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EVERY STORY IS A BEGINNING Life of a simple woman I HOPE U HEAR MY SORROWS September 23, 2010 Dear Baby, The moment I had you inside me, I had loved you with all of my heart and my life. You are probably almost 6 months inside me now, I don’t know, I lost count. It’s not that I don’t bother, but I guess I think too much. I’m sorry for not being a good mother. I didn’t take good care of us. I didn’t look after my health, I stressed too much and I know all this is affecting you too. Mummy’s terribly sorry. Baby, I hope I could deliver you safely into this world, and hold you in my arms. Hold you like I would never let go. Ever. I promise to love you till I die, to cherish you and provide you with all the love and attention that you need. And darling, I hope you would grow up loving me back. I’m not asking you to repay my sacrifices, just your love as a son to his mother. I promise when you are born, that I will do as much as I can to care for you with my bare hands. I would not want to hand you over to anyone else, a mistake which I did so far. No matter how difficult it is for me, I will make sure that u grow up in front of me, with me nurturing you every single moment. Sweetheart, as days goes by, I worry about how I’m going to overcome my emotions. I felt so hurt. I’m sure you know that by now. You know, sometimes I asked myself whether having you inside me causes your brother to be apart from me. But when I think back, even when I had you in my early stages, I was still loving him the same. But baby, why do I have to suffer in silence after all that I’ve given? I don’t know why I’m so badly affected. I don’t know why I can’t stop thinking of this every single day. It’s either I feel sad, or I’m mad for what he did to me. I know you feel my pain, cos whenever I had those tears in my eyes, you kicked inside me. I thanked you for letting me know that you’re here with me. It’s just that I feel so unfair. Me and your daddy was the one who took him in, showered him with love, his needs, education, everything that a child could ever ask for. Your brother has become a smart boy now. I’m sure you can always hear how he talks. But my mistake was letting your grandma care for him. Baby, you really should know this. That every parent wants the best for their child. No matter how strict or disciplined mummy or daddy is, we want the best for you. We disciplined your brother to be a better person, but what saddens me is that he doesn’t know that we loved him. He prefers those who give in to him, than those who love him as much. I hate to see when he knows how to work himself around your grandma, letting them nod to his wants. I never want you to be like that son. Any child, whoever he is with, would want to be with their mummy at the end of the day. But I don’t understand why your brother doesn’t bother when he sees me. Maybe it’s because he knows that I am not his mother. It’s ok darling, mummy has already accepted this fact. I never see it coming baby. I didn’t know that this day would come, the day when your grandma would become his mother instead of me. I hate to see your brother screaming or crying whenever your grandma’s not around. I felt so hurt whenever your brother refused to have me shower him, feed him or put him to sleep. Imagine my dear, how would mummy feel? Why baby? Why did your brother pushed me away? I know I can’t be bothered with him anymore after what he did, but that’s because I can’t help it. I can’t push my emotions too far. I don’t want to affect you my dear. I needed to give you a chance too. You need a chance to see this world, I shouldn’t pressure myself too much. I’m afraid of losing you. You know how tired my body was when I had you in me, caring for your brother day and night. But it’s all wasted now. I don’t blame the hormones anymore. He doesn’t love me anymore. Only God knows how I’m feeling. That feeling that I wanted so much to love him like I used to, but I’m so helpless now. He don’t need me. I keep thinking baby, if only his parents could provide him with all the love, I don’t have to go through this fate. Sometimes I think I made a mistake, or I’m just foolish. But I knew I took him