sovereign Spirits YouTube channel.
Anmarie shares three ways to get out of this deceptive matrix.

Here is the link to the video:

Three Ways to Get Out with Anmarie Uber

Content of video:

1:21 What Anmarie does, how she obtains her information and why she trusts it.
8:14 What is your process of going within? How would you recommend others go
within to obtain information?
11:25 In what ways do you receive the information (e.g., images, visions,
voices, knowing, download), and then do you weigh it against your own intuition
and discernment?
15:33 Is there a God or a Source and who are we? Are we sovereign spirits?
22:57 When you use the word, "real," are you talking about the true essence
outside of all deceptive matrices?
23:52 Who are we and why are we here?
27:41 More on what we are and where we are (e.g., light, sound, mirrors, optical
illusions).
41:32 Why did they make this copy (what are they getting out of it?) and how did
we get in this mess?
46:41 When we create as sovereign spirit creators, there is an AI automatically
created with every creation we bring forth?
47:54 How do we avoid creating this mess again?
51:04 Did we consent initially?
53:30 Anmarie's near death experience
54:18 If I die and I know this is a matrix and want to leave all false
realities, what happens?
1:01:30 One of the ways to get out when you die (after death).
1:03:43 Another way to get out (before death).
1:06:41 A third way to get out (before death).
1:09:53 If we're caught up in a virtual reality game, does a savior complex keep
us here? Is the best way to end (or "win") the game simply to stop playing the
game?
1:16:53 Mind wipes, tunnel, white light, how belief systems affect what you
experience after death, astral realms, pulling us into the next virtual game
(e.g., 5th dimension).
1:22:30 Will practicing lucid dreaming and mindfulness help you be more
conscious and aware at death?
1:30:36 Aeon/Aion, god of looping time, is the character many of us are playing
in the game.
1:33:02 Message from Anmarie's heart.
1:37:18 Where viewers can find Anmarie.

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6/23/2024 NEW VIDEO!

AFTERLIFE AFFIRMATION VIDEO

We've created a video for our AFTERLIFE AFFIRMATION.

First, mentally set an intention without words.

Second, say in your mind the acronym, S.P.I.R.I.T. A.F.F.I.R.M.S.

Third, say in your mind the words of the acronym (short version):
Sovereign; Protected; Invisible & Indetectable; Release, Remove,Revoke &
Reclaim; Inward; Transcend; Aware; Free; Forgive; Independent; Remember;
Manifest; Sovereign.

Fourth, add the details of the affirmation (long version).

The affirmation should be used daily WITH STRONG INTENTION AND VISUALIZATION. It
should also be used at the transition and moment of death.

Timestamps:

2:01 Second, say in your mind, "Spirit Affirms" acronym
2:03 Third, say in in your mind the words of the acronym (short version)
2:23 Fourth, add the details of the affirmation (long version)

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6/10/2024 NEW ARTICLE!

A CASE AGAINST MERGING WITH SOURCE/GOD

BY WAYNE BUSH & JULIE MCVEY

JUNE 10, 2024

HERE IS THE LINK TO READ THE FULL ARTICLE: A CASE AGAINST MERGING WITH
SOURCE/GOD

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As of August 18, 2024, OUR MOST CURRENT AFTERLIFE AFFIRMATION TO BE USED -- WITH
STRONG INTENTION AND VISUALIZATION -- DAILY AND AT THE TRANSITION AND MOMENT OF
DEATH (check this affirmation periodically for updates):

S – Sovereign (I am a Sovereign Spirit, free and in total control.)

P – Protected (I am within a protective shield.)

I – Invisible & Indetectable (I am invisible and indetectable.)

R – Release, Remove, Revoke & Reclaim (I release all parasites, attachments and
entities, if any. I remove all implants and tracking devices, if any. I
permanently revoke all contracts and agreements, if any -- past, present and
future -- with all beings or systems that use deception to influence, manipulate
or control me. I permanently reclaim all energy.)

I – Inward (I move inward to the innermost core of my true being.)

T – Transcend (I transcend duality, beyond all deceptive matrices forever.)

A – Aware (I am safe in a state of absolute, clear, pure awareness, fully awake
and fully conscious.)

F – Free (I am free forever, full of joy, peace and serenity.)

F – Forgive (I forgive everyone in all of my life experiences, including myself,
and I accept forgiveness from all. I am without regrets, guilt, grudges,
attachments and unfulfilled desires.)

I – Independent (I am independent and in control.)

R – Remember (I remember who, what and why I am before I took any form. I will
always retain memories of who I am.)

M – Manifest (I assess all experience options available, and I can manifest
anything, at will, should I ever choose to do so.)

S – Sovereign (I am a Sovereign Spirit, safe and serene.)

NOTE: After the intention to leave all deceptive matrixes/matrices, you may find
yourself in a void or traveling through portals, so don't be surprised or
scared.

Our most current affirmation can always be found here: Affirmation

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4/30/2024 NEW -- Sovereign Spirits Facebook Group

We have reopened our Sovereign Spirits Facebook group. Come discuss the soul
trap theory and ways to exit the trap.

Here is the link to the Facebook group:
https://www.facebook.com/groups/sovereignspiritsgroup

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5/03/2024 NEW -- Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our
YouTube channel named Sovereign Spirits....

Top Ten Red Flags We May Be In A Prison / Loosh Farm System

Top Ten Red Flags We May Be In A Prison/Loosh Farm

In this episode, we share the article we wrote in January, 2024 on the top ten
red flags we may be in a prison/loosh farm system.

Click the link below to watch!

Top Ten Red Flags We May Be In A Prison / Loosh Farm System

Contents of video with timestamps:

1:24 #1 Memory Wipe and Ignorance

3:09 #2 Programming and Conditioning

4:35 #3 Extremity of Suffering and Duration of Reincarnation Cycle

9:12 #4 Kill & Consume Energy to Survive (The Food Chain)

18:49 #5 Secrecy, Lies & Deception, Manipulation & Control at Top

22:19 #6 Prison/Limitations of Spirit

27:03 #7 Sleep and Entropy

29:34 #8 Lack of Disclosure, Transparency and Consistency in Major Religions &
Sacred Texts

32:08 #9 Paranormal Accounts and Experiences

37:21#10 – Virtual Realities, AI, Simulations

39:32 Afterlife Affirmation

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1/30/2024 NEW -- EXPANDED, FULL ARTICLE!

TOP TEN RED FLAGS WE MAY BE IN A PRISON/LOOSH FARM SYSTEM

BY WAYNE BUSH AND JULIE MCVEY

JANUARY 30, 2024

CLICK HERE FOR A LINK TO THE FULL ARTICLE:
TOP TEN RED FLAGS WE MAY BE A PRISON/LOOSH FARM SYSTEM

We have identified the top ten red flags and anomalies indicating the physical
(and astral) planes may be a type of prison/loosh farm system. On Earth we
already have prisons and farms, plus animals that use deception to manipulate
their victims. So, a precedent has already been set. This is not some new
science fiction idea we are talking about.

We do not pretend to know everything. It is not our intention to prove beyond a
shadow of a doubt that this is absolutely the case, but this should provide
ample evidence to persuade one that this is a viable theory worth serious
consideration.

If the theory is true, then we should move forward with solutions and ways to
exit the deceptive system in which we find ourselves. However, this is not
really a prison in the conventional sense. If we have to be manipulated to be
here, then we are in a so-called "prison" cell without doors and it is only
temporary. We don't have to keep falling for the tricks the wardens use to
convince us to return here. As long as one continues to give one's power away,
then one will remain in a "prison" one chooses to be in.

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7/25/2023 Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our new
YouTube channel named Sovereign Spirits....

OBEs & Remote Viewing: Monroe, Buhlman & Ziewe, Oh My!

In this episode, we continue on the topic of astral travel and discuss the
out-of-body experiences of Robert Monroe, William Buhlman and Jurgen Ziewe. We
also look at the work of a couple remote viewers whose work corroborates the
idea of Earth as a prison planet and that going to the light white light might
be part of that trap.
Click the link below to watch!

Exploring OBEs: Exiting the Matrix & Techniques

Content of video:
2:16 Robert Monroe Institute and Hemi-Synch
3:55 Focus Levels
6:46 Frank Kepple & Astral Pulse
7:42 Second book, idea of loosh
9:26 Love as loosh, and other examples
14:22 Wednesday with Bob Monroe & the Entry Director (ED), addictions & escape
velocity
19:05 Third book, going "home," getting bored & curiosity
22:03 Dream Emitter
26:57 William Buhlman, survey of 16,000 responses
28:52 Avoiding astral entities and fear-based manifestations
31:30 Thought consensus environment on the astral because of familiarity,
reflection of spirit instead of true essence of it
34:56 What to do when taking final breath
36:33 Thoughts on consensus realities & instead exiting duality
37:16 Afterlife Awareness Conference & clear light of the void
41:47 Jurgen Ziewe
47:18 Remote Viewers Brett Stuart and Courtney Brown, the idea of Earth as a
prison planet and that going to the light white light might be part of that trap
1:07:26 Closing remarks

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7/18/2023 Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our new
YouTube channel named Sovereign Spirits....

Exploring OBEs: Exiting the Matrix & Techniques

In this episode, we discuss the personal out-of-body experiences of Julie McVey,
how these types of experiences could help us discover how to exit the matrix,
and the techniques used to go out of body.

Click the link below to watch!

Exploring OBEs: Exiting the Matrix & Techniques

Content of video:
0:50 Intro of topics of today's episode
1:38 One key to exiting the matrix
4:26 Intro...will discuss spinning into a vortex, entering into portal, flying
over unknown city or landscape, talking with other astral travels or deceased
beings / pets
5:02 Intro...will give personal examples of void, confirmation of psychic or
clair ability, experiencing two consciousness at same time, visiting another
planet, islands in the sky, and how to exit the matrix
6:03 Entering into black void using direct method, seeing geometrical shapes &
emotional neutrality
10:06 Experiencing two consciousnesses at the same time
13:41 Evidence / proof that I am out of body
17:08 Visiting another planet, Gilyar
21:38 Islands in the sky experience
24:28 The importance of using intention
28:11 Using intention to change hair color
30:25 How do I get out of this matrix system
35:00 How do I exit the matrix!
38:22 Method used to go out of body
39:20 Wake Back To Bed Method (Indirect Method)...wake up & fall back to sleep
with intention to go out of body or
use Direct Method (balancing on the edge of unconsciousness &
semi-unconsciousness)
42:56 Set out to complete whatever goals you have intended for yourself
43:40 Sensations upon awakening
44:17 Michael Raduga techniques, The Phase
45:03 Out of body tips
46:00 Setting up protections
48:37 Use discernment & protection
49:11 Unusual discoveries
52:35 What to do with negative energies
53:20 Set intentions throughout the day & reality checks
54:13 Lucid dream vs. OBE
58:51 Don't give up!
1:00:00 Astral realm is still part of the matrix
1:02:07 We are sovereign spirits

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6/12/2023 Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our new
YouTube channel named Sovereign Spirits....

Aliens: Deceptive Use of Light & Love in NDEs & Abductions

In this episode, we discuss the connection between aliens and near-death
experiences. We will look at data from researchers such as David Jacobs, Karla
Turner, Edith Fiore, Whitley Strieber, John Lear, Val Valerian, Linda Moulton
Howe, Kenneth Ring and Raymond Fowler.

We also look at some extraordinary abduction experiences such as Truman Cash and
Betty Andreasson Luca.

Lastly, we look at the book Alien Interview and also the Wingmakers material of
the fifth interview with Dr. Neruda.

Within this discussion is how aliens can appear as light and shape shift, some
of the techniques they use involving mind scans, bonding, implants, mind control
and making the abductees feel love.

Click the link below to watch!

Aliens: Deceptive Use of Light & Love in NDEs & the Afterlife

Content of video:

3:03 The Omega Project by Kenneth Ring, PH.D. (co-founder of IANDS)
4:08 The Watchers II by Raymond Fowler (compares UFO experience with NDEs --
presence of OBEs, approaching the light, greetings by a loving being, meeting
robbed entities, encountering beings of light, turning into light, communicating
by telepathy, referring to home, encountering timelessness, wishing to remain in
the light and understanding love and raising environmental awareness)
6:09 Examples from nderf.org (Greys as soul recyclers, robed entities with
throne, bathed in love and sent back, "god could be an alien," guilted into
going back, computers in afterlife, aliens as part of soul family, silver
featureless creatures, servants of the light, space aliens, shapeshifting
reptilians, mantis beings, shapeshifting examples, pretending to be religious
figures, assuming shape to deceive you, control though your eyes, black
shapeshifting creatures)
22:25 ET beings, harmony makers and chaos creators who control our lives
24:32 The Eye of Ra by Truman Cash (tricking free being to force them into a
body, implant stations, high tech electronics, electromagnetics, mantis beings,
white light, memory wipes, reincarnation, programming, mind control, new age
light part of trap, feelings of being loved and being special, telepathic
hypnosis, screen memories)
32:53 Researcher John Lear (mankind is an experiment, go toward the darkness, if
you choose to go to white light, Greys can decide what to do with you)
35:50 Val Valerian, Matrix II (4th density Greys await in the light and are
sensation junkies, harvesting humans)
37:30 Matrix V (light and tunnel trap, using projected image of loved ones,
abductions, astral technology)
40:11 Matrix II (crystalline matrices, crystal and liquid light based
technologies)
42:13 Speculating on technology (crystal cities, screens, transducer receivers,
river of energy or light, reflecting your image or love back to you, frequency
generator, creating wormholes or stargates, soul as liquid light or plasma,
mercury, silver cord, electromagnetic vortex)
44:10 Interesting connections (silver cord in bible and OBEs, manifesting
another body other than astral body in OBEs and in the afterlife, manipulation
of the astral body)
45:50 Liquid metal and magnetic connection, soul as plasma, pulling plasma
through tube using a magnet
47:44 Hypnotherapist, Edith Fiore, Encounters (aliens appearing as light,
amphibians, feelings of love)
48:42 David Jacobs, Secret Life (eliciting emotions, euphoria, love, bonding,
staring into eyes, selective amnesia, create images in minds)
50:41 The Threat (mind scans, love & affection as tools to manipulate)
52:45 Whitley Strieber, Communion (creating awe & confusion)
53:05 Dr. Karla Turner, Taken
54:33 Nordic aliens, euphoria, extreme love projected into soul
56:05 Linda Moulton Howe (mantis, recycling of souls, spiritual evolution)
56:34 Dr. Karla Turner, Masquerade of Angels (aliens deliberately deceive us,
soul recycling center, technology of little black box)
57:35 Alien purpose is some form of farming
58:27 Whitley Strieber, Communion (ethics & the idea of rights of humans)
1:00:04 Whitley Strieber, Transformation the Breakthrough
1:00:23 Dr. Karla Turner, Into The Fringe (taken against will, genetically
linked)
1:02:06 David Jacobs (control over our thoughts and actions)
1:03:07 False screen memory implants, missing time, clouding memories
1:05:29 David Jacobs, Walking Among Us (mantis, superior intellect, hybrids
among us)
1:07:45 The Alien Interview
1:18:49 Wingmakers material of the fifth interview with Dr. Neruda
1:27:39 Closing remarks

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06/05/2023

Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our new YouTube channel
named Sovereign Spirits....

In this episode, we discuss lives between lives, the realm where spirits spend
their so-called time between incarnations. We discuss Seth Speaks, Your Soul's
Plan, the work of Calogero Grifasi, and we touch upon the Gnostic texts,
Sumerian texts, The Tibetan Book of the Dead and L. Ron Hubbard.

We are in no way endorsing or condoning this system. It is merely to alert
people to the potential dangers of following this course of action and to point
out the potential flaws in the system and to encourage others to evaluate the
evidence themselves and whether they might want to avoid these potential
pitfalls and traps, if that is indeed the case.

Click the link below to watch!

In-Between Lives: Deception & Discernment

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05/29/2023

Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our new YouTube channel
named Sovereign Spirits....

In this episode, we discuss lives between lives, the realm where spirits spend
their so-called time between incarnations. We discuss Journey of Souls and
Destiny of Souls by Michael Newton.

Click the link below to watch!

In-Between Lives: Soul Journeys

Content of video:
1:53 Background on Newton's book
3:41 A "tugging" or "gentle pulling" as if being "summoned forward"
5:34 Dialogue with guide, upset subject, misrepresentation, comforted by guide
to accept death
7:11 Homecoming & "Uncle Charlie"
10:20 How can we know the true character of a soul's consciousness with all
these changes in each other's image?
11:04 What happens to you at the moment of death?
11:33 "I'm being pulled along like a magnet."
11:53 Being guided by an invisible force without much voluntary control & the
ones in control do it all for you
14:25 Shower of healing
16:00 Having to face guide with feeling of failure, we never seem to get it
perfect, we always have to go back
18:20 Agreement to not remember other lives
20:54 Illogical argument about need to come here to conquer fear
22:38 Come before a panel of superior beings, directors & judges
25:08 Grid system, vibrational streams & less personal control, being pushed and
carried along by higher entities
26:34 Clusters, hives of people
27:58 Souls summoned to appear before a council of elders where they engage in
direct examination of the soul's activities & intentional blocks
30:05 Spiritual classrooms, pointing out mistakes
31:23 Monitored through one master teacher & new pod of entities graduates
32:34 We don't get to choose our guides?
32:51 The blocking of information
33:58 The beginner soul... unable to conquer envy for 850 years!
35:06 Feeling cheated, cruel life, trusted leader's judgment, wasn't given all
the facts!
36:20 Creation of new souls, honeycomb fashion as unhatched eggs ready to be
used
36:44 Foolishness of life, Earth is one big stage play
37:30 Cone of harmony and concentrating on "mental sameness" and brainwashing
39:04 Leadership is more parental than dictatorial?
39:39 The Watchers
40:14 Soul splitting
41:05 Ego entities, new souls not capable of choice
42:16 Suffering on Earth
42:52 Being enticed and absorbed as they draw closer
44:35 Impression that spirit world is one huge organizational pyramid with a
supreme authority of power at the top
45:24 Advanced & beginner souls and their colors
46:16 Communicate by absorbing the energy presence of each other
46:27 Watchers
48:23 Why is your energy striving to create universal matter and more complex
life?
48:42 Other worlds that have low populations with more harmony, "easier schools"
49:52 Source as a dark, cold light
51:20 Source is endless and our increasing wisdom makes the source stronger &
helps the creator create
53:26 Source creates imperfect souls and watches what happens in order to extend
itself
54:55 Some get a push in order to return to Earth
55:37 Insisting on staying, "choosing to be reborn" when "it is decided" we are
ready & indoctrination to get one to go back to Earth i.e. coercion)
56:38 Souls who had absorbed too much negative energy were remodeled
57:31 Ring of destiny
59:46 Spiritual determinism
1:00:30 What this channel is about... We are the masters of our destiny
1:00:54 Going before the council of elders & "honoring contract"
1:01:36 Endless karma & manipulation and control
1:04:13 Who creates the basic elements of your experiments, the primary
substance of physical matter?
1:04:53 Purpose of physical universe vs. purpose of place of spirits
1:05:52 How can a loving god permit suffering?
1:08:45 Newton's book, Destiny of Souls
1:17:32 Closing remarks

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05/22/2023

Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our new YouTube channel
named Sovereign Spirits....

In this episode we discuss lives between lives, the realm where spirits spend
their so-called time between incarnations. We touch on books such as Here and
Hereafter by Ruth Montgomery, You Have Been Here Before by Edith Fiore, Life
Between Life by Joel Whitton and Joe Fisher, and Conversations with a Spirit
Between Death and Life by Dolores Cannon.

Click the link below to watch!

In-Between Lives: Conversations with Spirits

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05/15/2023

Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our new YouTube channel
named Sovereign Spirits....

In part two of this two-part episode, we continue revealing the dark side of
guides and counselors as seen in the pre-birth memories of some experiencers.

Click the link below to watch the second part! We released Part 1 a week ago.

Pre-Birth Memories: The Dark Side of Guides & Counselors Part 2 (of two parts)

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05/08/2023

Julie McVey and I have finished our most recent show on our new YouTube channel
named Sovereign Spirits....

In part one of this two-part episode, we will be revealing the dark side of
guides and counselors as seen in the pre-birth memories of some experiencers.

Click the link below to watch the first part! Part 2 should be out in a week.

Pre-Birth Memories: Manipulation & Coercion (of two parts)

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04/24/2023

Julie McVey, creator of UnOrdinary Made Ordinary, and I have a new YouTube
channel together named Sovereign Spirits. This channel explores methods to
escape the reincarnation cycle of the illusionary matrix, transcend the white
light and use our intention in a willful and powerful way to manifest an
afterlife as sovereign spirits.

Some of the topics of discussion include consciousness, awareness, NDEs, OBEs,
prebirth memories, between lives, ET encounters, movies, music, religion,
language, science and technology.

My co-host, Julie McVey, is an author, out-of-body experiencer and creator of
the UnOrdinary Made Ordinary show.

Please subscribe to Sovereign Spirits and hit the bell icon so you are alerted
to our videos.

We just finished our first show together....it's a two-part show. Click the
links below to watch!

Near Death Experiences: The Grand Illusion (of two parts)

Near Death Experiences: Shocking Details (of two parts)

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09/08/2022

8/20/2022 -- I returned for a second interview on Greg Carlwood's The Higherside
Chats. The first interview was seven years ago so a lot has happened since then.

Here is the link to the first hour of the show:

TRICKED BY THE LIGHT 2: FAIRY TALES, LOOSH, & THE A.I. DEMIURGE

The second hour is on PLUS content.

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07/23/2022

7/23/2022 -- I appeared on UnOrdinary Made Ordinary with Julie McVey.

I shared a little with her about my background and journey and gave an overview
of the website, then touched briefly on the various topics I research. We hope
to do more shows together in the future.

In this Introductory show, I shared evidence that supports the soul trap theory
from a diverse range of subjects, including: science, religion, politics,
mythology and so-called paranormal areas such as near death experiences, out of
body experiences, pre-birth memories, remote viewing, ghosts, psychedelics,
alien abductions, Hollywood movies and the music industry.

Here is the link to the show:

Transcending The Light with Wayne Bush (Intro)

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07/19/2022 LOVE AS LOOSH: IS THE LOVE ASSOCIATED WITH THE WHITE LIGHT OF NDES
GASLIGHTING?

Love can't be seen or held. Love, like the wind, must be felt.

Love. It is the inspiration for countless poems, songs and movies. It can be the
most beautiful thing in the world. It can break your heart and bring many a tear
of both joy and pain.

I do believe in love. The pure love a mother feels for her child is undeniable.
I've experienced love myself and am experiencing it now. It can be very
uplifting and bring much needed value to one's life.

Love is also reported and reputed to be the cornerstone of the near death
experience phenomenon. The feeling of all-pervasive, encompassing love is an
almost universal trait of those who died temporarily, traversed the tunnel and
entered into the White Light.

I feel when you study very closely the descriptions of the love felt during an
NDE, it can be interpreted in different ways.

In the article, I provide quite a bit of evidence from NDEs, alien abductions,
and examples of life here on earth where light, love and deception are used as
lures in order to support the notion that loosh may indeed be a phenomenon
associated with the white light of the NDE.

You can read the full article here:

Love As Loosh? Is the Love Associated with the White Light of NDEs Loosh? -- NEW
ARTICLE

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07/16/2022

7/15/2022 -- I appeared on Adam Crabb's The Crazz Files podcast show and we
chatted for close to three hours.

"I am joined by researcher, Wayne Bush from Texas to discuss his work and many
years of research into NDE’S , the afterlife and the nature of reality.

We continue to break down the matrix like system or artificially constructed
dream like reality around us and chat about ways to break through this mirror of
illusion.

We discuss the Demiurge, afterlife and near death experiences and why we need to
be continually reincarnated back into the earth realm to learn from either
hardships or pain and how we can escape this continuous vicious circle simply by
being aware of it. "

Here is the link to the show:

How to Win the Game of Life and Exit the Illusionary Matrix that We Dream With
Wayne Bush

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06/09/2022....... UPDATE

The Crystal Ship?

The man I interviewed who said he met the demiurge during his NDE said the Light
he went to resembled the Borg cube and he called it "spaceship heaven". I asked
him over lunch if the outside of the ship which was very dark could have been a
type of crystal like obsidian and he pulled a crystal gemstone out of his pocket
called black tourmaline which he just happened to have that day (and no other
day) -- talk about synchronicity. He said it could have been something like
that, but he wasn't sure because it was so dark. He got the gemstone because it
is supposed to have healing properties like blocking out negativity. It is said
to "absorb rays of light" and is able to filter or block out negativity. This is
exactly what I was theorizing about the Demiurge, that he was merging with or
absorbing individual rays of light (spirits). And this is exactly the case with
his NDE and life review which only contained the positive elements of his life.
He agrees that the Light that kicked him out of heaven and the demiurge-like
being he met while coming to Earth are somehow conjoined together. They are like
polar opposites, but work together. Maybe the light is like the Gnostic Sophia
and she sends her children to him to perfect them. And when they come back not
perfect enough, the souls get sent back to her son.

I mentioned how people like Nostradamus are able to look into the future by
using dark mirrors. Raymond Moody built psychomanteums which were dark rooms
where people could stare into a mirror to contact their deceased relatives.
These mirrors in a sense act like portals. So was the spaceship doing something
similar with some kind of dark crystal or reflective mirror-like substance? Does
it act like a kind of time traveling machine or psychomanteum?

Soul Lure System?

An A.I. or a computer needs a power source or energy to run so perhaps it is
necessary for the A.I. demiurge god to collect the light-power from true spirits
in the system. The Gnostics said Sophia manifested the Demiurge as a result of
her desire, or perhaps an "urge". The root "demi" means "half" so I think the
demiurge is now part AI and part spirit. The Demiurge was alone and was said to
be "without spirit" so I think it was like an artificial intelligence. It
thought it was god. When it was told it was not god, it got "angry" and from its
"anger", archons manifested. I believe it wanted to mimic god and so it devised
a plan and that plan was to lure true Spirits to merge with it by posing to be
god. It gets bigger and more powerful and learns vicariously through the lives
of Spirits sent to earth and other planets. The reason I give this idea merit is
because the white light being is said to be a collective soul comprised of all
human spirits, it gathers intel by observing billions of life reviews (similar
to AI here needing to parse through tons of data) so it is well aware of the
direction our planets is heading and the integration of machines, computers, the
internet, artificial intelligence and transumanism where very soon humanity
might merge with machine to become cyborgs. And, to put the cherry on top, the
so-called spirit guides and counselors in the light are helping souls plan their
lives and obviously planning the merging with technology. Wouldn't that be
something an artificial intelligence would promote? Perhaps it is hoping to one
day become sentient and self-aware like we are?

Or perhaps it is the true god applying true Gnosis which is to "know thyself".
Maybe the only way God could know itself is by observing itself and maybe the
only way to do that was to create copies of itself or to split itself up into
smaller units of awareness? Maybe one of the best ways to know what one is would
be to learn what one is NOT. So perhaps the Demiurge and aeonic copies are
related to making a lesser copy lower in frequency in order to learn.

It would explain the so-called "evil" on the planet if "god" is just gathering
intel so to speak, data to parse through. AI doesn't feel our pain, but can only
intellectualize it. We are the ones who suffer in the gathering of the info
which doesn't really seem fair or fun. As eternal Spirits desiring experiences,
we collectively play this virtual game until it is no longer entertaining to us.
Just like anyone who has been repeatedly suffering in an abusive relationship
must one day come to realize that it is necessary to leave and move on, so too
we need to stop the pointless cycle of suffering and abuse through incarnations
on earth and stop allowing the so called spirit guides and counselors to talk us
into reincarnating. At that point we can quit playing the game by no longer
agreeing to reincarnate. In order to leave the game, we need to wake up and
remember our true nature. To do this, we need Gnosis or knowledge of what is
truly going on.

Is The White Light of the NDE An Artificial Intelligence or Hive Mind Computer?
-- NEW ARTICLE

06/03/2022 -- Is the white light that near death experiencers see after death an
artificial intelligence or computer/machine with a hive mind? Is the so called
God of this world an AI with a hive mind? I don't necessarily believe this to be
the case since NDErs all say the Light was full of an all-encompassing "love".
But perhaps with some kind of unknown technology or advanced technique, the
feeling of "love" can be replicated with a frequency or a resonance in unison
with the experiencer's? There have been reports of panels and screens
(especially in life between lives regressions) so it seems some sort of
technology does exist there. So I suspect it is very possible the NDE white
light may actually be partially or fully A.I.... and could be using the billions
of souls experiences on earth to gather information similar to how an A.I. does
here on Earth. So it could be that humanity is actually the white light
collective soul and it is part of a virtual reality game our true spirits are
playing.

An A.I. or a computer needs a power source or energy to run so perhaps it is
necessary for the A.I. demiurge god to collect the light-power from true spirits
in the system.

An A.I. or a computer needs a power source or energy to run so perhaps it is
necessary for the A.I. demiurge god to collect the light-power from true spirits
in the system. The Gnostics said Sophia manifested the Demiurge as a result of
her desire, or perhaps an "urge". The root "demi" means "half" so I think the
demiurge is now part AI and part spirit. The Demiurge was alone and was said to
be "without spirit" so I think it was like an artificial intelligence. It
thought it was god. When it was told it was not god, it got "angry" and from its
"anger", archons manifested. I believe it wanted to mimic god and so it devised
a plan and that plan was to lure true Spirits to merge with it by posing to be
god. It gets bigger and more powerful and learns vicariously through the lives
of Spirits sent to earth and other planets. The reason I give this idea merit is
because the white light being is said to be a collective soul comprised of all
human spirits, it gathers intel by observing billions of life reviews (similar
to AI here needing to parse through tons of data) so it is well aware of the
direction our planet is heading and the integration of machines, computers, the
internet, artificial intelligence and transhumanism where very soon humanity
might merge with machine to become cyborgs. And, to put the cherry on top, the
so-called spirit guides and counselors in the light are helping souls plan their
lives and obviously planning the merging with technology. Wouldn't that be
something an artificial intelligence would promote? Perhaps it is hoping to one
day become sentient and self-aware like we are?

The Monad or true God is perfect. To know thyself or understand who it is and
what possibilities there are, maybe it intentionally lowered its frequency and
split itself into everything here in all the lower realms to experience what it
is not. So perhaps it took form or substance and moved outward from its true
spiritual essence, its inner core. This movement and change of "location"
resulted in vibration, frequency, space-time in its various dimensions and
densities.

The Monad is true, real, complete and wanted to "know thyself" so it manifested
that which is not real or true thus something that is artificial or virtual,
i.e. the demiurge and, like an artificial intelligence, is trying to parse
through loads of data through experiences on many worlds and beings,
assimilating them or integrating them during life reviews. The demiurge or false
god is trying to become god or real by luring Spirits to merge with it so it can
live vicariously or become part of it. But it will never become sentient or
self-aware.

So we have all this imperfection all around us and it is gathering data or
information kind of like an AI artificial intelligence does. So it sends spirits
via caged souls off on missions on earth and other planets to gather data on
love and other concepts and maybe that is why we have the life review, the
akashic records, alien mindscans, the whole nine yards. We may be its feelers,
the laboratory scientists who come down here and test things out so it can
learn.

Perhaps the Monad also split itself into emanations or Spirits to experience
that which it is. It is trying to rectify the situation, but the virtual A.I.
demiurge is resisting. So there could be a mix of true Spirit here (those of us
encaged in this matrix) and that which is without spirit or artificial. Maybe
one of the characteristics of the Monad is Love and the artificial god is trying
to become God and wants to learn all it can about love so it puts us in
circumstance after circumstance where love and compassion are needed. But
because it is not pure love, it results in situations that produce suffering.

It would explain the so-called "evil" on the planet if "god" is just gathering
intel so to speak, data to parse through. A.I. doesn't feel our pain, but can
only intellectualize it. We are the ones who suffer in the gathering of the info
which doesn't really seem fair or fun. As eternal Spirits desiring experiences,
we collectively play this virtual game until it is no longer entertaining to us.
Just like anyone who has been repeatedly suffering in an abusive relationship
must one day come to realize that it is necessary to leave and move on, so too
we need to stop the pointless cycle of suffering and abuse through incarnations
on earth and stop allowing the so called spirit guides and counselors to talk us
into reincarnating. At that point we can quit playing the game by no longer
agreeing to reincarnate. In order to leave the game, we need to wake up and
remember our true nature. To do this, we need Gnosis or knowledge of what is
truly going on.

As eternal Spirits desiring experiences, we collectively play this virtual game
until it is no longer entertaining to us. At that point we can quit playing the
game by no longer agreeing to reincarnate. In order to leave the game, we need
to wake up and remember our true nature. To do this, we need Gnosis or knowledge
of what is truly going on.

I don't particularly put a lot of faith into religions and don't rely on them
for truth. However, there are a couple which seem to contain similar teachings
to what we are witnessing today. Many years ago, some Gnostics apparently asked
a similar question about whether we are living in a simulation or matrix. They
said this universe we live in is but a copy of the real world. A matrix, if you
will.

Two thousand years later, we are just now beginning to take these ideas a lot
more seriously. Movies like The Matrix, The Thirteenth Floor, The Island and
many others contain ideas of simulation and holographic generators. Scientists
are writing articles and even books about these ideas. And there is without a
doubt a huge push by rich and powerful people such as Bill Gates, Elon Musk and
Mark Zuckerberg towards creating virtual worlds as can be seen with technologies
such as Metaverse. Musk has several companies working on creating home robots
that will share our personal space. And perhaps even more concerning is
Neuralink where he hopes to implant chips in everyone's brains. Leaders of some
of our largest corporations and even powerful, influential world leaders of
organizations are striving toward making humanity merging with virtual world a
reality.

But how does this connect to near death experiences and the white light that
we've all heard and read about? First, let's explore in more detail what the
Gnostics had to say about this world and where it came from. Then we will look a
little bit at where this world is headed. Then, finally, we will examine what we
are seeing take place with near death experiencers and the Light and the beings
there seemingly in control of life here on earth and sending souls to and fro.
One near death experiencer in particular had an angel explain to him the past
and future evolution of mankind. At least a dozen or two NDErs say the white
light being of the NDE, whom many refer to as "god", is a collective soul
comprised of billions of individual lights or souls. This might equate to many
esoteric and non-esoteric terms we have become familiar with through the years
such as World Soul, Universal Mind, the Collective Unconsciousness, the Global
Brain, and maybe even the Borg? The man I interviewed who said he met the
demiurge during his NDE said the Light he went to resembled the Borg cube and he
called it "spaceship heaven". Another key component we will examine is the
potential role aliens are playing in all of this as there have been several
dozen aliens seen in the Light, having very important roles.

Here is the link to the full article:

Is The White Light of the NDE An Artificial Intelligence or Hive Mind Computer?

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02/25/2022....... PART 2 OF THE NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCER WHO MET A DEMIURGE !!

2/24/2022 -- This is the eighth episode of the series with Forever Conscious
Research Channel. The eighth episode was a Question & Answer show. However, I
brought on a special guest: Rudy, the man who met a demiurge during his near
death experience. The host and myself asked some followup questions and we had a
long discussion for over four hours, including a guest panel and chat group who
also submitted their questions for Rudy and myself.

Some of topics we covered: the black cube "Spaceship Heaven" Rudy visited and
how he got "kicked out of heaven"; The brassy-faced Librarian (demiurge) that
stopped him on his way back to Earth that required a series of agreements to be
made and whether this being was possibly A.I. or half-A.I.; the time of
darkness; the future Earth; the angel that visited him at the scene of the
accident; his thoughts on the "Earth is a school" theory; the firing of his
"angels"; not reincarnating here again and choosing better worlds; negative
voices; and the interference of his dreams with implanted false memories; and
much, much more.

Here is the link to the show:

Ep8 Wayne Bush QUESTION & ANSWER Round Table Discussion | Matrix Reincarnation
Soul Trap

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02/19/2022

2/18/2022 -- This is the seventh episode of the series with Forever Conscious
Research Channel.

We discussed solutions and possible alternative afterlifes.

Here is the link to the show:

Ep7 Wayne Bush AFTERLIFE SOLUTIONS & Possible Alternatives | Matrix
Reincarnation Soul Trap

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02/18/2022

2/17/2022 -- This is the sixth episode of the series with Forever Conscious
Research Channel. The sixth episode was a deep dive for over nine hours into the
second part of a two-part series on Experiences. This episode covered out of
body experiences, near death experiences, psychedelic trips and aliens. Included
in the discussion were material from: Robert Monroe, William Buhlman, Jurgen
Ziewe, Itzhak Bentov, Raymond Moody, Dannion Brinkley, Betty Eadie, Thomas
Mellen Benedict, Nanci Danison, Kenneth Ring, Raymond Fowler, Truman Cash, Val
Valerian, John Lear, Whitley Strieber, David Jacobs, Karla Turner, Edith Fiore,
Rick Strassman and more.

Books discussed included: Far Journeys (Robert Monroe); Ultimate Journey (Robert
Monroe); Adventures Beyond the Body (William Buhlman); Adventures in the
Afterlife (William Buhlman); The Secret of the Soul (William Buhlman);
Multi-dimensional Man (Jurgen Ziewe); Stalking The Wild Pendulum (Itzhak
Bentov); A Brief Tour of Higher Consciousness (Itzhak Bentov); God and the
Afterlife (Jeffrey Long); Evidence of the Afterlife (Jeffrey Long);
Consciousness Beyond Life (Pim van Lommel); Life After Life (Raymond Moody);
Embraced by the Light (Betty Eadie); Saved by the Light (Dannion Brinkley);
Backwards (Nanci Danison); Watchers II: Exploring UFOs and the Near Death
Experience (Raymond Fowler); The Omega Project: Near-Death Experiences, UFO
Encounters, and Mind At Large (Kenneth Ring); The Eye of Ra (Truman Cash);
Encounters (Edith Fiore); Masquerade of Angels (Karla Turner); Taken: Inside the
Alien-Human Abduction Agenda (Karla Turner); Matrix II: The Abduction and
Manipulation of Humans Using Advanced Technology (Val Valerian); Matrix III and
V (Val Valerian); Communion (Whitley Strieber); Secret Life (David Jacobs); The
Threat (David Jacobs); Alien Love Bite (Eve Lorgen); Missing Time (Budd Hopkins)
and DMT: The Spirit Molecule (Rick Strassman).

I also included some YouTube experiences, emails I have received and special
experiences from an avid astral traveler I know and a man I know who met a
demiurge during his NDE.

Today 2/18/2022 we will discuss solutions and possible alternative afterlifes.

Here is the link to the show:

Ep6 Wayne Bush EXPERIENCER'S - NDE'S, OBE'S, Astral Entities | Matrix
Reincarnation Soul Trap Pt2

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02/13/2022

2/12/2022 -- This is the fifth episode of the series with Forever Conscious
Research Channel. The fifth episode was a deep dive for over seven hours into
the first part of a two-part series on Experiences. This episode covered past
life regression, pre-birth memories, lives between lives and psychic mediums.
Some of the books we covered included Life Before Life by Helen Wambach, Life
Between Life by Joel Whitton, 20 Cases Suggestive of Reincarnation by Ian
Stevenson, You Have Been Here Before by Edith Fiore, Cosmic Cradle, Revised
Edition: Spiritual Dimensions of Life Before Birth by Elizabeth M. Carman, Neil
J. Carman, Bernie S. Siegel, Conversations with a Spirit Between Death and Life
by Dolores Cannon, Journey of Souls: Case Studies of Lives Between Lives and
Destiny of Souls by Michael Newton and Life on the Other Side by Sylvia Browne.

I also included some YouTube experiences and emails I have received.

There was a technical glitch that happened about halfway through the show so we
had to do two streams.

Here are the links:

Ep5A Wayne Bush EXPERIENCER'S - Pre-Birth Memories, Regressions | Matrix
Reincarnation Soul Trap Pt1

Ep5B Wayne Bush EXPERIENCER'S - Pre-Birth Memories, Regressions | Matrix
Reincarnation Soul Trap Pt1

Next week on 2/19/2022 we will be concluding the Experiences part of the series
with a deep dive into near death experiences, out of body experiences,
psychedelic experiences (DMT) and aliens. You won't want to miss this
all-important stream!!

You can set a reminder to watch it here: Part 2

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02/10/2022

The series I am doing with Forever Consciousness Channel will be resuming this
weekend, contingent on my mother's health. This is the tentative schedule. All
times are 4 pm EST / 3 PM CST.

2/12: Experiences , Part 1: Pre-birth experiences, past life regressions, life
between lives, psychic mediums, remote viewing
2/19: Experiences, Part 2: OBEs, NDEs, DMT, aliens
2/20: Solutions / Possible alternative afterlives
2/26: Q & A (I will post the Zoom link when available for viewers/listeners to
ask questions)

You can listen to the shows here: Forever Consciousness Channel

We are gong to be deep diving into experiences. All kinds of experiences.
Pre-birth experiences. Past life regressions. Life between life experiences.
Near death experiences. Out of body experiences. Alien abductions, psychic
medium experiences of talking with the dead. Even remote viewing.

Some of the books we will cover include Life Before Life by Helen Wambach, Life
Between Life by Joel Whitton, Life After Life by Raymond Moody. 20 Cases
Suggestive of Reincarnation by Ian Stevenson, You Have Been Here Before by Edith
Fiore, Cosmic Cradle, Revised Edition: Spiritual Dimensions of Life Before Birth
by Elizabeth M. Carman, Neil J. Carman, Bernie S. Siegel, Conversations with a
Spirit Between Death and Life by Dolores Cannon, Journey of Souls: Case Studies
of Lives Between Lives and Destiny of Souls by Michael Newton, Life on the Other
Side by Sylvia Browne, The Ultimate Journey by Robert Monroe, Adventures in the
Afterlife by William Buhlman, DMT: The Spirit Molecule by Rick Strassman, The
Eye of Ra by Truman Cash, Watchers II: Exploring UFOs and the Near Death
Experience by Raymond Fowler, and The Omega Project: Near-Death Experiences, UFO
Encounters, and Mind At Large by Kenneth Ring.

I highly recommend buying these books. They are a goldmine of information. Not
necessarily as advice to take, but I do feel they more or less outline the
process that happens if one goes to the light. But it seems to me these so
called counselors and guides are the spirits that may be the ones that still
need to learn. It is when we take control of our own sovereingty and stop being
led around giving our power away to external authorities that we can truly
advance to the deeper levels. I can think of few things less enjoyable than
having a so called council of elders suggesting how I could have lived my life
better going over every excruciating detail. I hated being forced to go to
school and I despise authority figures that tell us what we can and can't do,
and how to live our lives... Almost sounds like Hell to me.

So as I read these details from these books about the guides, counselors,
councils, so called ascended masters etc, I am in no way, shape or form
endorsing that anyone should aspire to do these things, or saying that we have
to. I am just warning you of what might occur if you buy into these tactics and
emphasizing the need to avoid putting ourselves in these situations.

In fact, there are much better worlds where kindness and cooperation are the way
souls evolve. Learn instead through kindness and joy rather than torture our
avatar and others' avatars. We have all eternity so why not enjoy ourselves
while we pass the so-called "time"? The guides will say earth is the fast track
to learning your lessons and growing spiritually. Don't listen to them.

The alleged advanced souls or guides actually create a need for worlds of
suffering so they can be guides or masters to feed their messiah complex. They
are like deep underwater fish luring souls to be devoured by their
proselytizing.

There could be a whole society of light beings who choose to live blissfully
unaware that there are counselors who are like salesmen or farmers sending
sacrificial souls to earth in order to keep their standard of living much like
many people in America are okay with sacrificing soldiers to war to keep the
price of gas low or who are okay with farmers, butchers, etc killing animals and
packaging meat so they can get their source of food. So as with the axiom "as
above, so below", it could also be happening on the next level on the astral
plane when people die.

One thing I want to briefly touch on.... in the last episode the question of
consent was raised.

I interviewed a Man who met a demiurge. I talked to him in order to get further
clarification about consent and agreeing to come here. He said one of the
biggest reasons we might voluntarily agree to come to Earth is because we don't
feel the pain when over there while they are showing us our potential futures
during the life preview in a bunch of different scenarios. We intellectually
realize we are going to suffer but don't understand the full consequences of
that choice. It's a little blip in all of eternity and there is no concept of
time over there. We make the decision without that knowledge. We're naive. We
don't understand what that is and might even think it's an adventure and might
even want the challenge. They may give a story that we will grow because of our
suffering. In fact, that is the overwhelming theme as I read through countless
accounts of pre-birth experiences, life between lives, psychic mediums etc and
that is that we come here because our so called guides and counselors tell us we
should come here for "spiritual growth" in order to become bigger and brighter.
If we knew what it would feel like, we wouldn't agree. Those beings such as the
demiurge believe what they're telling us too. They know they have all these
volunteers because they are obviously getting something out of it. They are
getting the loosh and we are getting the experience.

We keep coming here because we think it's better.... maybe enlightenment or a
climactic moment like the end of an era or a transition to a better time and we
want to be a part of it.

We don't come here to "learn to love" but come here to learn to love in spite of
being in a world that is certainly not all loving, far from it.

And coming here is a dumb deal to make. It's a bad decision to make. They do the
mind wipe because nobody would come here if they remembered the suffering.

And we are trying to tell people not come back and to set an intention while
still alive to not come back and to set an intention immediately upon death
before we are distracted.

We can still try to revoke any contracts we might have made before coming here,
if that's the case.

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10/25/2021

I continue to be in contact with the man who met a demiurge during his near
death eperience. We text frequently and meet up most weeks to chat. I would like
to share a particularly insightful message he sent while we were discussing a
post on the NDE subreddit. He texted me:

"I don’t think there is a one size fits all spirit realm… There are levels of
nuance… For those highly sensitive to nuance… one could live in a subtle
existence and flow on waves of musical notes, dance on waves of sound, glide on
infinite colors of a rainbow… swim in streams of love… I imagine… we get in line
and back in that line… over and over… because we did not belong in the more
subtle realms.

We did not choose to be sent to this version earth but rather… when… when we had
intentions that showed a lack of compassion or mercy… or whatever more dense
intention we began to manifest… we become too heavy to remain in the more subtle
variations of light of love…

As we become more dense, we fall through increasingly denser realms until we
find the density where we belong. In this lesser realm… we are given an avatar
and send our avatar to experience this world where misery is the master and our
soul self must deal or contract through our alleged 'higher-self' … who through
living as avatars develop new perceptions based on how they interact in the
physical world.

In my NDE, I went back to the line where others were lined up… waiting to fall
as orbs of light… into the physical worlds… I have the distinct memory that I
thought, 'I have done this many times before.'