in with all of my heart, with all the love that I could give. How more can I show it to him? You know baby, I used to express my feelings like this to your brother. Hoping that he will read it one day. But I think now, haizz…. I don’t know. I promised myself, to love the both of you. I promised to be a good mother. I promised that both of you will not be different in my eyes. But how can I keep this promise when this is already happening? Sometimes baby, I feel that I’ve failed. I’ve failed to be a mummy to your brother. That is the reason why, I only pray that you will grow to love me back. As your mummy. Your real mummy. Dear son, please understand how much I would go through, to prove my love for you. I am waiting for the moment when I could raise you up by myself, and loving you as much as I could. I’ve always wanted to be a good mother and I hope you love me too. For now sweetheart, I don’t know what our future holds. Even daddy cannot understand what mummy is feeling. I don’t blame him, cos your grandma is his mommy afterall. If it’s not grandma whom your brother loves so much, maybe your daddy could understand how mummy is feeling. Maybe, just maybe, your daddy could feel the lost that I feel. Do understand dear son, I don’t hate your brother. I just feel hurt. I can only pray for him from far. I’m not even sure if thing’s are going to be the same if he’s still a part of us, but maybe I’m no longer a mummy to him anymore. I don’t know dear. Mummy really don’t know how to face the future. My only hope is having you with us soon. How I wish time could be a bit faster, so that mummy can stay happy again loving you everyday for the rest of my life. Love, Your mommy Posted in Uncategorized | 6 Comments » THE COMPLICATED AND UNPREDICTABLE PART September 7, 2010 Whatever that I blogged on my last post seems all sweet, lovey-dovey and so nice. But maybe, just maybe, some of it is not how I feel anymore. I don’t wanna blog bout it, but I’ll do it privately later for me to pour out my feelings. I wanna talk bout my precious pregnancy here. Thank God I’ve entered halfway into my pregnancy. Am at 20-22 weeks now I guess. Went for a checkup just now but was upset cos the gynae did nt do a scan to let us see our baby. He only lets us hear the heartbeat to make sure baby is okay, and then he writes a memo for us to bring to the X-ray clinic somewhere in Aljunied also to have our full antenatal scan. But to my dismay, the clinic can only see us at 6pm which hubby cannot make it as he has to work night. I was totally disappointed by then. But somehow hubby got them to check if we can come tomorrow, and they agreed tomorrow it is. So tmrw is the day we’re gonna see everything about our baby to check on its gender, its limbs, organs, brain, every single thing to make sure baby is normal. Insya’allah, I hope everything’s gonna be fine. So far, baby has not been really active inside me but I understand why. I was down with a very high fever for 3 days, that’s the second fever I had within a month itself. The highest temperature was 38.5 degrees or more, and even if my fever subsides, I will burn again the moment I fall asleep. Hubby has been sweet enough to stay awake to take care of me the whole night even though he had to work morning shift. Despite being so sick, I felt so bad and guilty for not being healthy for my baby and also for being a burden to my husband. But now, everything’s going back to normal and I hope it will lasts till I give birth. So far, my 2nd trimester has been nothing but nausea, vomitting, fever, back and bodyaches, literally every sickness that I escaped during my 1st trimester. On top of that, there’s more…. I always stroke my tummy in a way to tell my unborn child that everything’s gonna be okay. That we’re gonna make it together till the end. Really, I’ve loved my baby like my life now, ever since I’ve lost that motherly role. I really hope that when my baby is born, I could provide and nourish my child with so much love that I’ve always wanted to. And I hope my baby will always appreciate me as his/her mother. That’s the only thing I hoped for. Till then, I will update again if I want to. If I feel like it. I don’t know what else to blog about, what