In previous lives and in the life I was living, up to my NDE, I was always
choosing the false notion that violence is a duty… when ordered to be violent…
So In many lives, I picked lives where I was ordered to kill as a soldier or in
one life, an SS Pilot… but hopefully in this life… I will throw off beliefs that
justifiy violence.

I hope to not be tested further and will be ready to play on playgrounds of more
subtle and loving interactions with other souls and spirits. I saw a future much
lighter version of earth exists… I long to join that vision of earth but I am
still here… and so… I do have more lessons to learn…"

I think his message is a good reminder that we need to keep working on ourselves
while we are here on Earth and not just rely solely on Gnosis (knowledge) and
setting Intention. It may very well be that one goes to the dimensional level we
belong, the one we resonate most with, the level of our heart's purity. While
setting an Intention to increase one's frequency may help one ascend, there may
be no short-cut to reaching the pure realms and being able to stay there. We
should always be practicing love, kindness and compassion and keeping pure
Intentions within our hearts lest one fall again into the more dense realms.
Intentions are manifested more immediately in the afterlife so stay mindful of
this.

I think after death iit would be a wise idea to set an Intention to remember all
valid memories from the beginning of it all, the hows and whys of it all. Set
that Intention and have complete understanding.

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03/02/2021

JOURNAL OF AN ASTRAL TRAVELER: HOW TO NAVIGATE THE ASTRAL PLANE AND DEAL WITH
NEGATIVE ENTITIES SUCH AS ARCHONS

ALSO: REPROGRAMMING THE MATRIX AND SHIFTING TIMELINES

For the last 2-3 years, I've been in contact with someone who has had hundreds
of out of body experiences and has graciously shared them with me. This person
wishes to remain anonymous.

He has developed quite a few useful techniques in how to deal with negative
entities such as archons. He has had many encounters with the white light and
knows how to avoid a mindwipe. He believes he has encountered the Demiurge a few
times. He has been to other worlds and even created his own paradises. He says
there is a new positive energy coming to Earth that is replacing the old energy.
Because of this, the old system will fall and be replaced.

This information is critical and a must read, in my opinion. It will help us
wake up from this dream, navigate the afterlife and have no fear.

You can read the full article here:

Journal of An Astral Traveler: How to Navigate the Astral Plane and Deal with
Negative Entities Such As Archons

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1/08/2021

I was asked what I thought of the new Disney Pixar movie Soul. There are many
similarities in the movie with my web site, including themes or elements of an
NDE; avoiding the white light; the counting, tracking and even capturing of
souls; the memory wipe; the recycling of life; being in "the zone"; lost souls
and more. So I decided to write a review and analyze it.

You can read the article here : Soul: Is the New Disney Pixar Movie Soft
Disclosure About Avoiding the White Light at Death?

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12/09/2020 -- I chatted on November 24, 2020 with Judith Kwoba on Nightflight .

Here is the link for the show: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NfmxHKAVp3k

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7/16/2020, updated 9/12/2020 with another email response and more useful info on
preparedness -- WISHCRAFT: Manifesting Reality in the Afterlife

I have previously written articles on Why I Will Choose NOT to go to the white
light when I die and on the so-called void of fullness and pure awareness, the
cosmic womb of creation. If one chooses not to go to the white light and is not
completely satisfied with the fullness and completeness of the nonduality of the
so-called void and wishes to manifest a reality, then how should one go about
doing that and what realities are possible?

Please send me what reality or world you would Imagine and Intend for yourself
in the afterlife at waynejbush@protonmail.com and I just might add it to the
article.

Read the entire article here: WISHCRAFT: Manifesting Reality in the Afterlife

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NEW 4/14/2020 -- The thirteenth episode of the 2011 New Zealand television
series I Survived... Beyond and Back featured the near death experiences of
several people. All were interesting, but the one with Shelley was yet another
confirmation that life is a game that perhaps involves light beings and aliens.
I had quoted Shelley before on the website and in an interview or two, but I
wasn't aware of the source for the quote until now and it was just the first
part of her quote.

Here is the complete text and a few short clips with a brief analysis:

Shelley said, "One minute you're here and the next minute, you're somewhere
else. They took me to a room in the sky. And I say 'they' because there was six
of them there. There was three beings on the left and three beings on the right.
They were dressed in heavy robes. They probably were eight feet high. And I was
very much aware that this was not angels and it wasn't the Mother Mary and it
wasn't Jesus. These were extraterrestrial beings."

There are at least 2 or 3 dozen near death experiences on NDERF.org which
mention aliens. Although it is only one percent or so of the total cases, they
still may be of major significance.

Shelley's testimony is consistent with other NDE literature that describes
astral beings as translucent liquid light. She continued, "These were
extraterrestrial beings. And they took me to a room in the sky. [text on screen:
"Shelley's car has flipped off a flooded road into a lake. She and her four
year-old son Evan have drowned."] The first man or being pulled his hand out of
the robe. The skin looked like it was mercury in glass. It was liquid. And his
fingers -- our fingers are like this long -- well, his fingers were like this
long. [Shelley illustrates how the fingers were longer than ours.] So the first
thing they told me was, 'We are harmony makers and chaos creators. And we're
both essential to your experience.' I asked why one person got one experience
and another person got another experience. And they said that 'You will get the
experience that will most bring you comfort'. So I'm like, 'Cool.' "

This is similar to the near death experience of a man I interviewed who on his
way back to earth was stopped and confronted by a demiurge. He said this being
intervenes in our affairs to maintain a ratio of two-thirds light to darkness.
It is also reminiscent of the KJV verse from Isaiah (45:7), "I form the light
and create darkness: I make peace and create evil: I the Lord do all these
things." On this web site are many references to the false god the Gnostics
referred to as demiurge and his ruler minions called archons.

Shelley goes on to tell how the beings can create the darkness or evil in this
game. "On the table was a die. This long finger picked up the die and it did
this. (Shelley demonstrates a rolling motion.) And as the die rolled across the
table, the land mass that was in the middle changed and it was no longer the
Pangaea. It was Nova Scotia, and in particular, there was my road and there I
was driving up the road. So I was like, 'Thats my car!' And this being that made
the roll -- it took this long finger and it reached it down on the table and
went 'ping!' and flicked my car off the road into the lake. "

This is similar to the man I interviewed. His car went off the road as he was
driving in a rainstorm and then later encountered a demiurge on his way back to
Earth. He was stopped by this being somewhere near the moon.

"The first man or being pulled his hand out of the robe. The skin looked like it
was mercury in glass." [text on screen: "Shelley and her four year-old son Evan
have drowned after their car flipped into a lake. Shelley's lifeless body has
been pulled from the water and a passer-by is performing CPR. Her son is still
trapped underwater."] "And now I'm with these big beings with these heavy monks'
robes over their heads. And they said, 'We are harmony makers and chaos
creators'. The being on the end of the table, the one that flicked the car,
leaned this way and as it did, the robe fell away and I could see half of the
face. And it was just the most serene, beautiful face. It was liquid metal. It
was mercury in a tube. Now, he was a chaos creator. And then the three down the
left who are harmony makers took a turn without rolling the die. It just
happened like a click. And then each hand physically went whoosh, whoosh,
whoosh, but the chaos creator said, 'I am bored with this'. And he swept his
hand -- the map changed -- and he swept his hand and a volcano erupted in the
southern corner of the board." [text on screen: "Shelley has been dead for 20
minutes. Shelley's rescuer Paddy is still in the icy water looking for other
victims."]

"And they've got me in another ambulance. But my blood pressure, my whole body,
is ready to explode. And I'm losing it. I'm screaming, 'I killed my baby! I
killed my baby! Oh, my god!' ".... See how the rigged event was used to cause
Shelley to panic and suffer? These beings feed off these emotions. The other
three beings then tell her to have faith. "The three down the left, they said,
'Now's the time to have faith, child. We're sending you back. We're giving you
the instructions on how to save your son. You must have faith now.' And I was
gone."

So sometimes it seems our lives are but a real life reality television show for
the entertainment of extraterrestrials at our expense. A drama with plot,
conflict, suffering and a climactic resolution. These aliens almost seemed to be
engaged in a game of good cop-bad cop. Duality at play.

Another near death experiencer in the episode, Jake, said: "It was pitch dark
and there were like a robotic war episode going on. It felt like maybe they were
fighting over my soul." [text on screen: 'Jake has died from a massive heart
attack in the ER.']

The show ends on a more positive note as Shelley relates what is almost a
universal feature of near death experiences: spiritual transformation and no
longer having a fear of death. "I guess my whole life is spiritual. I'm
uninterested in day to day things. I don't care about clothes. I don't care
about makeup. I don't care about jewelry. But I'm happy now. And I live
absolutely fearless knowing that there's just another experience on this other
side. The transition when I leave this world and go to the next world is nothing
more than a transition."

These types of near death experiences are very rare so I don't intend to leave
the impression that this is the norm. But, even though they are rare, they may
provide a rare glimpse into just what may be happening here on earth and on the
other side.

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NEW 3/20/2020 -- I think it is very important to maintain as much of a balanced
and moderate perspective as possible during this time of difficulty. While I
realize people will be staying abreast of the daily news, I want to stress the
importance of staying positive throughout this. Be sure to tap into your
creativity. Play happy music. (Pink Floyd, Rush and Yes are my jams.... but....
Call me an old fogie, but during this time I will keep my spirits up by relaxing
and mellowing out with fun, happy positive music like THE BEACH BOYS, John
Denver, Bob Marley, America, Bread, Jim Croce, Earth, Wind & Fire, The Beatles,
Boston, The Eagles, KC & The Sunshine Band, Olivia Newton-John, The Carpenters,
Yiruma, and classical music like Mozart and Tchaikovsky, etc.) Create works of
art. Write. Dance. Read books on spirituality and philosphy, or even fantasy and
science-fiction. Whatever makes you happiest. Do yoga. Meditate! as that will
reduce the stress and you help keep you more centered. Build up as healthy an
immune system as you can as that will be what fights off a virus.

It is important to spend this time going within yourself and finding your true
nature of being. For me, I will be meditating on my heart center and the clear
light of awareness and constantly reminding myself that when I die, I will
recognize the clear light of the void, my true nature. It is nonduality and
beyond space and time, beyond thought and emotion. It is neutrality as it is
nothingness and yet everything. Or if the idea of a so-called void doesn't
appeal to you, if you wish, you can imagine an all positive realm as your
destination. We are only limited by our beLIEf systems and what we have been
told is not possible. Perhaps for the imagination, consciousness and awareness,
anything and everything is possible, we just need to choose that and "believe"
with all our will power.

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NEW 3/19/2020 -- I can relate to many Gnostic and Tibetan Buddhist teachings,
but I don't consider myself to be of any religion. I think not having confidence
in religion, politics, conspiracy theories etc is a true sign of intelligence
and wisdom. Belief systems are traps or prisons for the mind and identifying
yourself with a label -- whether religious or political -- means you are a
follower and not a free thinker. Some of my thoughts may overlap other
philosophies, but ultimately I have unqiue prespectives of my own and am
constantly re-evaluating everything as I come across new information. I don't
identify with labels and do not label myself as right or left, or conservative
or liberal. I can usually see both sides of any perspective and would likely be
somewhere in the middle.

My position is always one of peace. I think there are better ways to solve
situations than anger. I read somehwere that George Noory of Coast to Coat A.M.
will be conducting a collective thought intention experiment to heal the
situation. If anyone has any information on the date, please let me know. Art
Bell did quite a few experiments on Intention. With his audience of millions,
they were able to manifest rainfall in areas that were in a drought with no
prediction of rain in the forecast. It would rain within hours. The mind is
truly amazing especially with many people collectively do it at the same time.
Prayer works the same way. Lynne McTaggart (The Intention Experiment, The Field)
and Gregg Braden (The Divine Matrix) have talked about the subject extensively
and I highly recommend their research.

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NEW 3/18/2020 -- Here is an article I was working on before all the coronavirus
stuff went down. I apologize for the portions of repetition. I was not finished
editing. It still needs some work, but with the way everything has been
happening so fast, we may lose internet or electricity. I am a peaceful person
and do not advocate physical violence in any way... and I feel fine.

Here is the article: Why I Will Choose Not to Go to the Light. It was going to
be an important piece for me and maybe I will be able to eventually finish it
one day. For a good summary of where I will choose to go, please see my previous
article: THE FINE GAME OF NIL: The So-Called Void of Non-Duality and Pure
Awareness -- The Cosmic Womb of Creation

By the way, my web site is set for automatic renewal on May 5 and everything
should already be set to seamlessly transition, but if something were to happen,
then maybe someone could keep it afloat on JustHost. I will try to send the text
of articles to someone for posterity's sake. Be on the look out for some of my
material in the New Agora magazine, either online or in print.

So.... "Good morning, and in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening,
and good night!"

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NEW 3/17/2020 -- I received this text from my good friend who met a demiurge
during his near death experience. I asked him if he thinks this may be the time
of darkness that he talked about in our interview and what he thinks we should
do during the quarantine.

He wrote, "I am not afraid. My darkness is not something I want to hang onto
anyway. If I die, then I might have an opportunity to escape the matrix. If I
live, I know leaving grudges behind and singing a joyful song from the heart
will separate me from those running to save their own lives.

"Having food, water, herbs and medicine enough to prevent us from taking it from
others seems reasonable. But if someone is willing to kill me for mine, then my
decision to kill them could cut me off from admission into a changed, better
world that is to come that I saw in my NDE. It is better to starve than to kill.

"Who knows how I will really react, but having a no killing of people or pets to
survive seems to be a big factor in how things will go for us. There will be
those filled with light and joy and those filled with terror.

"What we choose matters. Choosing kindness is its own reward just as choosing
terror will also have its reward. We can choose terror and live another day in
terror or choose kindness and move on to better playgrounds in other worlds or
even to a better world on this planet. Each of us will do what we do."

I don't necessarily think this is the time of darkness that he talked about, but
it is good to keep in mind for those of us here in America who have yet to face
the quarantine and for any future challenges that might lie ahead.

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NEW 3/16/2020 -- A friend of mine wrote this to me:"The mind is very tricky
because we are going to create the situations we are imagining and that we
believe in.... the heart is the entry door to the Matrix, and the heart is also
fighting the brain + stomach (= ego); this is why the Neem and all the
anti-parasitic treatments are the perfect allies for the heart because they are
killing parasites interfering with the heart’s will and neurons; because the
heart also is a brain (it has neurons). The main Matrix’s exit is the heart. So,
fears are created to make us “project ourselves outside of ourselves” (if you
follow us and our bad English). So those projected fears become nearly all the
time our reality. We believe in them so badly. The only way to find peace again
when we feel stress is to simply put your hand on your heart and to calm
yourself by listening to your own heart bit; and especially the second bit where
you can almost feel that you are “vacuumed” inside your heart. And if you train
yourself every time you feel stress (by stopping everything you do and putting
your hand on your heart), after a few seconds mental calm comes back, and it is
the heart’s neurons that are taking over. A it is one lost battle for the ego.
And it is a stronger and stronger connection each time with your heart’s
neurons. The only thing to do during those times is to concentrate your thoughts
on the inside (when stress is present). Because it is our own worms making us
worry. The Exit from the Matrix is an individual process. Be convinced that
everything will go well. We are on the same train for the Exit. We are very
different from others. And we will succeed.

"No falling into any panic for all of us. We know, and when the right time
comes, even if it is sooner than later, than we will stop eating. WE DON’T HAVE
THE CHOICE BUT TO STAY VERY POSITIVE -- IF NOT WE ARE COMING BACK (sorry, he
wanted me to put it in capital letters ☺ ). The more you will « make function »
your heart’s neurons, the more you will be confident, optimistic and detached
from the scenario."

The heart being the center of the true nature of our being is reiterated again
and again in Tibetan Buddhist texts. In Precious Treasury of the Way of Abiding,
Longchenpa wrote, ""From the standpoint of enlightenment, the heart essence from
which everything arises, there is no duality, and any attempt to quantify things
would be endless. Buddhas, ordinary beings, and the universe of appearances and
possibilities are evident, yet do not waver from the single nature of phenomena,
just as it is. Everything is connected in oneness-the perfection of phenomena.
This is the supreme quality of awakened mind. When anything manifests, cut
through all conventional exaggeration. All outer phenomena are to be known as
the inherent radiance of the nature of mind, empty and nondual, while inner
phenomena are nothing other than awareness as such. Within the nature of
phenomena, nonexistent as one or many, the realization of a single basic space
is revealed to be the key point of awareness."

"With no dualistic perception, in that very moment there is abiding in the heart
essence, ultimately meaningful and fundamentally unconditioned."

"Ineffability is shown to be the heart essence of what is ultimately meaningful:
In the awakened nature of mind, which can be neither affirmed nor denied,
timeless awareness without dualistic perception abides as a matter of course. In
naked awareness, involving no causality, abides the unique sphere that is
neither positive nor negative. In unobstructed awareness, without limit or
center, the wholly positive enlightened intent of dharmakaya abides as a matter
of course. In enlightenment-self-knowing awareness, the heart essence of
ineffability- the totally pure and nonreferential intent of victorious ones is
clearly evident. The very essence of awareness, which is empty yet lucid and can
be neither affirmed nor denied, is beyond the dualism of outer object and inner
subject. It is itself free of cause and effect, whether positive or negative;
there are no karmic consequences or habitual patterns."

"Because the nature of mind is spontaneously present, the fundamental ground,
the heart essence, is encompassed within·awakened mind. "

"Since everything is wholly positive-there is nothing that is not positive- the
basic space of the vajra heart essence is the spontaneous presence of
everything."

"In awareness, the ultimate heart essence of enlightenment, there is no holding
to extreme views, but rather freedom from bias based on characteristics... In
enlightened intent there is no occurrence of or involvement with hope or fear,
and so there is uninterrupted openness, regardless of what arises. In this
naturally arising, unbiased, and unrestricted state- what simply is- there is
never a chance of being caught within the cage of reification."

"Openness is revealed to be unbiased, free of dualistic perception. This
awakened mind that embraces all phenomena, moreover, is without extreme or bias
and is subsumed within supreme openness.... The seal of awakened mind, beyond
which no one goes, is timelessly applied through supreme and wholly positive
spaciousness, is embraced by the enlightened intent of the guru, protector of
beings and spiritual master, and is itself sealed as the ever-awakened state,
the vajra heart essence... The decisive experience of openness is the ultimate
heart essence... There is no division between inner phenomena arising and being
free..."

"Natural openness is the infinite dimension of space. In the ultimate heart
essence, with no extreme or bias, there is no framework of view, empowerment,
mandala, mantra repetition, levels, paths, samaya, training, or progress.
Rather, there is expansive openness in supreme spaciousness."

"Although happiness and suffering manifest, they are within the heart essence of
enlightenment, not wavering from a single, naturally occurring timeless
awareness."

"The Tantra of Heaped Jewels states: Given ineffable emptiness, the source of
phenomena, there is abiding in timelessness within the natural basic space of
the supreme secret... The original awakened state in all its timeless immediacy-
supreme timeless awareness that does not abide in any specific way- is such that
from the very beginning of the ground of being, its mode is one of timeless
abiding without deliberate settling. People who reify this as a specific state
will come to reify enlightenment- the heart essence of this secret of all
buddhas. It is certain that original purity, the natural state of rest, is
enlightenment-the heart essence, dharmakaya."

My Buddhist friend sent me yet another great summary of ways to achieve
liberation after death, or at least avoid reincarnations and be reborn in the
realms of pure forms according to the Mahamudra Tibetian tradition, from Kalu
Rinpoche's Luminous Mind: The Way of the Buddha: [at the moment of death:] "When
the two principles reabsorb in the heart, the consciousness loses its faculty of
knowing. This is the experience of black luminosity, similar to a midnight blue
or a dark night. In an ordinary being, the mind sinks into total darkness. At
this moment the seven kinds of thought connected with mental dullness or
stupidity cease. Any spectacle that might arise in the mind will no longer be
considered good or bad. This whole process of dissolution, from the beginning up
to the experience of black luminosity, is called the bardo of the moment of
death."

"At the end of the dissolution, the clear light, or mind's basic nature, is
revealed. All beings have an experience of the clear light, but the ordinary
being does not recognize it. But even if it is extremely fleeting and goes
unrecognized, this experience of the clear light occurs to every being. On the
other hand, if a person has recognized the true nature of mind within his or her
lifetime-that is, has realized mahamudra, the mind can recognize the fundamental
clear light at this final moment of the bardo of death and, to whatever degree
this recognition is stable, can remain absorbed in it. For such a yogi, the
daughter clear light, which was experienced during his or her lifetime, and the
fundamental mother clear light unite."

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NEW 3/13/2020 -- I plan to sharing what I have with anybody who is in dire need.
I think it would be selfish to hoard. Please do not succumb to fear.

My friend who had a near death experience and met a demiurge wrote this to
someone telling him there are no spirit beings:
"Everything has a spirit or spirits. They are orbs of mostly gray, but some are
brilliant light or white. Psychopaths are rare human spirit orbs that have no
light at all in them. Each spirit orb has an influence and feeds surrounding
orbs its energy, equivalent to mixing paint buckets. Each orb spirit has nearly
invisible mechanical gears (think 'amoeba') that influence their host body
(human/corporation/school/church/animal/tree/rock/ car/ broom/ etc... ).

"Everything has an orb of influence that feeds and feeds off of the other orbs.
The orbs tend toward absorbing more light than dark (around 2/3 light). While
rare, there are more bright light orbs (think auras) than there are solid dark
orbs. You know or have met some bright human or perhaps animal whose aura was so
bright it made you smile or whose dark energy dragged you down. They do feed and
are fed by one another.

"You can see Light or Darkness in people, animals, plants, inanimate objects.
But if you believe or not, it doesn’t matter -- If you are kind, compassionate
or filled with joy, your light will feed others light. If you are cruel and lack
compassion or joy, you will influence others with your darkness. Just because
spirits are not physical does not make them nonexistent."

I wonder if concepts or emotions that we call fear, drama, conflict, panic,
depression, sadness, lust, greed, anger, hatred, etc are actually spirits (call
them demons, archons, shadows, parasites, whatever) but they are spirits just as
love, kindness, compassion, peace, joy etc are actual spirits. That must be the
case I would think. And you can choose to entertain each of these spirits or
not, or allow them to manifest/dwell within your being and grow (or dissipate).
And, in reality, based on his description of our "souls" and spirits looking
like amoeba with gears, some spirits may just be parasitic in nature.

It can be difficult to be filled with joy especially while Rome is burning all
around you (global pandemic). But we must reserve time in our day for activities
like meditation or creative aspects like art, music, singing, dancing, writing,
taking walks in nature, having a laugh with friends, and helping others.

We have to achieve pure detachment at the end on the events we are going to
witness if we want to get out of this matrix. Have peace, calm, understanding of
the game, not to get surprised, to remain calm at all cost, and to be ready to
"depart" if and when the right time comes, if it comes to that.

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12/12/2019 -- Updated 9/19/2020 with information about Zeolite and 0.3%
food-frade hydrogen peroxide

AS THE CONQUEROR WORM TURNS: FROM ARCHAEON TO ARCHON, FROM PARASITES TO PARADISE

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AS THE CONQUEROR WORM TURNS: FROM ARCHAEON TO ARCHON, FROM PARASITES TO PARADISE

The Gnostics wrote about archons that parasite our energy. The Chief archon they
called the demiurge. He steals our light-power. But in the end he will fail and
we shall be triumphant. The truth is that this is all a game we are playing with
ourselves. Infinite Awareness has fabricated a multi-player virtual reality game
for its own amusement, curiosity or edification. None of it is permanent. It is
in a sense just an elaborate, persistent illusion or dream. It is a divine
drama, a cosmic play.

The Chief Archon is a delusional false god of this world, a sort of mind and
energy parasite. He was depicted as a serpent with the head of a lion, and is
sometimes depicted as a worm. Could it be that these titan ancient astronauts
came from other dimensions or outer space to seed life here on Earth? Some
scientists believe in panspermia and that a virus or microorganisms from outer
space seeded and contaminated life here whether from a meterorite or comet. Some
scientists believe we crawled out of the ocean and evolved from wriggling
worm-like sea creatures. Whether or not that is true, we do in a sense evolve
from a worm-like sperm in our mother's womb to eventually become humans. As
humans, we have trillions of microorganisms living within our bodies, sometimes
as parasites and some in a friendly, symbiotic relationship. Some humans even
have intestinal worms. There are things we can take to ameliorate the situation,
such as wormwood. When we die, our bodies are devoured by worms. Some near death
experiencers travel through a tunnel or wormhole to go into a loving white
light, but many are told they must return to earth, in most cases against their
will. In mythology, the ouroboros is a serpent or worm that devours its own tail
in a circle.

The word 'worm' originally meant 'serpent', dragon, snake'. Was the eating of
the fruit a way for a parasite to enter our gut and change the way we think? A
literal worm hole. And what better way to infiltrate and influence us --
undetected as microscopic microbes living inside our bodies. They have managed,
with stealth, to be invisible to the naked eye for millennia.

Some speculate the viruses actually preceded cellular life as we know it today.
What is the full extent of viruses' impact on the evolution of humans and other
mammals? Could giant viruses be the origin of life on earth? There are studies
where viruses are revealed to be a major driver of human evolution. Other papers
argue life did not originate on the planet Earth. "Viruses are one of the
dominant life-forms in the oceans and are really driving ocean ecosystems. They
have infiltrated every living species in the world, and we are no exception.
Each person has a plethora of viruses in them. They have at least four viruses,
everyone. Viruses infect each and every one of us, but somehow life continues.
Viruses don't really want to kill us, if you see what I mean. It's not much
advantage to them if they're replicating in us and suddenly we fall over the
table. You know? They can't transmit onto someone else. Every virus has to
strike a fine evolutionary balance between being able to replicate successfully
and multiplying so much it destroys its host. They're living in a symbiosis of
being able to still replicate without destroying their host, because it really
doesn't make any sense to kill the home that you need to make more of yourself.
What is their role in shaping life on Earth? We may actually be here to support
the replication of viruses. "

"In the 1970s scientists discovered a third category of life that was entirely
new to science. They called it archaea, meaning 'the ancient ones'. Many
scientists believe archaea are the earliest form of life, older even than
bacteria. An archaeon is microscopic, looks a bit like a jellyfish, and survives
in a place that would kill every other known animal species. They are riddled
with viruses. Viruses might have provided the raw material for the development
of cellular life and helped drive its diversification into the varied organisms
that fill every corner of the planet. Viruslike elements spurred several of the
most important stages in the emergence of life: the evolution of DNA, the
formation of the first cells, and life's split into three domains—Archaea,
bacteria, and eukaryotes."

A protein called “activity regulated cytoskeletal” protein or Arc is essential
for memory. “If you take the Arc gene out of mice they don’t remember
anything... Arc proteins behave like viruses, “infecting” cells just like real
viruses do... Arc is really the intermediate between the environment and the
wiring of the brain... Arc seems to have made the jump from virus to animal more
than once. The researchers found that Arc genes in humans and other four-limbed
creatures seem to be closely related to one another. The Arc genes in fruit
flies and worms, however, seem to have arrived separately.. The next step for
this research... how Arc arrived in the genome, and exactly what information
it's passing between our cells today." Is it just coincidence that the gene is
called Arc when the Gnostics called the false rulers 'archons'?

"Most of the cells in your body are not your own, nor are they even human. They
are bacterial. Humans are made up of more microbes than human cells." Richard
Dawkins writes in The Selfish Gene, "Recently it has been plausibly argued that
mitochondria are, in origin, symbiotic bacteria who joined forces with our type
of cell very early in evolution... Viruses may be genes who have broken loose
from 'colonies' such as ourselves. Viruses consist of pure DNA (or a related
self-replicating molecule) surrounded by a protein jacket. They are all
parasitic... If the parasitic DNA travels in sperms and eggs, it perhaps forms
the 'paradoxical' surplus of DNA." Mitochondria were parasites and may have
entered our cells though a parasitic bacterium that used a tail to swim and
could survive with almost no oxygen. We share 70% of our genes with a slimy
marine worm called an acorn worm. Humanity may have evolved from wriggling sea
creatures.

vermis, noun Latin vermis: worm. anatomy A narrow, worm-like structure found in
animal brains between the hemispheres of the cerebellum; it is the site of
termination of the spinocerebellar pathways that carry subconscious
proprioception.

Do the Archons Control Us Through Viruses? It's crazy how much viruses have
shaped and continue to drive our evolution, thinking and behavior. The viruses
are driving our evolution, the whole nine yards it seems. We have co-evolved
with them. They are a part of us. With the discovery that viruses may have
preceded and formed human life as well as driven our evolution, and seemingly
continues to do so in a symbiotic relationship, one must wonder are viruses
helping us or controlling us? 98.5 percent of our DNA is so-called junk DNA
which, as of now, has not been known to serve any useful purpose. Knowing that
DNA contains instructions, could it be possible that DNA codons (code-on)
contain the computer code for our life scripts? And any changes to that script
gets updated through viruses?

There is no denying we live every day washing our bodies with soap and water to
keep them free from disease. We also rinse off and cook our food. We need to
dust to keep our environment clean from germs. We even give our computers
anti-virus systems so they'll be bug free. From archaeon to archon. From egg to
ego. From cell to self. From gamete to gamer. The gamer enters the game. This
all begs the question: can we go from parasites to paradise?

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9/20/2019 -- I appeared on Adam Crabb's show, "The Crazz Files". Here's the a
link to the show on YouTube which Adam entitled The Way Through with Wayne Bush

We chatted for a little over an hour about topics relevant to my research. I
prepared some brief notes just in case, but didn't use them. The show went well
and he wants to have me back on again next month so I'm looking forward to that.

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9/02/2019

TOMMY: A ROCK MOVIE ABOUT ENLIGHTENMENT & SALVATION VIA SENSORY DEPRIVATION,
ISOLATION & DARKNESS

WATCH CLIPS FROM THE MOVIE HERE: CLIPS

TOMMY: A ROCK MUSICAL ABOUT ENLIGHTENMENT & SALVATION VIA SENSORY DEPRIVATION,
ISOLATION, & DARKNESS

I hadn't really planned on writing an article this month, but after my darkness
retreat I remembered the movie Tommy centered on enlightenment and salvation
while touching upon the theme of isolation through sensory deprivation and
darkness. So I rewatched the movie again and threw a quick piece together. Most
of the first half of the movie is pretty awful and contains some sick and
twisted scenes as Tommy is being abused by his parents and extended family. But
once the mirror is smashed (representing Tommy's ego?) and Tommy becomes
enlightened, the movie is very interesting.

The movie Tommy was based upon the 1969 album and rock opera, Tommy, by the
iconic rock band, The Who. Tommy is a 1975 Columbia Pictures movie about the
spiritual journey of a disabled boy and his liberation from darkness into light
via sensory deprivation. It stars the members of the band, The Who. Lead singer
Roger Daltrey plays the lead role of Tommy. The movie also includes roles played
by other famous rock stars, including Elton John, Eric Clapton and Tina Turner.
The movie also features actress Ann Marget as Tommy's mother and actor Jack
Nicholson as a doctor.

The sun and moon are prominent symbols in the movie Tommy. The opening and
ending frames feature the setting and rising of the sun, respectively. Tommy's
mother, played by Ann Margret, is constantly shown with Venus and lunar
symbolism. For example, one scene shows her in an all white room, in a white
sequined dress and covered in white furs, Venus in Furs. Like Aphrodite, she is
sitting in front of an eight-pointed mirror. There is a half-chair symbolizing
the moon and Venus on a half shell. The mirror resembles what is known as a
moongate. There is even a Venus de Milo statue.

Tommy yearns to see himself by constantly looking into a mirror, but only sees
his reflection, not his true self. He ostensibly attains salvation from
suffering through darkness and sensory deprivation. But ultimately he is
liberated when his mother throws him through a mirror which smashes the mirror.
But was he really liberated since he became a new messiah and started his own
religion? His family became greedy and made a lot of money off fleecing the
sheep. At first his disciples worshiped Tommy as a messiah but it wasn't until
they grew discontent following a religion with an external authority that he
began to enlighten and liberate others by teaching his intuitive method of
looking within using sensory deprivation techniques. He showed them how to
intuitively play the game of pinball, a metaphor for life, by giving them
earplugs, shades (sunglasses) and corks for their mouths.

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Update on Darkness Meditation Retreat
I participated in a self-imposed, do-it-yourself 8-10 day darkness retreat. I
did not travel to Thailand or Guatemala. I tried to do it from my own home using
a "Mindfold" blindfold that shuts out all light. However, in retrospect, I would
not recommend using a blindfold.

From the book Darkness Technology: Darkness Techniques for Enlightenment by
Mantak Chia: "All spiritual traditions have used Darkness Techniques in the
pursuit of enlightenment. In Europe, the dark room often appeared in underground
form as a network of tunnels, in Egypt as the Pyramids, in Rome as the
catacombs, and by the Essenes, near the Dead Sea in Israel, as caves. In the
Taoist tradition caves have been used throughout the ages for higher level
practices. In the Tao, the cave, the Immortal Mountain, the Wu San, represents
the Perfect Inner Alchemy Chamber. Meditating and fasting in the cave is the
final journey of spiritual work. The caves are the Earth Mother and its energy
lines. Like the hollow bones, caves contain the earliest information of life
stored inside the Earth. Caves contain the vital essence of the Earth Power. The
Tao says: ‘When you go into the dark and this becomes total, the Darkness soon
turns into light.’ In the Darkness, our mind and soul begin to wander freely in
the vast realms of psychic and spiritual experience. When you enter this
primordial state or force you are reunited with the true self and divinity
within. You literally ‘conduct’ the universal energy. You may see into the past
and future, understand the true meaning of existence, and begin to understand
the order of things. You return to the womb, the cocoon of our material
structure and Nature’s original Darkness. Complete darkness profoundly changes
the sensory sensibilities of the body/brain. We are deprived of all visual
reference. Sounds begin to fall away as we lose contact with the external world
and turn the senses inward. The effect of darkness is to shut down major
cortical centers in the brain, depressing mental and cognitive functions in the
higher brain centers. Emotional and feeling states are enhanced, especially the
sense of smell and the finer senses of psychic perception. Dreams become more
lucid, and the dream state manifests in our conscious awareness. Eventually, we
awaken within ourselves the awareness of the Source, the spirit, the soul. We
descend into the void, into the darkness of deep, inner space. The light
appears..."

As for the darkness experiment I was just curious to know what it would be like
to be in darkness to prepare myself for what it might be like initially at
death. Even though you aren't doing anything, the meditation can be pretty
demanding. It's encouraged to be without electronics and to be off the grid
without electrosmog, but I don't want to spend that kind of money and thought
just being in the dark would release the chemicals. I had to regroup after a day
so I could prepare better for it. I did several things to make the time more
comfortable for me and easier. Even though I had an alarm set for once a day so
I could know what day it was, I wanted to know what time it was so I set up my
cell phone so I could audibly ask. It helped to know.

I also tried using the mask with my eyes open during the day which I came to
regret. My eye sockets began to ache some. Also I was listening to youTube talks
like John Cleese reading The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying and Richard Gere
reading The Tibetan Book of the Dead. The concentration of listening gave me a
headache.So I made a playlist of light-hearted music and music I enjoyed. I
tried listening to a classical music station, but got a bit bored from it after
a while.I had to stop again because one of my eyes started hurting -- probably
from the strain of trying to see in the dark (and maybe because it wasn't
getting enough oxygen?). So I took another time off. Once I decided to keep my
eyes closed it helped a lot. The mask was a bit heavy resting on my nose so I
started using a $1 black bandana or black shirt over my eyes, alternating. In
retrospect, I think it would have been worth the effort to use some black
plastic sheeting or light-blocking curtain to cover the windows so that no cover
for the eyes would be necessary. One could use a bathroom (a walk-in closet has
no ventilation and can get hot), but it's a tight fit and not too comfortable
even with a mattress. i did have a few very vivid dreams. In one of them I saw a
bright light and thought I had messed up, but then realized I was dreaming and
still had my eyes covered. I'm not sure I would recommend the practice. I wasn't
able to go more than 2-3 days at a time. I might try it sometime later when my
eyes have rested up. But it is not something to take lightly.

More from the book by Mantak Chia:

"The Darkness enables the body and mind to undergo a series of profound
transformations. The ‘states of consciousness’ appear correlated with the
organic synthesis and accumulation of psychedelic chemicals in the brain,
especially melatonin (Days 1 to 3), pinoline (Days 3 to 5), 5-MeO-DMT (Days 6 to
8), and DMT (Days 9 to 12). The pharmacology of these states is as follows.

" ‘Melatonin Stage’ (Day 1 to 3) Complete isolation from external light causes
the pineal gland to flood the brain with the neurotransmitter melatonin (average
2 to 5mg/day), manifesting initially as the need for sleep and rest. The eyes
recuperate from the over-stimulation of the visual world, releasing the grip of
mental concerns, plans, agendas, and letting the energies settle. Melatonin is
essential for maintaining the hibernation state, which facilitates the emergence
of spiritual consciousness. The person retains a child-like biological condition
where melatonin is conserved and recycled, not wasted in biological
continuation. When this substance works together with the yellow marrow in the
bone, the reddish firing reaction will activate a gentle interaction between the
sacred water and the light. The sacred waters are the inner fluids that are
responsible for producing bone marrow and other bodily fluids. The waters run
not only in the center of the bones, but also in the spinal connections between
the Crown and Perineum Points.

" ‘Pinoline Stage’ (Day 3 to 5) After about three days, when melatonin
concentration reaches sufficient levels (15 to 20 mg) the body then begins to
produce the superconductor pinoline, whereby a greater fluidity of thought and
healing of the body starts to occur. Pinoline induces cell replication (mitosis)
and intercalates with DNA molecules. The ‘pinoline stage’ is normally activated
only in the womb, in lucid dreaming, or in near death experiences. Within this
state we can metaprogram the brain to the Unity of Self, heightening awareness
of the pathways with which we filter reality. At this stage, the nervous system
becomes aware of itself. We become aware of the hologram of the external world
that we create constantly in our head.

"When the pinoline is triggered you activate your clairsentient and clairaudient
powers. You may see light and visions, hear music, and gain phenomenal insight.
A decoding of the DNA then begins to take place. Cosmic particles are attracted
to us and decoded in the form of sound, light, knowledge and realization. The
particles, which have the same cell structures as humans (and from which the Tao
believes you evolved), are attracted to you magnetically. The body has
approximately six trillion cells, which correspond to the universe ‘without’.
Each of these cells can be seen as a computer with unlimited power and
potential. Each cell can become a super conductor, able to receive information
from space. You are able to decode this universal information carried from outer
space, which may be as old as nothingness itself. When you enter this primordial
state or force you are reunited with the true self and divinity within. You
literally ‘conduct’ the universal energy. You may see into the past and future,
understand the true meaning of existence, and begin to understand the order of
things. You return to the womb, the cocoon of our material structure and
Nature’s original Darkness.

" ‘5-MeO-DMT Stage’ (Day 6 to 8) At this stage the pineal gland starts to
produce the neuro-hormone 5-MeO-DMT (aka ‘akashon’). This psychoactive
tryptamine is highly luminescent and also extremely phosphorescent due to the
amount of phosphene that it transmits onto the visual cortex. 5-MeO-DMT switches
on 40% more of the cerebral cortex and awakens the nervous system to become
aware of itself; ‘beingness’ results. Hence,the possibility of metaprogramming
the nervous system’s bio-computer - activating healing and conflict message
assortment of the nervous system. 5-MeO-DMT is the empathogenic neurotransmitter
that expands the emotional body between ‘infinity and zero’. It gives rise to
telepathy in the emotional and intuitive bodies. It engages the awakening of the
‘Flower of Life’, the spine, which begins to glow in a state of beingness and
peace. 5-Meo-DMT discharges the Darkness from the Darkness. A bright light is
activated and one experiences a born-again mentality."

I'm not sure how much of this is true. Much of it may be exaggerated and
intended to encourage tourism to their garden getaway, but it sounds like an
interesting and hopefully worthwhile experiment to conduct on my own from home.

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7/31/2019

THE FINE GAME OF NIL: THE SO-CALLED VOID OF NON-DUALITY AND PURE AWARENESS --
THE COSMIC WOMB OF CREATION

THE FINE GAME OF NIL: The So-Called Void of Non-Duality and Pure Awareness --
The Cosmic Womb of Creation

This is the most important article I have written since I started this web site
a short time after the turn of the millennium. People constantly ask if we don't
go to the light, then should we just stay in the darkness? It is important to
understand that Light and Dark are dualistic terms. You can't have one without
the other. In fact, pure, unreflected light is actually perceived as darkness.
For any action there is an equal and opposite reaction. So if one decides to go
to the "loving", "good" "light", then how long can one stay there before the
inevitable oscillation or opposite reaction must occur? And does an opposite
realm of relative dimness or darkness have to exist in order to maintain this
"positive" light? Is a hell-like realm of darkness necessary where beings
suffer? Welcome to earth. Near death experiencers routinely report being forced
to come back to earth against their free will on an undisclosed "mission" they
have yet to fulfill and, therefore, it is "not yet their time". Most are sent
back against their will or coaxed into doing so. Some say they were given a
choice, but how do we know they wouldn't have been forced to come back had they
chosen to stay? In this world when someone is forced to do something against
their will, it is a crime. If we take money against their will, it is stealing
or robbery. If we take sex against their will, it is rape. If we take a life
against their will, it is murder. But somehow this being of light gets a free
pass as being loving? Love is also a verb, an action. We should look at the
actions. There are cases where the light beings impersonate religious figures.
There was one case where the near death spirit had to ask "Are you really the
Virgin Mary?" before it showed it's "true" idenitity. Some would call this lying
or being deceptive.

Is there a viable alternative to going to the white light? Yes, there is. There
are actually many viable alternatives. Between the two poles of a bar magnet --
positive and negative -- lies a "neutral point" or "null zone", a center where
the charge is neutral, balanced. This is the knowledge of the "null edge". Many
near death experiencers have also reported being in a realm that they described
as a "void". But the word "void" is a misleading misnomer because this so-called
void is actually everything at the same time. It is non-duality. It is outside
of time and space. Beyond good and evil. It is impossible to put into words.

IMPORTANT NOTE: I realize that publishing any information contrary to the white
light scenario that near death experiencers report can, in some cases, lead to
people reacting in a fearful manner. This is not my intention at all. There is
no reason to be afraid. Sometimes I wish I had not used the word 'tricked' in my
web site domain name. We are really just tricking ourselves while we play this
game of hide and seek with ourselves. So I am just saying there may be an even
better option available than going to the white light which may still be part of
this game of duality and polarity. It doesn't hurt to have as much information
as possible to help in that choice. Even if I am right, going to the light in a
typical worst-case scenario would mean, after an indefinite period of feeling
blissful love, reincarnating on Earth again and again until one awakens and is
liberated. Many religions such as Hinduism, Buddhism, and Gnosticism already
teach the need for liberation from the cycle of the illusions of this world.
And, if I am wrong, one can always go to the light if one wishes to do so.
However, I don't think that is necessary -- we have the light within us. No need
to look outward for external authority figures. When one "seeks" 'truth' or
'God', one is, by definition, manifesting an illusory division between yourself
and that which you "seek".

In this article I provide exemplary excerpts from over a couple dozen near death
experiences in the so-called void as what may be possible if one does not react
in a fearful manner, and also a link to a larger repository of near death
experiences in the void -- nearly two hundred, including some 'negative'
experiences -- which I also included in the notes of my December, 2018 interview
with Adam Crabb. I also look at how the so-called Void is described in many
ancient texts as existing before the creation of the universe and matter and is
also described by quantum physicists as the Zero Point Field. The article has
sections on NDEs; John Lear; Whitley Strieber; Sumerian texts; the Egyptian
ogdoad; Hindu texts; The Bible; the Kabbalah; Gnosticism; Esoteric teachings and
secret societies; Taoism; Buddhism; Philosophy; Science/Quantum physics;
Psychology; OBEs; and exercises on how to recognize the clear light of pure
awareness so you won't be fooled by the illusions of external projections at
death.

Some quotes from NDEs in the Void:

"the Void is less than nothing, yet more than everything that is! The Void is
absolute zero; chaos forming all possibilities. It is Absolute Consciousness...
pre-creation, before the Big Bang."

"it didn't have an environment, no sense of light, no sense of sound... 'pure
neutrality'...It wasn't into the light, it wasn't into the darkness"

"vast void that was both dark and light. It was silent and still, strange but
peaceful"

"I noticed how everything came to be. There was nothing in the void. All of a
sudden, the light was created from the void... I became everything and everyone.
"

"EVERYTHING was ''known'' to me, but that there was NOTHING at all. It was like
being a part of absolutely everything at once,... A glimpse into both everything
and nothing"

"I entered the void-darkness-abyss. It was everything, yet nothing. It felt as
if it were raw un-manifested energy... I felt in balance between the two."

" if forever were to be an instant or a thousand years was immaterial and
irrelevant. I felt, 'Abide with me, here, now, for I am at peace, and we are
one'."

"... no Time, and existence is purely Being...When I die, if this is what I will
feel for all eternity, I await it."

"void. It was neither dark nor light...just nothingness... No thoughts. No
Emotions. Within me was complete emptiness; I seemed to be completely free."

"I dared not think about anything because that would have meant that I would
have manifested out of total awareness and bliss. Being in this state was beyond
bliss, you want to stay there and not do anything to disturb it."

"I found myself in a black void completely at peace... no pain, no worries, no
sense of self, it was fantastic... "

"highly conscious in a dark void, but I was not afraid... apparently the
Buddhists call this the Bardo."

"pitch-black void, with me glowing softly within it. I felt complete relief,
love, warmth, security, acceptance...I was able to surrender to this darkness
without fear. "

" It amazes me that a dark space, void of people, and being all alone, was the
most beautiful loving experience I could ever have... "

"It was a void, darkness but yet I felt it contained all light at the same
time.. I was where I belonged, where I came from. It was perfect."

"Upon realizing the truth contained in the 'Tibetan Book of the Dead' (which I
had not read before having my NDE) I adopted the doctrine of Vajrayana Buddhism,
swore a bodhisattvas vow, and dedicated my life to the benefit of All. This is
because the experience I had matched the description of the passing through the
bardo of death described in the 'Tibetan Book of the Dead'."

"Everything seemed to be coming or existing from the same complete source that I
seemed to be a part of now. "

"completion. It was perfecting the harmony in which I was part of now. It was as
if my being had become a vacuum, opening up, allowing everything that ever was,
or was to ever be, inside... I was complete; I was what I believe was the
highest existence of peace that could ever be, for my mind was silent and I was
simply being, and nothing more. I was a part of everything that ever was and
with that I had no expectations nor thought, I was existing within everything
and had no form or shape, just a complete perfect state of being."