pictures to post. I’m not even sure if anybody will read it. But who cares right? Blogging just makes you feel good after pouring out what you need to say. Bye! Posted in Uncategorized | 6 Comments » 2ND TRIMESTER August 4, 2010 Hello lovelies! I have some time to spare today so I decided to do abit of blogging. Actually I have alot of things to pen down in this blog of mine, but since it has been days since I delayed blogging, I forgot now what I wanna blog about. Back to my pregnancy journey now, I am into my 2nd trimester already. Alhamdulillah! I am currently at 14 weeks 4 days from what I counted. But not sure if the next gynae appt is going to tell me a different count, cos that’s what happened the other time. I am still feeling blessed and really thankful to God for granting my prayers of having a life inside me. So far, I am feeling less nauseous, except for some migraines and vomitting now and then. The little one’s movements inside me is also more obvious as I can feel it often. Not kickings as yet, but its’ fidgeting. Can’t wait for that miracle moment when it would kick me. So baby, kick me REAL HARD soon aight! On some days, I woke up feeling not pregnant, a smaller tummy and with no movements. Those were the times which makes me worried much but I chose to think positive and have faith that Allah will protect my baby in there. I hope He gives me this responsibility of delivering this child into the world safely. Insya’allah… I am sometimes very very sad cos I am really very exhausted and worn out. Being preggie for the 1st time, with a small kid to look after, on top of that working every single day without any social life, I feel life’s been hard for me. I cried at times at night, or whenever I tell my woes to hubby. I know that I have to do my responsibilities, and maybe it was also due to Erwin that God decide to answer my prayers. But on the other hand, sometimes I tell myself that I cannot take it anymore. I do not have any rest time at all. Even on my off days…..TRUST ME!! Whatever it is, I will still continue to do my responsibilities as a mother to Erwin and insya’allah in the future to the unborn child. I want to be a good mother, and I would love to have a complete family. Some people ask why don’t me n hubby give up taking care of Erwin since Im pregnant now? I just find it not sensible enough to answer that. Cos one; Erwin is not a doll for me to own. Secondly, he needs a parent’s love and guidance and lastly, we have loved him and had put our heart to him in the very beginning. If someone has a motherly instinct, u will know what I mean. For now, I can’t wait for my next scan within these few days. We are always excited to see our precious in there. I don’t think I will put up the scan pictures here yet cos I very the pantang one. So here’s another view of my humongous tummy at only 3 mths. “I promise to always love the both of you” Posted in Uncategorized | 2 Comments » A MOMENT TO REMEMBER June 22, 2010 Hello lovelies! Its been some time hasn’t it? I’m gonna blog just a little today due to a good news that Im gonna share. Some close friends and families have already know the great news. But since I cannot tahan the urge to keep it low any longer, its time to announce that………………. I’M PREGNANT!! Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah….Thank God. Our praises to Allah for this precious gift. Just a moment ago I felt like giving up, I felt like my time will never come. And it came so unexcpectedly. There were many signs already showing itself day by day, but I chose to ignore it. I chose not to think. First was the swelling of my breast which feels more tender and sensitive as day goes by. This has never happen before, not even during any of my menses, but I chose to brush it off. Then came the complicated menses which came 2 wks apart from the last one. I was grumbling to hubby that my menses is starting to be haywire again! The giveaway part was when my menses didn’t came at all when it was due in May. I waited 2 wks plus before I decided to do a test. A day after our 2nd year anniversary, I cannot hold the suspense any longer and decided to do a test. I purposely hide the pregnancy test kits from hubby and make sure