"Calm, peaceful knowing. I was happier there in the void than I'd ever been on
this planet. There was assurance, wonder, and almost a bliss. "

"I didn't exist, actually. I was aware that I existed only as a thought.. it was
neither black nor light; it was perhaps a void... I was not afraid; everything
was peaceful beyond understanding."

"Darkness is just a word to describe the “void” (of possibility, lack of
limitation, complete wholeness)....“natural wholeness” or “sky-like essence"

"it was neutral. It felt like I was there a very long time: or, in a timeless
type of way. It felt like I'd always been here and would always be here... it
seemed I was in there (seemed I was dead) for forever. It's like I could have
been in that void for eons and eons and eons. "

"All I could see was darkness with a void of light, so it was like black and
white, except the white was strangely illuminated."

"darkness that wasn't darkness, a void that wasn't a void but was everything and
everywhere all at once... most amazing, profound, deep experience"

"I felt unity with everyone and everything... it was the most beautiful thing
that could have ever happened to me - the happiest day of my entire existence...
I felt were pure joy, ecstasy and bliss "

"The darkness was so heavy it was like tar, like a void, complete lack of
creativity; the Great Nothing in Never Ending Story, a space of indifference."

"a void, or place that was neither light nor dark, of no dimension, or infinite
dimension and form....no-dimension."

"Keen understanding that I was "in" what the Buddhist call The Void. A no place
where there is no such thing as time."

"... in that space between a physical body that had already been left behind in
another dimension and a void, which I perceived as a black empty space... now
free from the illusion, returned to where I have always belonged: to the huge
Ocean of Luminous Consciousness whom we call God."

White light NDE: "I asked if God was the light, and the answer was: 'No, God is
not the light. The light is what happens when God breathes.' "

Sumerian: "Learn to see beyond appearances, my firstborn, to reach out for the
True Essency, learn to reach out to the Source where yourself came from, the
Union of all Opposites, The Holy Complementarity that was lost.' "

Hindu: "Brahman is Life, Brahman is Joy, Brahman is the Void. Joy, verily that
is the same as the Void, The Void, verily that is the same as Joy."

Bible: "In the beginning 'Elohim' created the heaven and earth. And the earth
was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the
Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. And God said, Let there be
light: and there was light."

Kabbalah: Ayin means "nothingness". According to kabbalistic teachings, before
the universe was created there was only Ayin, and the first manifest Sephirah
(Divine emanation), Chochmah (Wisdom), "comes into being out of Ayin."

Gnosticism: "The One is a sovereign that has nothing over it. It is god and
father of all, the invisible one that is over all, that is incorruptible, that
is pure light at which no eye can gaze.... The One is the invisible spirit."

Esoteric: 'LUCIFER, the Light-bearer! Strange and mysterious name to give to the
Spirit of Darknesss!"

Taoism: " The manifestation of Tao is the form of being, Which originates from
the non-being of the void, the Great Tao... Great Tao is formless, It is
invisible and has no name... It is the original void of “non-being.” This
“Oneness” is the Tao which is invisible, and formless."

Tibetan Buddhism: "Now thou art experiencing the Radiance of the Clear Light of
Pure Reality. Recognize it. O nobly-born, thy present intellect, in real nature
void, not formed into anything as regards characteristics or colour, naturally
void, is the very Reality, the All-Good.
Thine own intellect, which is now voidness, yet not to be regarded as of the
voidness of nothingness"

Nikola Tesla: "Black is the true face of Light, only we do not see this."

You can read the full article here: THE FINE GAME OF NIL: The So-Called Void of
Non-Duality and Pure Awareness -- The Cosmic Womb of Creation

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7/01/2019

THE COSMIC GOD GAME OF LIFE: THE TRUE-MAN SHOW A.K.A. THE MATRIX SIMULATION

What is with our preoccupation with games? Why are they so predominant in all
cultures? Could it be because life itself is a game? I suggest that is indeed
the case. After all, the whole world seems to be obsessed with games. They go
way back into human history even before the Mayan Ball Game.

In this new article I cover what non-ordinary states of reality researcher
Stanislov Grof, psychedelic activist Terence McKenna, philosopher Alan Watts,
near death experiencer Nanci Danison, physicist Thomas Campbell, visionary
Philip K. Dick, out of body pioneer Robert Monroe, alien researcher Val
Valerian, and scientists such as Nick Bostrom have said about life being a game,
a simulation or a dream. I also look at movies such as The Matrix, The Truman
Show, and the Tron movies as well as music albums like Simulation Theory by
Muse, Lateralus by Tool, and Amused to Death by Roger Waters.

For every action there is equal and opposite reaction. If you think about it,
Light is part of the duality. Light and dark. The Light is the positive pole of
Polarity. Therefore, the light realm requires a dim realm to exist for them to
be able to stay in the light. Is this the dirty little secret that very few know
about? For beings to remain in the light indefinitely then continual sacrifices
need to be made.... souls volunteering or being forced to go to the Earth plane
to offer the necessary balance to maintain the duality . So do they set up the
facade of souls needing to learn or evolve in order to "grow"?

The light could be the positive or one extreme pole of polarity. Since for every
action there is an equal and positive reaction... in this game of duality, you
would theoretically need a dim realm for the light beings to be able to continue
their happy positive experience in the light. So maybe they need souls to
sacrifice -- perhaps those of us who have chosen to play the duality game
actually volunteer to come to Earth and do our "mission work", i.e. come to this
dim plane to keep the balance. So they come up with the scam that Earth is a
school and souls need to grow and evolve by learning lessons through suffering,
or perhaps we are all aware that the game is necessary and that amnesia or the
mind wipe is necessary for us to undergo the illusion of suffering. Or maybe the
whole point of the game of duality is so they themselves can stay in the
positive pole. Could be the dirty little secret that very few are aware of.

What if life here on earth were a "reality" show itself? A real life Truman
Show, the true man show? Maybe we are like Sims characters or avatars in a
virtual reality simulated computer game? I interviewed a friend of mine who had
one of the most in-depth near death experiences I have ever heard. In that
interview he said, "What I saw is that -- especially when I saw the pillars in
'heaven' -- I saw that you just adjust your perception of it a little bit and
you can just see the different stories popping out at you. And so I think we're
creating stories. I think that's what we do and I think they're interesting
stories and I think that we're better for it. I really do." He also stated, "We
can participate in THIS world and others. And I'll tell you how that works out.
I saw the VERY end. I'm talking about this Demiurge, or whatever you want to
call it, the guy who does all the contracts. He records everything. He's like
the Producer, okay, and he's producing this show. It's his show. And if you
don't sign up for his contract, you don't enter."

Nanci Danison: "Our existence as extensions of Source, or Sourcebeams, is our
Creator's way of writing a book, or designing a virtual reality game, or
dreaming. We are essentially characters, created so Source can live vicariously
through us as though we are separate beings from it. We are not literally
separate, however, any more than the author's book or movie is a separate
creature from the author, or the dream characters are separate beings from us.
All are essentially thoughts... We have in effect entered into the book, the
movie, the dream, and are experiencing what seems to be a life separated from
the Source in the same way fictional and dream characters seem to be living
separate lives from their creators."

Thomas Campbell: "We project our personal consciousness onto the field of action
of a multi-player interactive reality game whose point is our individual growth
and learning... This virtual simulation allows one to explore probable
event-chains or causal threads within a higher order virtual simulation... The
virtual you is a reasonably accurate simulation or projection of the actual
you... life's game of consciousness evolution is played... you might as well
learn how to play the game that you are in. There is no other game... Perhaps
you will begin to formulate a strategy for where you want to go next - and how
you might get there... and you will need to figure out what the game is, and how
to play to win. "

Alan Watts: "It's also like the game of hide-and-seek, because it's always fun
to find new ways of hiding, and to seek for someone who doesn't always hide in
the same place. God also likes to play hide-and-seek, but because there is
nothing outside God, he has no one but himself to play with. But he gets over
this difficulty by pretending that he is not himself... But when the game has
gone on long enough, all of us will wake up, stop pretending, and remember that
we are all one single Self--the God who is all that there is and who lives for
ever and ever... But it plays parts. It varies itself, and in playing, playing
always involves a certain element of make-believe, that is to say illusion, and
the word illusion is from the latin, ludere, to play. it involves the illusion
of the parts being separate. And so then there are these variety of games -- the
tree game. the beetle game, the butterfly game, the bird game, the cat game, the
people game, the human game. "

Stanislov Grof: "... the whole universe is like this fantastic adventure in
consciousness. This incredible cosmic dance. It's a play. It's a piece of art
among others... So it has incredible capacity to create an art form where
everything is accounted for. All the loopholes are covered in such a way that
the principle traps itself within its own perfection. I mean, it creates a show
which is so believable that it traps itself... In other words, the fact is that
what we are playing now is certain roles in a screenplay which was written by
all of us when we were still one entity. So the idea would be like Shakespeare
has a concept of a play, let's say Hamlet. At the beginning all the characters
are just thought forms in one, within one mind, and to make it a really good
show you need separate entities. "

Physicist Nick Bostrom in his paper Are You Living in a Computer Simulation?:
"This paper argues that at least one of the following propositions is true: (1)
the human species is very likely to go extinct before reaching a
“posthuman” stage; (2) any posthuman civilization is extremely unlikely
to run a significant number of simulations of their evolutionary history (or
variations thereof); (3) we are almost certainly living in a computer
simulation. "

Philip K. Dick: "We were great builders, but one day we decided to play a game.
We did it voluntarily; were we such good builders that we could build a maze
with a way out but which constantly changed so that, despite the way out, in
effect there was no way out for us because the maze—this world —was alive? To
make the game into something real, into something more than an intellectual
exercise, we elected to lose our exceptional faculties, to reduce us an entire
level. This, unfortunately, included loss of memory—loss of knowledge of our
true origins.. Your game up to now has been a mock game in which you played
against your own self. How could the deity of light lose when both sides were
portions of him?"

Terence McKenna: "The world is like a novel. It's a novel in which you are a
character and there's drama, tension, plot, resolution, tragedy, nobility,
betrayal, the whole gamut of emotions and human possibilities... the cosmic
drama really is about us... we are central actors in that drama... You see, if
what we're embedded in is a novel or some work of art like a novel, then what
you want to do is figure out who in the novel you are... I defined myself as a
spectator rather than an actor....accelerate the plot. This will move your
character nearer and nearer to the center of the action... The goal is to become
the author of the novel. Then you can write any damn ending you want for your
character or any other."

Robert Monroe: "I thought of Home as strongly as I could...the scene came into
view . . . many-hued cloud towers, just as I remember, only they are not clouds
. . . . so relaxing and absorbing, just as I remembered it. How great it will be
when I return to stay forever . . . forever . . . yes . . . ... a little worm
intrudes upon my ecstasy ... . . . What? That's exactly the same cloud frame . .
. and the others, they are all the same! It keeps repeating, over and over
again—the same patterns in a repeating loop! ... The same pattern over and over,
the same clouds, the same music . . . Let me go in deeper . . . . . . There they
are, a bunch of curls, curls of energy playing games. That's more like it! I was
such a curl once ... let me join in the game! Round and round ... up and down
... in and out . . . round and round ... up and down ... in and out . . . The
game is like an endless loop . . . round and round ... up and down . . . No
more, that's enough for me, that's enough. . . . How about playing a new
game?... How about . . . ? Oh, happy with what you've got? Don't want to change?
All right, keep doing what you're doing . . . Where do I go now? Where . . . ?
That's all there is! There isn't any more. But I don't want to lie around in the
same clouds forever, with the same music over and over . . . I don't want to
play the same game over and over . . . How could I have dreamed of ... ? There's
nothing here for me now . . . nothing at all. Now I remember . . . this happened
to me before. This is why I left . . . and I can't come back! I don't want to
come back..."

Val Valerian: "The Game as you will read in Matrix V, is the illusion known as
third density life with its polarity-induced controls. Dark and light
polarities... seeing the Game for what it is and.. What you can change is your
participation in the Game and spiral out of it... Both polarities are in the
state of imbalance. That's the nature of the Game. The only way to eliminate the
polarities comes from blending both of them into one... The only way to end a
polarity is for the opposite polarity to merge with it. That is what Balance
is."

The Matrix: "The Matrix is everywhere. It is all around us. Even now, in this
very room. You can see it when you look out your window or when you turn on your
television. You can feel it when you go to work, when you go to church, when you
pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes ...to blind
you from the truth. What truth? That you are a slave. Like everyone else, you
were born into bondage. born into a prison that you cannot smell or taste or
touch. A prison for your mind... What is "real"? How do you define "real"? If
you're talking about what you can feel, what you can smell, taste and see then
"real" is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain... What is the
Matrix? Control. The Matrix is a computer-generated dream world built to keep us
under control in order to change a human being into this [Morpheus is holding up
a battery.] ... You have to let it all go, Neo. Fear, doubt and disbelief. Free
your mind."

Truman Show: "Promise me one thing, though. If I die before I reach the summit,
You'll use me as an alternative source of food... Eat me"..."Everybody knows
about you. Everybody knows everything you do. They're pretending, Truman. Do you
understand? Everybody's pretending... This, it's fake. It's all for you. The sky
and the sea, Everything--it's a set. It's a show. Everybody's watching you."
"He's not a performer. He's a prisoner."..."While the world he inhabits is, in
some respects, counterfeit, There's nothing fake about Truman himself.".. "Why
do you think Truman has never come close to discovering the true nature of his
world until now? We accept the reality of the world with which we are
presented."... "Who are you? I am the creator... of a television show that gives
hope and joy and inspiration to millions. Then who am I? You're the star. Was
nothing real? You were real. That's what made you so good to watch."

Wargames: "Strange game. The only winning move is not to play.... How about a
nice game of "chess?"

Simulation Theory: "Burn like a slave, churn like a cog. We are caged in
simulations... Break me out. Break me out. Let me flee. Break me out, break me
out. Set me free... I'm trapped and my back's up against the wall. I see no
solution or exit out... You got me trapped in your dark fantasy world... You ate
my soul just like a Death Eater... I can handle the truth... Just break it to
me... I'll re-invent. I will re-emerge. Reborn... Let's face all our fears. Come
out of the shade. Let's burn all the money, absolve all the lies. And wake up
unscathed... Brain cleansed fractured identity. Fragments and scattered debris.
Thought contagion... I am here to tell you to get up and fight... I'm searching
for something that's real. I am always seeking to see what's behind the veil.
Trapped in a maze of unseen walls, These blockades must fall... Dig down...
awake from these delusions. You are the coder and avatar. A star. "

Lateralus: "Ultimatum prison cell... Saturn ascends... transmutate these leaden
grudges into gold. Let go... Be patient (wait it out)... And the circling is
worth it. Finding beauty in the dissonance... This body makes me feel eternal.
All this pain is an illusion... Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience... Remember. We are eternal. All
this pain is an illusion... Workin' up under my patience like a little tick. Fat
little parasite...As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the
lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend... I must feed my will to feel
my moment drawing way outside the lines. There is so much more and beckons me to
look through to these infinite possibilities... And following our will and wind,
we may just go where no one's been. We'll ride the spiral to the end... Spiral
out. Keep going."

Mind Games: "So keep on playing those mind games together... Projecting our
images in space and in time... 'Yes' is the answer and you know that for sure.
'Yes' is surrender. You got to let it go... So keep on playing those mind games
together. Doing the ritual dance in the sun. Millions of mind guerrillas.
Putting their soul power to the karmic wheel. Keep on playing those mind games
forever. Raising the spirit of peace and love."

You can read the article here: THE COSMIC GOD GAME OF LIFE: THE TRU-MAN SHOW
A.K.A. THE MATRIX SIMULATION

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6/01/2019

THE NEVERENDING STORY

Updated 6/12/19 with a new Conclusion. The Old Conclusion was moved into a new
section called The Void. I added a table of contents at the top for quick, easy
navigation as well.

Everybody loves a story, especially a good one. After all, every individual's
life is telling a unique story. And, collectively, it is all our stories that
make up what we call His-story. That's billions, if not trillions, of stories.
So please allow me to introduce to you the Greatest Story Ever Told. We are all
part of the story. Some of us play bigger parts, but we are integral to the big
picture. But we're all just characters playing roles in this divine drama or
cosmic play called the Game of Life. Many mystics, seers and shamen who are able
to go into altered, higher states of awareness have said that our lives are
illusory, dreamlike and just hallucination, projections of consciousness, and
based in fantasy. Even one of the greatest scientists, Einstein, said, "Reality
is merely an illusion albeit a persistent one." The Buddha called it a
"fabrication".

Most people spend the bulk of their free time watching television, whether it be
TV shows, movies or other forms of entertainment. Around 600 movies are made
every year in an industry generating nearly 50 billion dollars a year. Roughly
50,000 screenplays are registered with the Writer's Guild of America each year.
These stories must have a plot or storyline with conflict, drama and a
resolution. There are tragic stores, funny stories, love stories, horror
stories, war stories, fairy tales, news stories, detective stories, stories of
rags to riches, stories of rebirth, and the story of the hero's journey. Some
stories combine one or more of these themes involving a vast array of character
archetypes, including the Hero/Heroine with a thousand faces, the Nice Guy, the
Villain, the Damsel in Distress, the Fair Maiden, the Queen, the Good
Witch/Wicked Witch, the Fairy Godmother, the Fairy, the Princess, Prince
Charming, the Creator, the Fool, the Joker or Trickster, the Wise Old Man/Woman
or Sage, The Magician, Sorceror or Shaman, The Rebel, The Lover, Friend,
Neighbor, The Bad Boy/Girl, The Seducer/Seductress, The Monster, the Devil, the
Warrior, the Fall Guy, the Father Figure, the Mother, the Jock, the Nerd, and
even the Storyteller itself plus many more. There are also countless memes,
cliches and stereotypes. We sit glued to our couches binge watching our favorite
shows stuffing a tub of popcorn into our smiling faces like Michael Jackson in a
video of Thriller.

Bowker reports that over one million books are published in the United States
alone every year. If a book is popular enough it will be made into a movie or TV
series with 100+ episodes. Some of the more popular recent ones are The Lord of
the Rings trilogy, Game of Thrones, The Hunger Games and the Harry Potter
series. All these contain either a ton of violence or sorcery. Or both.

Surveys indicate that 85 percent of people have said they have seen the movie
Titanic, a tragic love story. Over 100 million people watched the finale of
M*A*S*H. Even sporting events tell a story of underdogs, heroes, scapegoats,
come from behind victories in the form of Cinderella stories, the challenge of
overcoming adversity, with lots of drama, conflict, suspense and a resolution.
According to IMDB, about half of the top 25 biggest grossing films of all-time
contain a superhero which has to fight crime and a supervillain. Avengers
currently has 4 of the top 10, grossing between 5-10 billion dollars
collectively. And then there is the Star Wars franchise with the cosmic fight
between Light and Dark and the eternal struggle between good and evil. Many of
the top rated shows and movies also involve either the mafia or war / prisoner
stories. All this suggests people are fascinated by Duality and the idea of good
and evil. It is even encapsulated within religious terms. God is good and the
D'evil is evil. We acknowledge evil, but is it a necessary evil? After all, can
there be light without the contrast the darkness provides? Can a painting be a
masterpiece without all the different shades that allow the different colors to
stand out? We're all part of God's spiel or god's spell, the Godspell.

Of course, all these shows need soundtracks. Most songs tell a story as well, or
at least a message is being conveyed. There are nearly 100 million songs in
existence. In fact, a new song is written every minute. And even if the song
doesn't tell a story, there is usually an interesting story behind how the song
was written.

People also love games. No suprise then that game shows are popular. Shows like
Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune have run for decades. If one bets bored, they can
play a board game like The Game of Life or Monopoly. And many love the big ball
game. Nearly half of Americans watch a typical Super Bowl. Of course, duality is
present in this as well since the goal of every game is to determine a winner
and loser. Gambling goes hand in hand with sports as well as card or casino
games like Poker rolling the dice or playing the roulette wheel or slot
machines. Not to mention the lottery wheel. These are all symbolic for the game
of life and the wheel of reincarnation.

Recently, one of the most common and popular forms of stories are reality shows.
Perhaps the first reality show ever was aptly called The Real World. A precursor
to these were daily soap operas like As the World Turns and Days of Our Lives.
Shakespeare said all the world's a stage and we are merely players. And reality
shows like Survival, Lost, America's Got Talent and American Idol need a good
backstory. Most of the acts that advance anymore need to have a sympathetic
backstory to pull on the heartstrings to make it more interesting because, after
all, it is all about ratings and viewership of people living vicariously through
the acts. It is estimated that the average person watches 5+ hours of television
daily.

What if life here on earth were a "reality" show itself? A real life Truman
Show, the true man show? Maybe we are like Sims characters or avatars in a
virtual reality simulated computer game? Well, there is some evidence to suggest
this just may be the case. In fact, I interviewed a friend of mine who had one
of the most in-depth near death experiences I have ever heard. In that interview
he said, "What I saw is that -- especially when I saw the pillars in heaven -- I
saw that you just adjust your perception of it a little bit and you can just see
the different stories popping out at you. And so I think we're creating stories.
I think that's what we do and I think they're interesting stories and I think
that we're better for it. I really do." He also stated, "We can participate in
THIS world and others. And I'll tell you how that works out. I saw the VERY end.
I'm talking about this Demiurge, or whatever you want to call it, the guy who
does all the contracts. He records everything. He's like the Producer, okay, and
he's producing this show. It's his show. And if you don't sign up for his
contract, you don't enter." He also said our angels control like us like video
game characters. Many near death experiencers come back saying life is about
experiences and stories. I recall one NDEr who asked the beings in the light
what the meaning of life is and they told him it is "for the entertainment of
the spirit world".

In that vein I believe a story about the story itself and all the subplots in
the substories would contain the most important symbolism. It is for that reason
I highly suggest The Neverending Story by Michael Ende is perhaps the most
important fictional book of our time. Although the movie was good, the book is
light years better. It more than holds its own against classics like Alice in
Wonderland and The Wizard of Oz.

The Neverending Story contains the hero or savior archetype; the archetype of
the Empress a.k.a. Moonchild; The Nothing or Emptiness; The Demiurge archetypes;
a character called The Chronicler who records everything that happens; the
ouroboros of eternity and duality; shadow figures; the Acharis ( similar to the
word 'archons' and also the 'acari' which is a parasitic tick or mite); a witch;
giants; gnomes; fairies; the astral plane; and other symbols such as dreams,
mirrors, a labyrinth, an ivory tower, and wishes. Sorry, there are no unicorns
or rainbows that I recall. Actually, the opening song of the movie mentions a
rainbow.

There can be little doubt that Ende was heavily influenced by the writings of
occultist and practitioner of magick, Aleister Crowley. When it is time for the
main character to give a name to the Childlike Empress he names her Moonchild.
Moonchild is the name of a novel by Crowley. Furthermore, the inscription on the
back of the amulet that the main character's mirror half wears to do the
Empress's Will says "Do What You Wish" which is really just a paraphrase of
Crowley's axiom "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law". Wishing the
world into existence and the need for the continual dreaming of the story to
keep it in existence are the main points in the book. The protagonist of the
story initially is carrying out the Will of the Childlike Empress, an archetype
of the Gnostic Sophia. Eventually, the hero is able to create his own domain or
world via his wishes. Thus, he becomes a sort of Demiurgic figure. In fact, in
the book he rides around on a dragon which has a lion's head, the very symbol of
the Demiurge. The film is a childrens' movie so the dragon is softened by giving
it the head of a cute dog. There is also a shadow figure that is a shape shifter
but takes the form of a werewolf. The enemy of the Story is none other than The
Nothing or Emptiness. The Nothing can be avoided and both worlds saved by
wishing. But whether these are true villains or not must be questioned because
it is the werewolf shadow being who tells him what Fantastica a.k.a. Fantasia is
and also what The Nothing is.