that I did the test when hubby is not around. To me, even if there’s gonna be another disappointment next, let me be the one feeling it and hubby does not need to know. So the timing was right when that night, hubby decided to go to the shop for awhile. I jumped on the opportunity with a racing heart. Macam nak terkeluar jantung! The next thing I knew, I almost blackout seeing the positive sign for the 1st time. I ran all the way to my room to read the manuals on the box again for a confirmation. God knows how bad I was shaking and crying myself out at that very moment. I even did a second test even though I knew I don’t need to. When hubby came back from the shop, I passed him the test kit( while crying and shaking). He thought I saw a ghost in the toilet. Blunder! When he saw the positive sign, he hugged me so tight and I know how relieved it is to feel that way. That will be the most memorable moment for us ever. The rest is history… Gynae confirmed that Im 6 wks plus preggie upon my 1st checkup. That explains why I have problems every single day with Erwin. Why I suddenly have weird cravings, why I always end up an emotional wreck lately…. didn’t expect it to be beyond happiness at last. We are so happy, very happy and excited indeed. I am embracing this moment so preciously, praying every night to keep my pregnancy safe and to keep the lil one in there safe. I am always very worried, but I know its normal. Please pray for us…. Thank u to those who have congratulate us, who have suspected( very good willpower) and for those who are concerned. God bless u all… Till then, here’s a sneek pic of the new journey for me…. *my throat clenching eh typing these out. told u im an emotional wreck*. Can’t wait for the second scan… Update again soon insya’allah. Posted in Uncategorized | 10 Comments » PROTECTED: PASSWORD: BIRTHDAY(DDMMYY) May 14, 2010 This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: Posted in Uncategorized | Enter your password to view comments. A REASON TO BLOG May 4, 2010 Im back!!! Heh! I can only afford to post this once and then I will be gone again till God knows when… Can’t help it but my shift pattern at the new job is killing me. Im having a stagnant 6 days shift now with only 2 days off( considering that the 1st off day is after my night shift), guess it’s not even a complete 2 days. What to do… I have to work so be it. First shoutout is a big CONGRATULATIONS to one of my babesy sweetheart Faeza! As most of u now know, she is pregnant! The moment that I’m sure she and her hubby had been waiting for after a very long time. Allah has blessed her with that gift and happiness and I pray her well. Can’t wait for the big day… hehe! Babe, I am so happy for u really and will always be here whenever you need me. Thank you for meeting me up to break the news personally and for sharing the joy with me. Moving on, I guess I might just update a lil bit bout our last-minute Batam trip with the in-laws. I finally got a 3 days off and since father-in-law wanted to treat us, we packed our way to that shopping haven. The rest of the Batam trip is uploaded on FB. So I don’t bother to upload here ok. Time is precious lah. Had an outing with my work colleagues after our team meeting on 28 April. It was a blast having watched Bounty Hunter with them and had dinner at Sakura Downtown East. Bounty Hunter should be rated 5/5 for its hilarious storyline. Go watch it if u have not! Next on my list is the J-LO movie Back-Up Plan. That should be worth my pennies too. The whole lot of the Ladies in Pink. Nothing else matters since I got this job cos I am so grateful that I got into this team with great kakis and colleagues. Last but not least, I was invited last Sunday to a birthday party of Haziq and Nadya(Aisah’s son and Lina’s daughter). They are my online blogger acquaintace and somehow I decided to meet all of them for the very 1st time. I was kinda nervous actually but it felt good having to meet online mates whom you only see behind the screens and having small chats with familiar faces. Me n Aisah with the lil ones. Lil Lya is so chubby than what I expected! And so is Haziq! The bloggers.com. They were a friendly bunch thus that made my trip worthwhile. Didn’t