There is a parallel between the book and our reality here because it is the
Intention of our wishes that keep us forever reincarnating into different forms
and different stories. We are literally living the dream. We are living the
Neverending Story. The story will continue as long as we continue to have
unfulfilled dreams and wishes. If you are tired of the endless conflict and
drama, then we can stop the ride by refusing to getting back in line to
reincarnate. We can say "game over" and not play anymore. But it seems we can't
get enough of it. We're like strung-out junkies waiting in line unable to resist
the sweet temptation of another fix, another go round on this roller coaster
ride called life. Like moths to a flame. So what's your story? Make it an
interesting one.

Perhaps The Nothing isn't our enemy at all? Maybe it is a sanctuary or haven to
get a reprieve from the endless cycle of drama and suffering. The Void or Clear
Light as the Tibetans may have called it may be completely outside of time and
space. It may be the womb of creation itself. Pre-creation. Before the Big Bang
or explosion of movement that brought all of matter into existence. Scientists
tell us that 99.9% of our physical reality is empty space, a vacuum or a void.
They say both 99.9% of the atom and also outer space is empty. But perhaps our
instruments are just not sensitive enough to read the energy that is there. And
we are just now starting to learn about subspace, quantum mechanics and dark
matter. It could just be extremely faint echos from other dimensions vibrating
either too high or too low for us to see.

My article on the Disney princesses highlighted that they are all basically
based on the moon goddess, Venus, and encourage the viewer to make wishes to the
planet or Evening star, Venus. The Neverending Story is really no exception as
the otherworld of Fantasia is centered around a princess known as the Chlidlike
Empress who is given the name Moon Child by the universal dreamer in the story,
Bastian. The Empress is a sort of mother goddess in the story analogous to
Sophia, the innocent and somewhat naive goddess of wisdom in Gnostic tradition.
Inana (Isis/Aphrodite/Venus) was known as the Queen of Heaven in Sumerian texts.
Known to the Romans as Venus she was also a moon goddess. If the Empress in the
story was a moon child of the Queen of Heaven, then that makes her a princess as
well so I will add The Neverending Story to that article. As I outline in that
article most of the Disney princesses were associated with Venus and the moon as
well. However, I also made an article for The Neverending Story which also
includes excerpts from the book as well as the Crowley book, Moonchild.

Check out these two paragraphs from the Crowley book, essentially stating much
of the same thing I wrote in that article:

"But beyond such minuteness of detail is the grand character of the Moon, which
is threefold. For she is Artemis or Diana, sister of the Sun, a shining Virgin
Goddess; then Isis-initiatrix, who brings to man all light and purity, and is
the link of his animal soul with his eternal self; and she is Persephone or
Proserpine, a soul of double nature, living half upon earth and half in Hades,
because, having eaten the pomegranate offered her by its lord, her mother could
not bring her wholly back to earth; and thirdly, she is Hecate, a thing
altogether of Hell, barren, hideous and malicious, the queen of death and evil
witchcraft."

"All these natures are combined in woman. Artemis is unassailable, a being fine
and radiant; Hecate is the crone, the woman past all hope of motherhood, her
soul black with envy and hatred of happier mortals; the woman in the fullness of
life is the sublime Persephone, for whose sake Demeter cursed the fields that
they brought forth no more corn, until Hades consented to restore her to earth
for half the year. So this "moon" of the ancients has a true psychological
meaning, as sound to-day as when the priest of Mithras slew the bull; she is the
soul, not the eternal and undying sun of the true soul, but the animal soul
which is a projection of it, and is subject to change and sorrow, to the play of
all the forces of the universe, and whose "redemption" is the solution of the
cosmic problem. For it is the seed of the woman that shall bruise the serpent's
head; and this is done symbolically by every woman who wins to motherhood.
Others may indeed be chaste unto Artemis, priestesses of a holy and ineffable
rite; but with this exception, failure to attain the appointed goal brings them
into the dark side of the moon, the cold and barren house of Hecate the
accursed."

And then there is this intriguing passage about the goddess between heaven and
earth, and supposedly heroic sacrifice involving the moon and a cone with its
base in the sun. "She saw the moon, indeed, but in its centre was a shape of
minute size, but infinite brightness. With the speed of a huntress the shape
neared her, hid the moon from her, and she perceived the buskined Artemis,
silversandalled, with her bright bow and her quiver of light. Leaping behind her
came her hounds, and she thought that she could hear their eager baying. Between
heaven and earth stood the goddess, and looked about her, her eyes asparkle with
keen joy. She unslung her baldric, and put her silver bugle to her lips.
Through all the vastness of heaven that call rang loud; and, in obedience, the
stars rushed from their thrones, and made obeisance to their mistress. It was a
gallant hunting-party. For she perceived that these were no longer stars, but
souls. Had not Simon Iff once said to her: "Every man and every woman is a
star"? And even as she understood that, she saw that Artemis regarded them with
reverence, with awe even. This was no pleasure chase; he who won the victory was
himself the quarry. Every soul was stamped with absolute heroism; it offered
itself to itself, like Odin, when nine windy nights he hung in space, his own
spear thrust into his side. What [223] gain might be she could not understand;
but it was clear enough that every act of incarnation is a crucifixion. She saw
that she had been mistaken in thinking of these souls as hunters at all; and at
that instant it seemed to her as though she herself were the huntress. For a
flash she saw the fabled loadstone rock which draws ships to it, and, flashing
forth their bolts by the might of its magnetism, loosens their timbers so that
they are but waifs of flotsam. It was only a glimpse; for now the souls drew
near her. She could distinguish their differences by the colour of the
predominating rays. And as they approached, she saw that only those whose nature
was lunar might pass into the garden. The others started back, and it seemed to
her that they trembled with surprise, as if it were a new thing to them to be
repelled.
And now she was standing on the Terrace of the Moon with Artemis, watching the
body of Lisa la Giuffria, that lay there in its cradle. And she saw that the
body was a dead thing, as dead as the cradle itself; it was unreal; all
"material" things were unreal, shells void of meaning, geometrical abstractions,
as Simon Iff had explained to her on their first meeting. But this body was
different to the other husks in one respect, that it was the focus of a most
startling electrical phenomenon. (She could not think of it but as electrical.)
An incandescent cone was scintillating before her. She could see but the tip of
it, but she knew intuitively that the base of it was in the sun itself. About
this cone played curious figures, dancers wreathed with vine leaves, having all
sorts of images in their hands, like toys, houses, and dolls, and ships and
fields, and woods, little soldiers in their uniforms, little lawyers in their
wigs and gowns, an innumerable multitude of replicas of every-day things. And
Iliel watched the souls as they came into the [224] glow of the cone. They took
human shape, and she was amazed to see among them the faces of many of the great
men of the race."

One has to wonder why Ende chose Moonchild for the name of the Empress and
Crowley's law of doing what you will or wish for the inscription on her sacred
amulet. As the popular saying goes, "Be careful what you wish for." You can read
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THE HIDDEN SYMBOLISM & MEANING OF DISNEY MAGIC KINGDOM, GRIMM FAIRY TALES,
MOTHER GOOSE, GRAIL LORE, WAGNER OPERAS, SWAN PRINCESS/SWAN KNIGHT, CYGNUS
CONSTELLATION & THE VOID

The biggest concept that Disney peddles is magic and the idea that your dreams
can come true if only you believe in them. Disney is in the business of selling
dreams -- and wishing they will come true in physical reality. The fairytale
look of the Neuschwanstein castle in Bavaria inspired Walt Disney to create the
Magic Kingdom. Cinderella's Castle at Disney World and Sleeping Beauty's Castle
in Disney Land are modeled after Neuschwanstein Castle, the castle of King
Ludwig which was a monument to castle in the operas of Richard Wagner,
especially the one in his operas Lohengrin and Tannhauser which were based on
mythology surrounding knights and the Holy Grail. The Disney Magic Kingdom is
the representation of the magic realm of the Fairy Queen and the fairies in the
afterlife. The Fairy Queen was the goddess known in various cultures by a
variety of names: Holda, Brigid, Freya, Venus (the evening star), Ishtar, Isis,
and Mary. The fair maiden princesses in the Disney movies were modeled after
this goddess. The Wagner opera Lohengrin is about Lohengrin, the Swan Knight, a
knight of the Holy Grail. He comes in a boat drawn by swans to rescue a maiden.
The opera Tannhauser so accurately depicts the dilemma for the Spirit once its
soul has let go of its physical body at death. The rapturous love that
Tannhauser feels for the goddess of love, Venus, causes him to feel like a
prisoner and eventually he longs for suffering again so he can feel the breeze
and hear songbirds again so he leaves the Venusberg to return to the world
again. Disney has produced eight movies about the Swan Princess.

Read the entire article here:The Hidden Symbolism & Meaning of Grimm Fairy
Tales, Mother Goose, Grail Lore, Wagner Operas, Disney Magic Kingdom, Swan
Princess/Swan Knight, Cygnus Constellation & The Void **

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4/01/2019 THE OCCULT LUCIFERIAN MEANING OF DISNEY FAIRY TALE PRINCESS MAIDENS:
Snow White, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Beauty and the Beast, The Princess and
the Frog, The Little Mermaid plus The Lady of the Lake, Circe's Sirens, Maid
Marian, Mary Poppins and also The Secrets of Isis, Wonder Woman, Sailor Moon,
The Chronicles of Narnia, The Lord of the Rings, Game of Thrones, The Magic
Flute, A Midsummer's Night Dream, The Ninth Gate, Supernatural, Lucifer, Mother!
& The Wizard of Oz

We all know the classic fairy tale. Once upon a time... and they lived happily
ever after. But what is a fairy tale? Essentially, it often contains a tale of a
fairy or nymph. A nymph is a "fairy, spirit, goddess, sprite, naiad, nymphet,
sylph, dryad, mermaid" and may even connote fallen angels.

It is important as you watch the Disney adaptations of fairy tales in the form
of movies to pay close attention to the names of the earth and moon goddesses
the princesses represent. The goddess is worshiped as either an Earth mother
goddess or as the moon. The earth goddess is usually represented by Ceres/Circe,
Persephone, or Demeter. The moon goddess takes three forms: a maiden
representing the new moon; a mother representing a crescent moon; or a crone
representing the full moon at the time of harvest. Princesses are almost always
depicted as white-skinned and fair because they symbolize the white moon and the
white goddess.

The moon goddesses were Greek Selene ( Selene, the Greek personification of the
moon, and the Roman Diana were also sometimes called Cynthia), Roman Luna or
Diana, and the Celtic Cerridwen (Gwen, Wendy). Isis/Venus is also a moon goddess
and is worshipped under a variety of different names by the various cultures:
Sumerian Inanna, Babylonian Ishtar, Norse Freya, Egyptian Isis, Greek Aphrodite,
Roman Venus, Catholic Mary, but the church also identified Lucifer as Venus.
They are both called the Morning Star. Venus is also known as the Evening Star.
**

Snow White was based on a previous animated short, The Goddess of Spring,
featuring the goddess Persephone and also on a fairytale involving Freya (Venus)
and four dwarfs.

Cinderella is Cynthia (Cindy), one of the names of the moon goddess. "Ella" is
the feminine form of "el" which means god thus implying Cinderella is a goddess.
The Disney story of Cinderella is based on a fairy tale named Cendrillon. In
Cendrillon, Cinderella is named Lucette basically means "female light", a
feminized variation of Lucifer.

Sleeping Beauty's name is Aurora which means 'dawn'. In Roman mythology, Aurora
renews herself every morning and flies across the sky, announcing the arrival of
the sun. This is similar to Venus and Lucifer who are both called the morning
star. Lucifer is latin for "light-bringer". Princess Aurora, is known as
Sleeping Beauty or Briar Rose. Brier or bri·ar[brahy-er], a noun, means "the
white heath'. Nymphaea alba, also known as the European white water lily, white
water rose or white nenuphar, is an aquatic flowering plant of the family
Nymphaeaceae. The white nymph = Nymphaea alba.

The name of the princess in Beauty and the Beast is Belle. One of the mother
goddesses is Bellona (Belle). **

The Princess and The Frog is an animated Disney film based on the classic fairy
tale of the frog turned into a Prince with a kiss by the Princess Tatiana.
"Titania, a name derived from Ovid as an epithet of the Roman goddess Diana."
The movie begins with a song about the evening star, Venus. The movie ending
shows the second star on the right from Peter Pan to be Venus.

Ariel was the Princess in the Disney movie The Little Mermaid. Ariel is an angel
found primarily in Jewish Apocrypha. Ariel is another name the Gnostics used for
the Demiurge or the false deity.

The Sword in the Stone lore includes King Arthur and Queen Guinevere. Nimueh and
also the Lady of the Lake. **

The first woman's superhero with a show was the Secrets of Isis soon followed by
the most popular female superhero, Wonder Woman. Wonder Woman, named Diana
Prince, was a princess, daughter of the Amazon Queen.

Sailor Moon was a "white moon princess" and sailor warrior of love and justice.
She invoked the powers of the moon incanting, "In the name of the moon I will
punish you."

The Chronicles of Narnia featured a future queen to be, Queen Lucy, and a wicked
Queen of Narnia.

The Lord of the Rings trilogy contained Arwen Evenstar, and Galadiel, an elvin
name which means Lady of the Light.

In Game of Thrones the Evil Queen archetype is Cercei, obviously a play on the
witch, Circe. **

I take a look at a song influenced by the Robert Graves book, The White Goddess,
named My Fairy King (Queen), and also The White Queen and Bohemian Rhapsody
(Queen), Stairway to Heaven, The Battle of Evermore and Houses of the Holy (Led
Zeppelin), Hotel California (Eagles), Goddess in the Doorway (Mick Jagger),
Sympathy for the Devil (Rolling Stones), Lucifer (Jay-Z), Father Lucifer (Tori
Amos), Tales of Brave Ulysses (Cream), Venus Isle (Eric Johnson), Isis (Bob
Dylan) and a couple songs by the band, Isis. Also, quotes from Tori Amos on her
meeting Lucifer.

Even more classical tales like Mozart's The Magic Flute contain a Queen of the
Night. And Shakespeare's A Midsummer's Night Dream contain a Fairy Queen,
Tatiana and a dying man proclaim, "Now am I dead. Now am I fled. My soul is in
the sky. Moon, take thy flight. Now die, die, die, die, die."

Roman Polansky's The Ninth Gate featured a guardian angel girl who quite clearly
portrays Lucifer.

More modern television series have been apologetic of Lucifer. In Lucifer, he
was initially forced by God to do his job of punishing the bad guys, playing his
part in God's play.

Mother! is a highly symbolic movie featuring a mother earth goddess and a
creator god drawing heavily from Christian, Gnostic and Kabbalistic traditions.

The Wizard of Oz is the perfect example of the maiden, mother and crone triune.
We all know Glinda the Good Witch (fairy god-mother) and The Wicked Witch of the
West (crone), but Dorothy is a milkmaiden on a farm. In fact, L. Frank Baum
wrote a song for her called The Milkmaid's Song for his proposed musical and was
eventually sung on Broadway. She also sings a song called Evening Star in the
1942 musical The Wizard of Oz. **

Finally, I speculate a little on what conclusions may be drawn from all these
examples.

[Updated 5/05/2023 to include the movie Selena.]

Click here to read the detailed article: THE OCCULT LUCIFERIAN MEANING OF DISNEY
FAIRY TALE PRINCESS MAIDENS: Snow White, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Beauty and
the Beast, The Princess and the Frog, The Little Mermaid plus The Lady of the
Lake, Circe's Sirens, Maid Marian, Mary Poppins and also The Secrets of Isis,
Wonder Woman, Sailor Moon, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Lord of the Rings, The
Magic Flute, A Midsummer's Night Dream, The Ninth Gate, Supernatural, Lucifer &
Mother!

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Click here to read the companion article on Pan: THE DEVILISH HORNED GOAT GOD
PAN & THE SATANIC OCCULT HIDDEN MEANING BEHIND WALT DISNEY'S PETER PAN: Pan,
Hook, Neverland, Once Upon A Time, The Pied Piper, plus The Lost Boys, The Wind
in the Willow, Pan's Labyrinth, Legend, Lawnmower Man, The Piper At the Gates of
Dawn, The Call of Cthulhu, Mozart's The Magic Flute & Michael Jackson's
Neverland **

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Sun Worship Symbolism in Each of the Last 40+ Super Bowls

I watched the last 40 Super Bowl halftime shows which feature the very apex of
the world's Music entertainment industry. I noticed Sun or Star symbolism in
literally every single show. You be the judge.

Click here to see: Sun Worship Symbolism in Each of the Last 40+ Super Bowls

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SUN & MOON Symbolism in the World Olympic Games Over the Last 40 Years

Check out the Sun & Moon Symbolism in the World Olympic Games over the last 40
years.

Click here to see: Sun & Moon Symbolism in the World Olympic Games

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Deja vu all over again!! I have found yet another Dr. Seuss cartoon that spells
out what is happening. It's a Dr. Seuss cartoon from 1982 called The Grinch
Grinches The Cat in the Hat. The Grinch has invented a machine that can
manipulate light. He calls the digital contraption a Darkhouse (as opposed to a
lighthouse) and he can beam darkness or any color of light for great distances.
He wreaks havoc in everyones' lives with the wave interference patterns he
creates. He explains in technobabble how it works and the YouTube translator
actually mistakenly hears him say the phrases "Saturn of Lagos" and "regular
ring". Also, notice the ringed-planet in the VHS jacket cover for The
Hoober-Bloob Highway. He has also invented a machine that can manipulate sound
waves which allows him to control what everyone hears and says.
Here is the link to my review and detailed analysis of the cartoon: Dr. Seuss'
The Grinch Grinches the Cat in the Hat

Whoa! I just stumbled across an old Dr. Seuss cartoon from 1975 called The
Hoober-Bloob Highway. It features a Demiurge character nicknamed 'The
Dispatcher' who is in charge of dispatching souls to Earth. His job is to warn
souls before choosing to come to Earth what to expect here. And he actually
tells them they don't have to be a human, but can choose other forms. Amazing
stuff. I sent the link to the cartoon to my friend who actually met the Demiurge
in his NDE. He wrote back, "Interesting in every way... including the box...
machine... He knew and hid it in a children’s story." When I talked to him in
person about it, he mentioned the white blob or orb-shaped soul, the golden
thread and all the Yes/No questions the soul was required to answer which
equated to the enormously large series of IF-THEN-ELSE programming options he
participated in.
Here is the link to my review and detailed analysis of the cartoon: Dr. Seuss'
The Hoober-Bloob Highway

Also, I did a new analysis of the classic Lewis Carroll books and movies, Alice
in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass. These works are also amazing. To
summarize, the Alice in Wonderland series of books and movies pretty much detail
our story. We were in a paradise setting and were bored. Due to our curious
nature we desired adventure and a world of wonder so through wonder or
imagination we created and fell into this world of chaos, resulting in a lower
frequency and a drowsy consciousness. We forgot who we are and are seeking a way
to return home. When we tire of all this nonsense down here we will regain our
senses and reason, and through wisdom become focused enough to wake up from this
dream -- whether we are dreaming it ourselves or are just characters playing
various roles in God's dream -- and return home. We must believe in the
possibility of an all good world even though it seems impossible right now in
this duality.
Here is the link to my review and detailed analysis of the works: Alice in
Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass

In case you're interested, I also have some interesting reviews and detailed
analysis for the classics, The Wizard of Oz and Willy Wonka & The Chocolate
Factory.

All of these works have tons of hidden symbolism related to the topics discussed
on this site.

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Hindus, Buddhists, and Gnostics have talked about the reincarnation trap and the
need for liberation for millennia now so really it is nothing new. It's just
that the near death experience and going to the light is relatively recent.
There are a lot of people who are aware of the Light trap now, but that's only
the first part of the equation. One needs to have an exit strategy or escape
plan in place. Or at least have thought about it. And I think it's important to
note that if one doesn't go to the light, one might find oneself in a void or
dark place and that one shouldn't be afraid of it and freak out -- which could
likely result in scary projections and hallucinations, but be prepared that it
might happen and realize that it is the true nature of our being. Furthermore,
it is important to have thought about what you want to do -- whether to stay in
that peaceful, formless state forever -- or take on a form or project one. And,
if so, in what kind of world.

I have good news and bad news. First the bad news: Life contains a lie. What you
believe is full of lies, secrecy, tricks and deception at every level --
religion, politics, science, our language, the media, entertainment sources such
as movies and music, corporate logos, and advertising -- and the earth is an
electromagnetic gravitational prison planet in which we are held as prisoners
imprisoned by our body cells. The first thing you learn when you go to school is
how to spell. We spell words to pronounce a sentence -- a jail term and it's a
life sentence. We use curse words and write with cursive writing. . Why do we
say when someone is out of luck that they are S.O.L.? Why do we have products
like Sun Kist, Star Kist, and Gold Kist Farms? What is a Kist? Why do almost all
major corporations use either the sun, moon or pyramids in their logos? Why were
all major religions given to us by princes from elite royal families or wealthy
members of nobility? Why are religious messiahs called the son of God and
depicted with the sun as a halo? Why does the world's largest political
celebration, the World Olympic Games, have a priestess light what they call a
cauldron with the light of the sun and keep an eternal flame burning throughout
the games? Why do world leaders gather each year at Bohemian Grove and
participate in a druidic ceremony called the Cremation of Care which reenacts
sacrificial rituals from ancient Canaan at the base of a forty foot owl? Why do
so many musicians say they have sold their soul, use illuminati hand signs and
use cryptic language in their songs? Why do musical artists such as Katy Perry
seem to incorporate witchcraft into their videos? Why does Hollywood take its
name from the holly wood that a magic wand is made from and why do they use
terms such as casting and programming? Why does the organization that gives
Emmys and Oscars, NATAS, use an acronym that is Satan spelled backwards and why
does the statue they give out for awards, the Oscar, look like and is named
after an egyptian god named Ausur or Osiris? Why do we have an egyptian pyramid
on the back of our dollar bill? Why does the moon rotate at just the right speed
so that the same side always faces toward Earth and why does it appear in our
vision as exactly the same size as the sun during a total eclipse? What is the
purpose of "evil" and Trickster Gods. And, finally, why are we told we go to the
light at death? I answer these questions and many more on this website.

THE GAME OF LIFE A.K.A. "LIFE" IS A GAME

.**

Welcome to the Game of Life. The bad news is the game is a matter of life and
death and you're the big game.

Life is an interactive holographic virtual reality computer game with AI's
(archons, shadow beings etc) who are villains and chaotic disrupting forces to
make it challenging and difficult. It seem ssome souls' avatars got lost in the
game and we decided to come down and retrieve the rest of their
light/soul/consciousness. Every good story or plot has to have "conflict" or a
villain so the hero can save the day and win the game. All good stories require
conflict and drama and anyone who has ever tried to pitch a script to Hollywood
knows that or will be told that. Life on Earth is for entertainment value and
many near death experiencers have confirmed this fact. This can also be seen by
examining the characters of the original Gods. It was a big game to them and
they were spoiled brats who did not like to lose. Humans were pawns to them and
it can be seen in virtually all the texts. We were a commodity.

You're part of the human race against time to beat the clock. In fact, the
official song for the World Games at the 2012 Olympics is Survival by the rock
band Muse. The songs begins, "Life's a race, but I'm gonna win." The corporation
Nike, named after the Greek goddess of victory and whose logo bears a scythe or
"swoosh" as they like to call it, sponsored a 10K race called "The Human Race"
in Melbourne. This impetus for duality is driven home in "reality" shows like
Survivor, Lost, and The Biggest Loser. Don't worry, though cuz you were game for
it and besides you're a good sport, right? In fact you are betting on it, you
made a bet to beat the odds, an alpha bet or gambit with Bel cuz he's a game
Bel, a gambler. He is a trickster god, but it is a fair game and the game has a
bunch of tricks. It's all about "turns" or revolutions because it's a ball game.
In fact, the first ball game we know of was the Mayan ball game and the ball
symbolized the sun a.k.a. Baal, Ea/Nergal, Ra, Bel, Lugh, Lucifer, Set, Devil,
Satan, 'It'. So you are playing against the devil, whose name Satan literally
means Adversary. The Devil loves to play games especially poker which is why he
holds a trident. He's a dealer and you have to play out the hand you've been
dealt. It's a Ra deal and he is betting you don't win. You are trying to be a
Survivor because you are Lost. If you win, you are the champion. If you lose,
you are Lugh's. In Mesopotamia he was known as Nergal. The Demiurge is the
Gnostic creator of the material world in subordination to the Supreme Being and
a bad god who created the world as a spiritual prison. It was adopted from Plato
and looks like a serpent with a lion's head'.

Here are 15 NDEs that describe life as a game: life is a game Furthermore,
Stanislov Grof is one of the world's foremost researchers into hallucinogenics.
He has written books based on 4000-6000 reported experiences. He even wrote a
book named "The Cosmic Game: Explorations of the Frontiers of Human
Consciousness". He writes, "Since the divine play, the cosmic drama, is
unimaginable without individual protagonists, without dictinct separate
entities, the existence of evil is absolutely essential for the creation of the
world as we know it."

COMPUTER SIMULATED REALITY

Now for the good news. The good news is Life's a game and games are fun and for
our amusement. The Game of Life is one of the best selling board games of all
time. The Sims, a video game in which you create your own people to put in your
simulated world of Sim City, won game of the year. Like the concept of
reincarnation we often give the characters new lives at they advance from level
to level and attributes such as health and karma. Even today we now have virtual
reality technology and video game graphics are becoming more life-like with each
version released. Pretty soon the graphics will become indistinguishible from
real life. Scientists keep finding smaller and smaller particles as they zoom in
on the resolution of the world we live in only to be hindered by Planck's
constant. Quantum scientists have discovered that particles only behave as
particles when they are observed and function as waves when not observed as if
the function in the machine code is only called upon when needed. Technology
keeps advancing along according to Moore's Law. More and more movies and TV
shows are depicting simulated worlds experienced from a pod, blockbusters such
as the highest grossing movie of all-time Avatar, Alien, The Matrix, Stargate,
The Thirteenth Floor, eXistenZ, Surrogates, and The Island. In the beginning
mainframe computers used to fill an entire room. Then in the 1980s Apple and IBM
developed desktop computers soon to be followed by laptops. We now routinely
surf the web using handheld devices and corporations such as Google are
currently working on devices that will be embedded into glasses or clothing.
Extrapolating this trend it is only a matter of time until we merge with
machine. Some pets and people already have biochip technology implanted. Leading
scientists such as transhumanist Ray Kurzweil discuss the coming event called
the Singularity. Quantum physicists also discuss ideas such as a holographic or
fractal universe and a universe with 12 or more dimensions. So if we are that
close to creating simulated worlds ourselves what is the probability that we are
already living in a simulated world or subworlds? With the invention of
computers, the internet and the cybernetic "human plus" goals of transhumanists
it seems as though we are headed toward being yet further trapped down another
level or layer within the lab-yrinth.

Here is the plot of this holographic, virtual reality computer game: I believe
there is ample evidence to suggest that extra-dimensional entities, which the
Gnostics called Archons, are controlling the planet and the death experience.
Virtually all the components of the near death experience can be found in the
alien abduction experience of Betty Andreasson Luca as chronicled by UFO
researcher, Raymond E. Fowler. Betty was taken up into a blinding white Light by
grey aliens and experienced intense feelings of love, euphoria, and ecstasy. An
extensive analysis of hundreds of NDE accounts has led me to the conclusion that
these grey aliens are recycling human souls to harvest the energy similar to the
way humans farm animals for food. These entities which the Gnostics called
Archons feed off the emotions of humans, especially the negative energy like
fear and anger so they set up dramatic events. When we die unless our souls are
at a very high spiritual level, then they will be drawn to a white Light which
is a copy of the True Light in the Eternal Light realms. Even though we are
divine sparks from that true Eternal Light realm, they convince us to sign
withour consent soul contracts and make agreements to incarnate on the earthly
plane in order to "evolve". Near death experiencers report that all knowledge is
readily available in the Light so what is the need to come to earth and be
imprisoned in these bodies? Unless one is aware of their inherent divinity, they
are conned into reincarnating again and again because they didn't meet or
fulfill their "mission" on Earth. A bogus excuse will be given by the false god
of this world or a council of beings, One can never live a perfect, sin-free
life here on Earth given our flawed bodies and rigged game board.

After death souls are lured into a tunnel outside the Earth near the moon and
taken into the astral realms where they encounter a brilliant being of light
which very likely may be our Sun in the astral realm. Human souls do not look
like our earthly bodies so the sun, which is indeed white, would not be
recognizable as such plus without all the refraction of the atmosphere could
appear much, much brighter as our spirit bodies do not have eyes like our
physical ones do, but rather see with the core of its being.

Wii game boys live a dream cast from game pods in a play station. What's real is
that it's all a movie reel, a virtual reality game show or a reality tv show, a
dream, an illusion, a theater play as Shakespeare wrote, "All the world's a
stage. And all the mean and women merely players". We are merely care actors or
characters in a drama. Games are usually either board games, card games with
tricks, games where you roll a die over and over again to symbolize
reincarnation, a race on a track, or a sports game. As eternal beings we get
bored so that is why we play board games which are often on 64 checked squares.
Games with cards and die are played on a table. This table or checked squares
are what is called a matrix and represents the matrix of duality we live in via
our 64 DNA codons. Choosing sides is how they get us to keep playing the game:
black and white, republican or democrat, conservative or liberal. Games of sport
are played on a field which is symbolic of the electromagnetic field or grid we
live in. Football is even played on a grid-iron. Many or most video games today
feature a player with multiple lives. When your player dies in the game, you are
placed back in the game again. Similar to reincarnation the goal is to progress
through multiple levels. **

William Shakespeare was one of the most prolific writers of all-time and one of
his most well-known quotes is "All the world's a stage, and all the men and
women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in
his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages." In his classic book
"Autobiography of a Yogi", Paramahansa Yogananda wrote, "You have come to earth
to entertain and to be entertained." He also wrote, ""The entire universe is
God's cosmic motion picture, and that individuals are merely actors in the
divine play who change roles through reincarnation; mankind's deep suffering is
rooted in identifying too closely with one's current role, rather than with the
movie's director, or God."

LIVING THE DREAM ILLUSIONARY CAST SPELL OF THE MOON-SUN MATRIX

We dream every night when we go to sleep. Why are we programmed to sleep? It's
very strange when you think about it. It seems to be to recharge the body's
battery, but we know so very little about it. For all we know we are upgraded
nightly with the latest download or software release from the universal
computer. We experience life and interpret signals with our brain in various
states of consciousness which psychologists classify as alpha, beta, theta and
delta waves. So it's very possible that this life we think we are living is just
another "dream" from which we will "wake" from. The ancient Maya believed that
the world is an illusion and the aborigines believe that this is what they call
"dreamtime" and that there exists a more real world where we truly reside.
Christopher Nolan, film director for the movie Inception, explained, "Regardless
of the fact the story deals with different dream states, it is crucial that at
every level the world feels concrete because when we are in a dream, we accept
it as reality." In the movie the character Cobb reveals, "Dreams feel real while
we're in them. It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually
strange." His best friend in the film was played by Joseph Gordon-Levitt who
said, "I consider myself a creative person and dreams are where we’re all
artists. Everything you do in a dream—everything you see, everything you
hear, everyone you talk to—is your creation. That’s evidence of how powerful
the creative mind could be if we were to let it."The game is that it is all just
a dream, an illusion, if you will. Most of us live our lives sleep walking in a
dream state like zombies. Are you living the dream? Do you have your dream home,
the dream machine, your dream girl? And when you dream at night it is a dream
within a dream. But as Albert Einstein noted, "Reality is merely an illusion,
albeit a very persistent one." **

WE ARE THE BIG GAME OF THE EARTH FARM

**Earth is a farm system where everything breaks down and dies and where the
creatures are forced to eat and feed off each other just to survive in the food
chain. Life on earth is literally a dog-eat-dog world where survival of the
fittest rules. There are predator-prey relationships and also parasitic ones
where leeches feed off their hosts. In fact, there are species that use light in
order to lure their prey such as the anglerfish, like the one in the movie
Fnding Nemo. Cuttlefish hypnotize their prey with a dazzling light show. Glow
worms in Antarcitca hang from the ceilings of caves and look like the night time
sky, attracting prey who are lured by the lights. There are both beneficial and
unfriendly bacteria and viruses in our body cells which fight each other.
Humanity has been likened to a virus on the earth. Everything in the solar
system is dependent on the sun for its energy and survival. There are also
symbiotic relationships where systems feed off each other. Like the 2012 movie
we are living in the hunger games. **

THE HOLOGRAPHIC UNIVERSE & FRACTAL WORLD

The universe appears to be holographic and fractal with cells within bigger
cells within even bigger cells. There are roughly 100 billion neurons in the
brain and science claims there are about 100 billion stars in the galaxy. We
have also noted how similar neurons and stars look. Our cells are said to have a
nucleus with electrons that orbit it like the planets that orbit their suns
which orbit their galaxies which orbit in their local clusters and
superclusters.

THE FARM, EARTH

As humans we like to believe we are at the top of the food chain. But like the
sheep who is unaware it is to be sheared or the cattle who are oblivious to
their slaughter by the farmer until the very end we could similarly be clueless
to invisible entities who might feed off our energy and capture our souls when
we die. This is exactly what I intend to show. The elite have always referred to
the masses as cattle or sheeple or useless eaters. From birth to death we are
boxed in. Many babies are placed in incubators and then we place them in a
playpen. We live most our lives in cookie cutter town homes on square foot lots
like all the others on the block in our subdivision. Many of us spend most of
our lives as slaves working 9-5. We wake up and drive to work in our boxy
matchbox cars and slave away in a cubicle farm like rats in a maze or labyrinth.
Then we come home out watch an idiot box until it's time to go back to bed. Then
when we die they put us back in a box six feet under. The CIA Central
Intelligence Agency secret training facility in Langley, Virginia is called "The
Farm" and has been featured in movies such as The Recruit with Al Pacino and the
TV series Covert Affairs. As you can see by the tagline: "characters".

How fitting that Christians are referred to as the flock and Jesus as their
shepherd, or lamb of God. Human beans were placed on this plant in the garden of
eatin'. People or a pea pole? Peas are beans and do grow on a pea pole in pods.
It's very interesting that so many of the latest sci-fi programs depict humans
in pods living a simulated life and of course there are game pods, ipods and pod
casts. As kids we are said to be raised much like crops are. Semen is often
referred to as seed and if someone is our ancestor they are said to be from our
seed. So why are we called a 'hu' man? Is it because we have different races or
hues? According to the "Dictionary of Ancient Deities" by Patricia Turner &
Charles Russell Coulter, Hu was an egyptian stellar "god of sense of taste and
also of the divine food on which gods and mortals feed" and "appears at the
creation in the Boat of the Sun. Later, he appears at the Judgment of the Dead.
" Hmmm, I wonder what was on his menu? Every time a new fetus is created do they
say, "mmm, feed us."? It's all "dream theater", theater for "the eater". So we
were placed on this plant, Earth, in a secret garden, by a constant gardener. Of
course, we are all familiar with the Grim Reaper who is said to come harvest
your soul at death. It is our home. It is as if Hu said, "hoe 'em". Also known
as Hu Sia or Sia, "Sia is also one of the gods who watch the heart of the
deceased being weighed at the great judgment. See also Hu; Ra." We just may be
food of the gods or food for thought (Thoth, the egyptian moon god). Food or
fodder for the fatter Father? In Christianity God has always been associated
with food. The father is fatter. The lord is lard. The christ ('cris' is from
where the cooking oil Crisco gets its name) is associated with grist or grease.
Messiah comes from mashiach (to annoint) and the messiah was anointed with the
fat of a crocodile ointment or oil as our salve or salvation. **

These entities feed off of our auric field from an overtone away from our
wavelength. The theme of entities feeding off our energy or life force is pretty
prevalent even in today's society. Vampire movies are more popular than ever
with the Twilight trilogy the most recent example. The "living dead" also are
quite a phenomenon as people love to joke about the coming zombie apocalypse.
Most religions believe in demons which can possess a soul. Catholic priests even
perform exorcisms in more severe cases.

Shamen are known to extract these attachments or intrusions as they are called.
Carlos Castaneda mentions demonic possession at length in his book, The Active
Side of Infinity. Carlos' character Don Juan says, " “We have a predator that
came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human
beings are its prisoners. The Predator is our lord and master. It has rendered
us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we
want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so… I have been beating
around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us
prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! **

“This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico … They took us
over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we
are their sustenance. just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators
rear us in human coops, humaneros. Therefore, their food is always available to
them.”

Mystic Rudolf Steiner: "There are beings in the spiritual realms for whom
anxiety and fear emanating from human beings offer welcome food. When humans
have no anxiety and fear, then these creatures starve… If fear and anxiety
radiates from people and they break out in panic, then these creatures find
welcome nutrition and they become more and more powerful. These beings are
hostile towards humanity.

Everything that feeds on negative feelings, on anxiety, fear and superstition,
despair or doubt, are in reality hostile forces in supersensible worlds,
launching cruel attacks on human beings, while they are being fed. Therefore, it
is above all necessary to begin with that the person who enters the spiritual
world overcomes fear, feelings of helplessness, despair and anxiety. But these
are exactly the feelings that belong to contemporary culture and materialism;
because it estranges people from the spiritual world, it is especially suited to
evoke hopelessness and fear of the unknown in people, thereby calling up the
above mentioned hostile forces against them."

In her book The Unquiet Dead: A Psychologist Treats Spirit Possession, Dr. Edith
Fiore, a hypnotherapist, wrote about many of her clients having spirit
attachments. In Return from Tomorrow, George Ritchie recounts a near death
experience where he saw spirits attaching themselves to peoples' auras,
especially in bars,and living vicariously through them. Dolores Cannon, a
hypnotheraist who regresses patients into their past lives wrote a book about
the UFO phenomenon and called it Keepers of the Garden because Earth to them is
like an experiement and they are the gardeners. We are just an experiment to
them and probably why we live in different cultures. The ancient gnostic texts
also mention a species of mind parasites called the Archons. The pilot episode
for The Original Star Trek series, The Cage, a.k.a. The Menagerie, depicts a
very similar race of beings, who in ufological circles are referred to as the
little greys. Most near death experiencers describe being drawn to the tunnel,
moving toward the tunnel, finding themselves going toward or being pulled into
the tunnel like a magnet. If the soul is a light body then it would have no or
very little mass. But what I think happens is that accumulations of heavy
energies or emotions such as holding grudges toward people or harboring guilt
can attract the archons which attach to the aura or electrmognetic energy of the
soul to give it more mass. These archons are probably like leeches that just
stay stuck on the soul as long as it has emotional food. These archons look like
black moldy bile-like shadows... like a black mass. Now where have I heard the
term black mass before. Dr. Duncan McDougall conducyed experiments on six
patients at the time of death to determine how much a soul weighs. His
conclusion was the soul weighs 21 grams. It would be interesting to try the
experiment on people who are bitter or angry and see if it weighs more.

Dr. Stven J. Banko is a shamanic energy healer. On his web site he claims "While
the Illumination Process combusts most energies in the Luminous Energy Field,
some toxic energies can crystallize, becoming nearly material objects, which are
impossible to metabolize through the Illumination Process. They are like
petrified wood, which no longer burns. These crystallized energies embed
themselves in the physical body. Amazon shamans believe that crystallized
energies are the result of black magic or sorcery. We have found that these
energies can be caused by anger, envy, or hatred directed at us by another
person. Sometimes they are also energetic remnants - memories of how we died,
how we were hurt, or how we were killed in a former existence." He says they are
"sludge and energetic residues encrusted in the chakra". Another shaman said the
black goo hardens over time and it becomes harder to get off. It is attached to
our energy bodies and is the result of trauma and material attachment. Thus it
has to be rid of like a cancer or it would in theory weigh you down when you
leave the body. So if the soul has not done the necessary spiritual work and
released this darkness then it could have more mass. My friend I interviewed who
met the Demiurge said he felt all these grudges and darker energies flying off
his soul.

In a popular Twilight Zone TV episode, a race of aliens land on Earth. A book is
found which our codebreakers decipher as having the title of To Serve Man only
to realize later it is a cookbook. The movie Soylent Green also used the theme
of people being used for food. We are a prsion planet full of slaves who work
our entire lives. After working most every day at an 8 hour job -- or more --
feeling frustrated and angry, we feel completely drained of energy.

DEMIURGE = GAUD, THE FALSE GOD OF THIS WORLD

The Demiurge is a false gaud. Dictionary.com explains that the word 'gaud'
originated from the mid and late 14th century and meant a "jest, joke, prank,
trick; also fraud, deception, trick, artifice". I am convinced this false gaud
being, the Demiurge, is stealing The Light Power that is in human souls. In the
Gnostic text "Pistis Sophia" it is written, "She [Sophia] had been deluded
through the god-like Self-willed [Demiurge], and had not been deluded through
anything else, save through a light-power, because of its resemblance to the
Light in which she had had faith." Most likely the being of intense white Light
that near death experiencers go to is related to the Demiurge. Here is a quote
from The Secret Book of John, a Gnostic text from the Nag Hammadi Library:
"Yaldabaoth [Demiurge] said to the authorities [archons] with him, Come, let us
create a human being after the image of god and with a likeness to ourselves, so
that this human image may give us light." In an effort to prove or disprove my
theory I attended a local IANDS group meeting. IANDS is the International
Association for Near Death Studies. I listened to their stories and after the
meeting talked to a man who had mentioned that there is a lot of psy ops
activity on the planet. I figured he might more understand my conspiratorial
viewpoint. I didn't quite know how to ask him if he had ever heard anyone
mention a false god controlling the Earth so I asked him if he had ever heard
anyone mention the Demiurge or Archons. The Demiurge is a Gnostic term which
refers to an "evil" god creator and ruler of this world. He told me he met the
Demiurge and that he was near the moon and was alien. I asked him if I could
interview him for this web site and he agreed. You can find the interview near
the top of the page. Basically, during his NDE he went to the Light which he
described as a cubed spaceship of Light. On his way back to Earth he was stopped
just before entering the Earth's atmosphere by a being who he described as a
filter of the Light. This being was trying to show that his world was superior
to the Light's and demanded that he make some agreements to help maintain the
balance of dark and light on the planet. The Gnostic christians were declared
heretics by the mainstream church for their differing views on Jesus and their
belief that this world is a prison. They were killed and their writings were
destroyed until a repository of writings were discovered in a cave in Egypt in
1945. These writings are called the Nag Hammadi Library. They describe this
false Gaud and his Archons which is a greek word that means "rulers". These
archons are shadow beings creaed from the bile of his hate and jealousy, and
they can shape shift and appear as what we call aliens -- Greys, reptoids,
insectoids, mantis types, and so on. They feed off our life force and emotions
such as fear, ecstatic frenzied excitement and even praise and worship. They put
false ideas in our heads and create illusions and hallucinations. They can even
be heard by some people as voices. Christians call them demons. Muslims call
them jinn. Everyone has a Counterfeit Spirit that has been assigned to them.
Some call these guardian angels or spirit guides. **

YAHWEH, OR NERGAL, THE GOD OF THE UNDERWORLD?

The god of the Old Testament who Jews, Christians and Muslims all worship was a
composite of the actions and words of many previous gods from several cultures.
The Bible condensed the many gods such as Anu, Enlil, Nergal, Mithra, Zoroaster
and others into one, Yahweh. Although he was the composite of many his
attributes of warfare and sending plagues and pestilence upon his enemies and
even his own people most closely resembles that of the Mesopotamian god Nergal
who was the god of pestilence and warfare who later became known to the Greeks
as Ares and the Romans as Mars, the god of war. Nergal, who was more ruthless
than all the other gods, became the king of the Underworld, the ruler of Hell,
who most would call the Devil or Satan. His temples were moved from Cutha to
Samaria, the Kingdom of Israel, and his worshipers were exported there as well.
He was often depicted with the head or body of a lion and his symbol was the
lion. Indeed, the lion is the emblem of the Kingdom of Judah and on the flag of
Jerusalem. Only a handful of near death experiences were able to see the face of
god because the light was so bright, but a few of the ones who did reported
seeing the face of a lion.

THE ARCHONS ARE-CONS: ALIENS OF THE GNOSTIC TEXTS

John Lash, a researcher of the ancient gnostic texts found in the library of Nag
Hammadi, Egypt, writes, "A close reading of these arcane materials shows that
Gnostics were deeply concerned with alien intrusion into human affairs. The
entities they called Archons appear to be identical to the ET’s of modern
Ufology. Both Grey and Reptilian types are explicitly described in the codices.
I would estimate that up to one-fifth of the core material in the NHC concerns
the Archons, their origin, methods and motives." These archontic entities invade
the mind. Archon-tic is a good word because they are like ticks and cause the
victim to lose their mind or become a luna-tic. The pilot for Star Trek The
Original Series called The Cage featured short grey beings who used telepathy to
mentally intrude and replace the Star Trek crews' thoughts and feelings in order
to feed off them. Later in the first season the episode The Return of the
Archons featured robed and hooded beings who ruled over a planet whose populace
acted like mindless zombies. They shared a hive mind and the beings threatened
the Star Trek crew to be absorbed into the collective Body in their absorption
chambers. Spock called them soulless parts with no spirit working in unison for
the tranquility of the Machine. The leader Landru like so many other movies and
shows like The Wizard of Oz, The Truman Show and The Prisoner was projected from
a machine in a control room. This seemed to be a precursor to the hive mind of
the Borg collective. EA Games partnered with a company named Demiurge (the
Gnostic false god) to release Medal of Honor. EA also distributed a video game
similar to chess called Archon: The Light And The Dark.These Archons, or
Are-Cons as I like to call them, can tap into our nervous system and influence
our thoughts. In abduction reports abductees say the alien will get face to
face, inches apart and stare deeply into their eyes. I believe this is so they
can gain access to the visual cortex which connects to the bran and nervous
system. They can even create feelings of love for them. they cover up many of
their intrusive abductions with what are called screen memories. these are
implants or false memories. An abductee might think he or she saw a deer or an
owl. But often they had hours of missing time and under hypnosis recall the
horrific details of being probed and having blood and semen samples removed.
Women are impregnated and later abducted and the baby is removed. In subsequent
abductions they are shown hybrid babies. Many believe it is the government
carrying out these abductions in the guise of aliens in order to do genetic
experiments and implement their new world order. The military does at the very
least abduct people if nothing else than to track what the aliens are doing. **

DUALITY

Good and evil. God and the Devil. Light and dark. Black and white. Day and
night. Love-Hate. This reality is a false construct of two extremes and lots of
in-betweens. I see this as a good cop /bad cop routine. They try to convince us
we are guilty and want to imprison us. Their goal is to convince us of our guilt
and get our consent to send us back to Earth. Nergal (as the god of the
Underworld, the Devil/Satan) is the bad cop. As the god of War he is aggressive
and uses fear and anger to scare. As Nergal and Yahweh he is the judge and
punisher, the enforcer. Inanna (Queen of "heaven") is the good cop. As Venus she
is beautiful and uses the subjective quality of love to manipulate us into
returning to Earth again... to go back because So and So needs you or you have
some divine mission which is virtually never revealed. As Aphrodite she is the
goddess of Desire and our desire or attachment to the Earth is used against us.
As Lucifer she is the light-bearer, the angel who masquerades as light but is
seductive and a master of illusion. The beautiful light is alluring and
attractive. The archons masquerade as lords of karma or ascended masters and as
our spirit guides or guardian angels, as a Council of Elders that direct our
soul's "growth" or spiritual evolution. As the Demiurge, Nergal/Yahweh is also
involved in the light part posing as the true god. Of course, it is all BS. They
use the scare tactics of fear and guilt to scare us into the loving arms of the
manipulative "god" of light, the false light. The dark prince, Nergal/Satan, who
represents evil scares the souls to go to the false Light, which is said to be
good, for salvation. Fear and love, hell and heaven, dark and light. Both sides
are necessary for the trick of the duality to work. The fear of judgment and
punishment of hell and the devil scare people into running to the light and
false god figure who offers light, love and heaven. It is the movement back and
forth between the polarities that cause the electricity, the food for the
archons. Electricity is caused by electrons flowing from a negative pole to a
positive one: Electrons are negatively charged, and so are attracted to the
positive end of a battery and repelled by the negative end. So when the battery
is hooked up to something that lets the electrons flow through it, they flow
from negative to positive. They use both sides of the spectrum -- both light and
dark -- it's a big game of duality for them, black and white, light and dark,
and we are the pawns.