manage to take pics with Duwi and some other familiar faces, but it was great to see them in person. Thanks so much Aisah and Lina for having us there! Till then, I gotta sleep now cos I have to give out some blood tmrw morning and then off to work. See you when I see you again. Signing off, ~Rina~ Posted in Uncategorized | 6 Comments » CANNOT BELIEVE IT! April 15, 2010 My elder brother was selected to be among the top-24 finalists of Anugerah Skrin 2010. My brother who don’t mix with Malays much, no many Malay friends and seldom speaks Malay except at home. OMG! Ada hidden talent pe abang aku?! Posted in 1 | 2 Comments » LETTING GO @ A CHEAPER PRICE March 16, 2010 I GOTTA LET GO OF THESE ITEMS SO I’VE DECIDED TO SELL IT AT A MUCH CHEAPER PRICE. KINDLY LEAVE A COMMENT OR EMAIL ME AT RINA_LOLITA86@LIVE.COM.SG IF YOU’RE INTERESTED. NOTE: MOST OF THESE ITEMS HAD NOT BEEN WORN BEFORE, UNLESS INDICATED. THE CLOTHES STILL COMES WITH TAGS. ONE PIECE ONLY FOR EACH ITEM SO GRAB FAST! MULTI MATCHING LACY COTTON LEGGING $7 Color:Grey Size:(Only fits S-M) Waist: 66-80CM Length: 90CM Fabric: Crystal Cotton + Lace ELEGANT BIG BOWKNOT PRINTED FAKE 2 PCS BLOUSE $8 *(SOLD) Color:As picture shown Size:(Only fits S-M) Bust: 86-102cm, Length (Back): 60cm, Length (Front Outer); 86cm, Shoulder: 38cm, Sleeves: 43cm, Sleeves Width: 20cm, Cuff: 32cm, Bottom Width: 65cm Fabric: Cotton + Chiffon High Elasticity CHARMING EMBROIDERED DRESS $10 *(RESERVED) Color:Blue, Size:(Only fits S-L) Bust: 90cm, Sleeves: 55cm, Shoulder: 38cm, Length: 78cm Fabric: Cotton MULTI MATCHING ELASTIC WAIST FLORET LAYERED CHIFFON SKIRT $5 Color: Purple Size:(Only fits S-M) Waist: 54-98cm, Length: 38cm Fabric: Chiffon CHIFFON $10 COLOR:PEACH, *(SOLD) Size:(Only fits S-L) Bust: 88CM, Shoulder: 36CM, Length: 78CM Fabric: Chiffon FRENCH PALACE LACE 2 PCS DRESS $12( RESERVED) Color:Off-White Size:(Only fits S-L) Bust: 82-88cm, Sleeves: 57cm, Shoulder: 38cm, Length: 75cm Fabric: Lace + Imitated Silk Inner Lining + Chiffon Bottom THE ITEM ABOVE HAS BEEN WORN ONCE. STILL IN GOOD CONDITION. LETTING GO FOR $12 THE ITEM ABOVE IS BRAND NEW AND HAVE NOT BEEN WORN BEFORE. FITS SIZE S-M. LETTING GO AT $8! ACCESSORIES UP FOR GRABS! NEVER BEEN WORN BEFORE. WOODEN BANGLES SELLING @ $5 EACH! PLEASE INDICATE WHICH BANGLES YOU’RE INTERESTED IN WHEN ORDERING. *(BANGLES 6,9,11 SOLD & RESERVED) *( BANGLES 2,3,5,7 SOLD) CLIP-ON BELTS @ $8 EACH!! BELTS ARE BEADED, 3 DIFFERENT DESIGNS, 3 DIFFERENT COLORS! SUITABLE FOR DRESSES OR TOPS. PLEASE INDICATE YOUR PREFERENCE WHEN ORDERING THE BELTS. EXAMPLE “BLACK/ BROWNISH/ BLUE”. (SOLD AND RESERVED) KINDLY EMAIL ME OR LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU’RE INTERESTED IN ANY OF THE ITEMS. I ONLY HAVE ONE PIECE FOR EACH ITEM, SO GRAB FAST!! Posted in 1 | 6 Comments » BALI TRIP March 14, 2010 Hello lovelies! If some of u readers might have realised, my existence around this blog has been pretty mundane lately. Not that I don’t want to, but nowadays I find that updating blogs are such a hassle and yeah, I do have the incy-wincy thought to close it. But what the hell right? After been doing it for so long, publishing all the fond( AND BITTER) memories and reminiscing it over and over again, I guess I should carry on. Not that active though, but I’ll try. So aniways….. I am officially a SAHM. Yessss, let me just dream on! My last day at my EX-WORKPLACE was 2nd March. Of which I did my clearance half hr earlier before the official countdown, bid my EX-COLLEAGUES goodbye( with a lil bit of tears from me of course. Ok, I lied. I was crying and nearly choking myself out, and of course all the hugs and drama before I went out that door to freedom. Heheh!) It was such a good feeling. You guys should do that one day( only if your workplace is like neraka jahanam okay?) Oooohh…. I love the feeling of naming everything “EX”. Ok, before I bore you further, as I’ve said before I was going to Bali on my last day of work. So there I was rushing down to the airport to check-in on time. Funny thing is, my grandparents, aunt, in-laws all sent us away as if we were migrating. Part pergi U.S tak ramai orang nk hantar pulak. They were there not for us aniway, for Erwin lah. Lucky little brat. Let’s just post some pics here before I lay into a hibernate mode. Day 1: These were taken in the airport while waiting for our flight to Bali… The lil one was very enthusiastic throughout the whole flight as it was his first. Good thing that he was not afraid at all, only whined when his ears got blocked. The moment we reached Bali, it was nighttime around 10plus PM. We checked-in to the budget hotel which we booked online earlier cos it was just for a night’s stay to sleep. The hotel costs USD29 and the picture shown online was not bad. Little did we know of the horror that we’re about to face. This is the hotel which is located at Legian. To our despair, it was like a backpackers’ room with four walls enclosed and 2 single beds. The toilet, Urrgh; it is located OUTSIDE the room! One plus point is that the place was clean. That’s all…. I am not shy to present my grumpy face upon seeing the condition of the room… Hahahahaha! Laugh all u want cos I did that too! Kurang asam nye husband. Well, we argued for abit but was okay after that. Alah,better than sleeping on the streets kan? So, here’s the simple room; Immediately after settling down, we were all feeling hungry. We decided to scoured for food by the street. It was such a disaster too as there were pubs everywhere on our left and right. Very happening nightlife there but definitely not for us with a small kid in tow. Thus we somehow felt uncomfortable being in that district. We grabbed our dinner/ supper and then headed back to the hotel. Day 2: We checked out of the hotel to move into a Villa next. This was also booked online in advance and seriously in my heart, I was telling myself “please let this be a good one”. Thank God when we reached, it was something that I expected for a vacation stay. The weather there is hot, dry and humid. Worse than here and we can’t help sweating all the time. We went shopping after lunch, roaming the streets for goodies. Seriously, the prices are not worth buying cos 1) It is a tourist hotspot with lots of Angmohs thus they mark-up the price, 2) The people there will give a stuck-up treatment if you bargained too much. (Well, that’s what I thought based on my experience there). At night, we had seafood by the beach at Jinbaran. The food was not that great but the atmosphere was the perks of it all. Day 3: Again we went shopping and we realised there’s nothing much to shop cos everywhere is the same. I, however, loved shopping for their handmade accessories. They have lots of those shops which sells tons of accessories like wooden bangles, beaded necklaces, earrings all for a good bargain Then while walking by the street, we saw this. Not sure what ceremony this is, but pretty interesting; Day4 was our last day at Bali. So we shopped for the last minute stuffs that we wanted. Went to the spa, the boys had their last swim in the villa’s pool before we pack up for our flight home. Time felt like it was never adequate for us and it was only for a short moment away from reality. The rest of the pics are in FB. Took so long for the pics to upload here but when it comes to reminiscing these precious moments by reading about it instead of just by looking at the pictures, I think it still feels good to blog. So aniways, what have I been doing so far? I had the most tiring and hectic week compared to my working life. Cos from what I can remember, I haven’t had the time to have my beauty sleep when it comes to sending Erwin to school everyday, entertaining him the whole day and going for several interviews on other days. Also managed to squeeze some time to have a dinner gathering with my ex-Nike kakis at Sakura( Cairnhill). I looked dark I know…. Hehe, that is so not necessary. I think that’s all for now. Hope to blog again soon, open a new chapter in my career and praying that my plans work well. Insya’Allah… Posted in 1 | 2 Comments » SO TYPICAL AH THIS MAT!! February 15, 2010 If you still don’t know what a typical Mat is like, then I guess u should read this:- http://www.typicalmatsays.blogspot.com/ Enjoy reading! Cos it definitely will make you laugh at the traits of the typical MAT melayu. For now, I am still loving my Mat very much. 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