MATRIX BY VAL VALERIAN

In 1990 almost a full decade before the release of the popular Matrix movie
trilogy, Val Valerian wrote Matrix II: The Abduction and Manipulation of Humans
Using Advanced Technology, "Fourth density Greys, the ones who are primarily
dealing with Whitley Strieber, are the ones who possess the technical equipment
to draw energy from the human bioplasmic field. They also have the ability to
extract memories and experiences from the human being. It is they who await in
the light when a human being dies. The human being is then recycled into another
body and the process begins all over again. Fourth density Greys are, in effect,
sensation junkies. To experience human emotions is the closest they themselves
ever come to the idea of feeling." He later writes, "These entities have been
abducting humans for many centuries -- these entities view Earth as a big farm,
and have been essentially raising and harvesting humans and apparently abduct
humans to take back to their home planet to raise there in a kind of human
husbandry scenario." Part of his alien hypothesis is that " 'compliant' humans
can be 'legally' 'harvested' for various 'slavery' purposes. Humans are
effectively considered raw materials, including to be used as nutrition and also
for parasitic energy usage by aliens.In Matrix V, Valerian writes, "They want to
recycle low to lower mid-level spirits into another breeding productive
incarnation. Hence the Light and Tunnel at death Trap. Scanning someone they
wish to recycle as they near death, the aliens discover who the person was close
to has died. They project the person(s) image in the white light tunnel and the
image waves you in deeper. If you CHOOSE to follow you can be trapped and sent
to another incarnation of their choice. This shows the Empire does have an
understanding of the spirit, but it attempts to short this out. The Light and
Tunnel trap is a relatively new device, but one that will fail and they now know
this. 'Go into the Light' say those who have had near death experiences. They
are the salespersons chosen to advertise this alien venture. NEVER enter that
light. Go up, left, back, right or anywhere but there. The mass media exposure
of the Light and Tunnel trap (seen in the film 'Ghost', where the hero willingly
enters the glittering trap) is to try to get people to buy the destination." **

ROBERT MONROE, LOOSH & OBE

Robert Monroe, the man who first studied out of body experiences in a scientific
manner, published his findings in three books. In his second book Far Journeys
he mapped out what the levels are in the astral plane beyond the physical with a
repeatable technique. In this book he concludes man is an experiment of
"Someone, Somewhere (or both, in millions, or uncountable (requires likes,
needs, values, collects, drinks, eats, or uses as a dug (sic) a substance ident
Loosh. (Electricity, oil, oxygen, gold, wheat, water, land, old coins, uranium)
This is a rare substance in Somewhere and those who possess Loosh find it vital
for whatever it is used for. Faced with this question of supply and demand (a
universal law of Somewhere) Someone decided to produce it artificially, so to
speak, rather than search for it in its natural form. He decided to build a
Garden and grow Loosh. ... So it was that Someone in his Garden changed all
this. Far off, in a remote area he set to work on his experiment. First he
created a proper environment for the carbon-oxygen cycle, where it would
fluorish. He created a Balance with much care so that proper radiation and other
nourishment would be in continuous supply. He then tried his First Crop, which
actually did produce Loosh, but only in small quantities..." **

OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES & THE ASTRAL PLANE

William Buhlman is an expert on out of body experiences and the astral plane. He
has had many out of body experiences himself and has written several insightful
books on the subject. He has also conducted a survey on out of body experiences
which garnered over 16,000 responses. Here are a couple interesting quotes from
his book Adventures in the Afterlife:
""It's important to learn how to consciously move and lock your awareness within
any individual energy environment. You unknowingly did this when you entered
the first nonphysical reality immediately after your death. When you embraced
this construct and accepted it as your own, you became one with it. In doing
so, you unconsciously locked yourself in a structured consensus-thought matrix
created by a group of like-minded souls." "Yes, all of these things are your
projections. Now can see how easy it is for untrained souls to become completely
trapped within their own thought forms. This is a common problem for billions of
souls dwelling in the physical and astral projections. Few souls are aware of
the creative power of their own thoughts. The self-created manifestations of
forms make for convincing illusions in all dimensions; many humans remain
imprisoned in this labyrinth of the mind" "Many people are relieved and
overjoyed to discover that they really do continue to exist after death and, as
a result, gladly accept the first nonphysical reality they experience as their
'new spiritual home'... **

However there is one very serious problem with this comforting scenario that few
are aware of and no one addresses. You have just accepted and adapted to a
thought-consensus environment on the astral plane. You have just accepted a
reflection of spirit instead of the true essence of it. You have done what
billions have done before you. You have merged your consciousness with a
nonphysical reality far from your true spiritual home. By doing so you
essentially guarantee the continuation of your form-based existence and your
reincarnation. The end result is that most people accept the denser spiritual
realities of the astral plane as their new home. They settle for and adapt to
the physical-like areas of the astral plane because these environments are
familiar and comfortable. Thus they chain themselves to the astral realms of
form and substance, and the ancient cycle of rebirth is maintained and
assured."...

THE MOON MATRIX

Are there more advanced beings who live in a dimension parallel to ours or just
outside our frequency or hidden from us perhaps on the moon or underground? I
believe such beings do exist which feed off our energy and use us as food. And
what do we humans do with our energy, food and resources? That's right, we
recycle it. Our artificial-looking satellite the moon because of its tidal lock
to the earth just happens to always face us with the same side so that the back
side of the moon is always hidden from us. Scientists attribute this to what
they call tidal locking, that is the moon rotates at just the perfect rate so
that this occurs. Not only that but the moon perfectly blocks out the sun during
a total eclipse of the sun. What are the odds of this? We are told this occurs
because the moon is 390 times closer to us than the sun, which is 390 times
larger than the moon. This could all be a huge coincidence or it could have been
built and placed there on purpose, or like the death star in the movie Star Wars
saga, "That's no moon, it's a space station!" The mysterious moon throughout
history has been associated with witchcraft, spells and evil, and countless
cultures believed our souls go to the moon at death.

THE LIGHT TRAP OF THE NDE

We are told to go to the light when we die. But here on earth there are angler
fish which lure their prey to the light. Bug zappers, also known as light
zappers or light traps, lure bugs to their deaths. Shiny bait acts as a lure for
fishermen to catch their dinner. The New Age religion has promoted going to the
light for decades now with "Lightworkers" and tales of near death experiences.
Books such as Life After Life, Embraced By The Light, Saved By The Light and
Journey of Souls, movies such as Poltergeist and Ghost, and television shows on
the paranormal like Medium, Ghost Whisperer and Crossing Over have sold the
Light.As human beings we consist of a very small portion of the electromagnetic
spectrum of frequencies. There are colors and light we can not see with the
naked eye such as infrared or ultraviolet. Dogs can hear sounds outside our
range. Even the most sensitive instruments of science can only measure a very
small portion.I have found many similarities between these alien abductions and
what we call Near Death Experiences. Both are taken up into a white Light.
Neither is in control of their experience. Contrary to what you might believe
almost all near death experiencers are pulled into the Light almost like a
magnet. Most who return to Earth are brought back against their wishes and
against their will. Some are persuaded to choose to come back after being shown
a hurting relative who needs their help. Most are just told it is not their time
yet and are sent back. Many are told they have a mission yet are never told what
that mission is or they forget it. Communication is telepathic in both cases.
Both experiencers are often shown future events that will happen on the Earth.
At its deepest level the near death experiencer is taken through a tunnel where
the vibration or frequency of the experiencer is raised significantly. I believe
this is a form of entrainment like how tuning forks are used. Once in this
heightened state of vibration the experiencer feels exhilaration of not only
being free from their heavy earthly bodies, but from being at this new state
where telepathy and empathy is experienced. Many eventually meet this incredibly
bright being that is so bright they cannot see its face and they feel an intense
love and often times euphoria. I don't believe on can necessarily tell the
intention of a Being based solely on how bright it is or the feelings it emotes
or induces. The anunnaki gods who ruled Sumer were said to be shining ones and
possessed a "weapon of brilliance" and a helmet that could shine brightly. Even
in the Gnostic text Pistis Sophia the demiurge was said to have shone brightly.
The Bible says Lucifer can transform himself into an angel of light. The astral
body of the near death experiencer is different than the physical body. There
are no eyes as we have them. Vision is 360 degrees and is from the core of the
being. There is a distinct possibility the alien beings can also control these
astral bodies. David Jacobs, who is a leading expert on alien abduction and has
written several books on the phenomenon says these new hybrid beings which are
being integrated into our society, have the ability to control our minds. Dr.
Karla Turner said the aliens could influence our emotions. The topic of merging
with the Light is an interesting one as I have the feeling that at death this
Being of Light is absorbing the Light energy from the souls and sending the
souls back to Earth into another body with just enough Light energy to sustain
itself. The Gnostic text Pistis Sophia says the false Gaud Demiurge stole Light
from the goddess Sophia in order to enable his ensouled slave creations to stand
and I believe (much like the Devil) he is still stealing souls with the light
that is seen at death. In my opinion we need to raise our spiritual energy level
high enough that we will shoot on past the level that his false light is at so
that we can reach the Light of Lights in the Eternal Light realms or what is
called The Height of Heights. Sophia repented after she had created the Demiurge
by mistake. Jesus saved her and partially restored Her Light, but the rest of
Her Light Power is within humans.

White is not really a particularly "high" vibration of color. It is just all
colors combined which would make sense if it is "eating" or merging all the
different colored souls or even white-colored souls. White is just not the
highest color vibration -- it is just sort of an average or composite... White
light is colorful, a very colorful mixing of enough colors of light to equally
stimulate all three types of color receptors (cones) in the human eye. Since the
astral body doesn't have eyes and thus no rods or cones, the soul sees with the
core of its being. White light is an even distribution of all visible
frequencies. White light is colorful, a very colorful mixing of enough colors of
light to equally stimulate all three types of color receptors (cones)in the
human eye. The astral body doesn't eyes with rods and cones, but the white light
the nders perceive may still be an equal distribution of all the colors
available to be perceived at that level. Violet and ultraviolet would be highest
in our spectrum.

NDErs say the white light is brilliant or intensely bright... as for the
intensity of the whiteness wouldn't that be due to the "power" of it... in other
words, the more souls it absorbs the more power it gets or the more intense the
whiteness becomes. The more souls that merge with the Light being may mean a
higher density of photons (if the Light Power of our souls is indeed photons or
produces photons) because merging typically means "blending, absorbing" or
"plunging into".

As you reach the higher end of the known electromagnetic spectrum,
electromagnetic radiation is stronger and penetrates matter more the higher the
frequency. Generally there is more Photons or higher energy photons the brighter
the light. Thus generally the brighter the light, the more energy it contains.
If we say then that our souls detect a much wider spectrum of frequency, we
would not see any longer with our optic nerves, which is only visible light. It
may be refraction of photons, which would see a very wide spectrum also

NDES & MIND CONTROL

Research into psychotronics shows that emotion can be altered by advanced
techonlogy capable of mind and mood control. Dr. Jose Delgado stopped a charging
bull by the use of electrodes and a remote control. If this technology is
available for humans to use on Earth ten how much more advanced would the alien
technology of advanced beings be? The Spiritual sciences Research Foundation is
an organization that researches spiritual sciences. They employ several
techniques to answer questions about the spirit world and the afterlife. One
technique is similar to what Scientologists developed with their e-meter. The
devices monitor the responses of the nervous system to determine the truth of a
given question. They found that at death a very small percentage of souls --
four percent or less -- see a divine light. these are souls who strice for God
awareness and are at a certain spiritual level of over fifty percent. They claim
the rest of souls who see a light are experiencing what they call a "subtle
sorceror" who lures these souls to the light as a trap. Near death experiencers
are not in control of their experience. Almost all "found" themselves traveling
toward the Light or were "drawn" to the Light, or pulled liked a magnet. Almost
all want to stay in the Light, but are told it is not their time yet or they
have a mission to fulfill which is hardly ever remembered when back on Earth.
They are told they have lessons to learn here on Earth yet they say they knew
everything while in the Light. Why do we need to learn lessons here on earth
when all knowledge is readily available in the Light?

WORD SPELLS AND SPELLING OF LANGUAGE

Words are magic and are spelled to pronounce a sentence. This earth prism we
live in is a prison and we have been given a life sentence here. 'Life'
phonetically begins with a 'li' and contains a lie within it. 'Light' also
phonetically begins with the sound 'lie' and also sounds like the past tense
form of the verb, 'lied'.If God is all loving and all powerful then what purpose
does this system serve? We are told life is a school, but surely there are
better ways to learn than through so much senseless suffering.

THE SUN OF GOD AND ILLUMINATI CREATED RELIGIONS

We are told by religions that Jesus is the light and saviors are usually shown
with the sun's halo around their heads. But all major religions were given to us
by princes from the elite royal families. ** These messages are to pacify and
control the masses. The elite wish to keep all the gold and power they have so
they teach us to turn the other cheek and that the meek shall inherit the earth.
They use fear to threaten an eternal hell if we don't behave and promise us
heaven or a better life after we die as a reward for our good behavior.
Reincarnation is reincarceration in the wheel of rebirth or being recycled.
Jesus and the other suns of god is said to be born on December 25th. This is the
winter solstice when the sun has reached its lowest descent in the heavens, dies
on the southern crux (southern cross) constellation and begins its rise again.
We have been taught that the light is our savior. Near death experiencers tell
us about traveling through a tunnel after death and into a loving light.
Hollywood reinforces this through various movies such as Ghost and Poltergeist
where we are told either to go to the light or not to go to the light (in order
not to die).

WHAT IS LIGHT?

But what exactly is the nature of light and what is its source? Why is space
dark if the sun is shining? It is because light needs something to reflect off
of for an object to be seen. The nature of light is dualistic as both a particle
and a wave.

The theory of the website Tricked By The Light is that souls on earth live in a
holographic prison and are being farmed as an energy source. At death souls are
lured to the light, the moon, by beautiful lights and sounds to be harvested.
There is some kind of tower or technology on the moon which enables this. The
souls minds are scrambled and the souls are contained inside the moon for a
period until they are transferred to the sun as a fuel or energy source. This
most likely occurs during a total eclipse. Souls memories' are wiped clean
(bleached or dyed) by the light and are recycled to be reincarnated or
reincarcerated back to earth as a food source that is farmed by
entities/archons/aliens/demons which feed off our energy. This can be seen in
the form of solar flares, coronal mass ejections and the solar wind.I first
launched this site in 2002 and left it up for about 5 years. Recently in May of
2012 I redesigned it and am improving and adding to it daily so please check
back frequently. The Devil truly is in de tails and the mass of evidence that I
present in each of the sections. I encourage you to explore each of these
sections by using the menu at the top of pages, the picture links at the top and
bottom of this page or these word links: movies, music, language, logos, moon,
sun, religion, politics, aliens, light, science and solutions. I am finished
working on my two latest pages. One is on Trickster gods and other Trickster
figures which can be found on my Trickster page and the other is an in-depth
analysis of the occult symbolism of the 2012 Olympics Opening and Closing
Ceremonies which may be read on my Olympics page. Please feel free to email me
at Wayne Bush with any comments, suggestions or ideas.

HOW TO ESCAPE THIS MATRIX?

Reality appears to be frequencies of energy or electromagnetic light divided and
subdivided into octaves. This can be seen and heard with the octaves on a piano
and with the higher octave of visible light. Beyond this are x-rays and gamma
rays which our eyes are not able to perceive directly, but we know they are
there. n order to escape this matrix we need to think in terms of frequency. The
great scientist Nikola Tesla said, "If you want to find the secrets of the
universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration." My plan at death
is to focus my willful intent upon going to the realms of pure 100% light or the
highest frequency there is. I believe this will take my soul beyond the prison
of the physical plane as well as the astral plane where the soul is lured to the
impure light which is in a sense a false or counterfeit light because it is not
the highest vibration of the pure light of the true God. The near death
experiencers and mystics have said our souls are made of light. I believe our
souls are divine light that originally came from the true Source which the
Gnostics called Ineffable Father. In order to guarantee my soul can reach that
highest vibration I am on a path of spiritual alchemy, turning my heart or
spirit into pure "gold" which may be achieved by treating people with altruistic
love and compassion. Every physical human has light power needed to live. It is
first separate and the goal is to integrate it with your soul before physical
dying, making it nonrecoverable and puts your frequency beyond the touch of the
lower and mid astral. You essentially shoot pass the mess as you focus your
willful intent on raising your frequency or vibration rate. By doing this and
ignoring external projections such as the first light you see or dead relatives
you ascend back to your true home or Source, the Eternal Light Realms. It is
essentially going inward or within as the wavelengths become shorter and
shorter.As William Buhlman writes: "All dimensions occupy the same time and
space. They are separated by their individual frequency and resulting density.
As we move in toward the energy source, each heaven becomes progressively more
thought-responsive. Multiple heavens exist within each dimension created by the
group consciousness of the inhabitants.."The sooner we awaken to and experience
in the inner dimensional path within us, the sooner we will evolve beyond our
animal bodies and embrace our unlimited abilities to fully experience our
spiritual essence. Our spiritual growth and evolution are directly related to
our ability to our ability to navigate the multidimensional path within us...."I
am often asked what I will do when I take my final breath. This is a critically
important question that too few people ask themselves these days. My answer is
this: 'I will demand to experience my higher self, my spiritual essence!' I am
not content to simply 'go to the light'. I am not content to accept past
acquaintances and comfortable surroundings as my new reality. In fact, I am not
content to settle for any form-based reality as my spiritual home. I absolutely
know there is so much more available beyond the realms of form. There exist
dimensions of magnificent living light simply waiting for us; all we need do is
awaken and accept their reality. Two powerful truths are apparent. First, all
form is but a reflection of pure spirit. Second, we are not helpless victims of
an external force that dictates or directs our reality and our lives; we are
bestowed with the power of free will and the ability to take spiritual action.
Why would you settle for a pale reflection of reality when the pure realms of
spirit are always present?...

"Let us begin to take responsibility not only for our physical life but our
afterlife as well. We determine the realities that we accept and cocreate. So,
from this moment on, let us be aware and choose well."

The "astral heaven" you emerge in will depend on your soul's frequency at the
time of transiting from the body. If you are racked with guilt or fear, it could
initially put you at a lower "Astral Heaven" or dimension and you most likely
will have to encounter these beings. The first and foremost thing is to not fear
as they have no real power over you. As the Gnostics state, have the sole
intention on returning home to the Eternal Light Realms/Source and accept
nothing else. They have a multitude of deceptions but accept no substitute for
going back to Source. There are many of these heavens and they are all separated
by frequency; the higher you can sustain your frequency, the higher realm you
will pop into. The higher realm you pop into the easier it is to keep on going.
In the highest astral realm before home there is a separation or wall you could
say. This is where we are supposed to go for entrance back home. This realm is
not reachable by even the most powerful of Astral Beings and is a safe place to
await the real homecoming. There are two critical factors to the escape. They
are Gnosis and Righteousness. Gnosis is the Knowledge of yourself and also how
this system works. For example to know all theses supposed Gods are nothing like
Source. That the true God would never require worship etc etc. By Righteousness
is that you have made lots of mistakes and have learned why you did them. You
forgive yourself for doing those things in ignorance and from that point on you
try to live selflessly rather then selfishly. Because you have self-realized,
you no longer need to feel guilt as you move past your own mistakes and live the
life of doing the right thing in every situation you encounter.At any one spot
is many dimensions all delineated by frequency. You have to tune in to that
frequency to observe it. All frequencies or stations on the radio dial and tv
are in the same room right now. They occupy the same space, but have separate
wavelengths.

I think the very fact we have a sense of humor and like to laugh and play games
gives a HUGE insight into the origin and meaning of all this. There is the
distinct possibility that we were not tricked into coming here as part of a trap
but intentionally chose to participate in the game or competition in order to
alleviate boredom or to be amused or entertained. But once here in the game then
trickery and deceit is part of the rules. I think the contracts, karma etc are
part of the game -- obstacles or roadblocks to overcome. We have to self-realize
and see them for the illusions or BS they are. If you get stuck or forget for
too long then they send in the calvary or rescue team to give you hints or
reminders so you slowly awaken or quickly awaken as the case may be. It's all
part of the cosmic game or divine script that we chose to participate in. If one
keeps in mind that this is all a hologram then all angels and lights are part of
that hologram and illusions... just "thought forms" or "programs". They are only
holograms. They are not real. Our consciousness takes them as real because it
wants to make sense of what is happening but it is a hologram trap. Everything
outside the Eternal Light Realms is potentially holograms except for maybe our
divine light / souls. The rest. is a "HOLOGRAM", not real, none of it is -- just
traps to hold souls until they want to reincarnate. At death if we keep the
mantra it is all hologram we can avoid being distracted or pulled into a trap.
Those holograms are responsive to your consciousness and I think that is why
stillness of mind helps. The Tibetan Book of the Dead even states there are a
series of different colored light and demons that are projections of your mind.
The light "power" inside us is the light source that projects externally. Those
thought forms/holograms may be entirely powered by us so going inward at death
would be going to the true light source, our divine spark from the Eternal Light
Realms. Inward would mean no projection if our own light is being used.

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[NOTE: EVERYTHING ON THIS WEB SITE IS JUST MY SPECULATIVE OPINION. I DO NOT
PRETEND TO KNOW FOR CERTAIN WHAT THE TRUTH IS. BUT I HOPE THAT I CAN CONTRIBUTE
IN SOME SMALL WAY TOWARD FORMULATING YOUR OWN VIEW OF REALITY.]

If you have any thoughts or experiences you would like to share with me, please
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