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not it onetwothree NOTES ON THE PERPETUAL DEFERRAL OF BEING This scrawl here that preserves in its (literary) texture what it loses being prettified in the neo-modernist conventions of universal design and in the san-serif font so distant from what I scratched illegibly on paper with a pen. I have stopped writing—writing is too full of temptation: to nostalgia (for the inkpot and quil), to self-love (I had tender feelings for the brutal gestures of my own hand), to self-loathing (the pen's ink is too much like blood and draws sickly, confessional prose). * more THINKING I was struck by this: ... in thinking we are able to develop new political forms, big or small. Put differently, the future used to depend on action; now it depends on thinking. [ * thinking ] * more WATCHSPRING A twist on the key tensions the main spring until there is no play left. But the steady tension of that wind turns the clock's arms in measured jumps. In the escapement, the wheel is caught and released discreetly, and seconds don't run like fluid around the face. it is two, and then it is three – the in-between is a blur. Time was digital even when it was analog, as those teeth and cogs ensure. [ * computation * digital * time ] LISTEN listen I hear my father breathing [ * breathing * death * emptiness * father * observation * poetry ] * more EGG I had a dream which featured two eggs. One egg when I cracked it, was more mature than I had anticipated. Out of it came a grey-feathered chick, and I registered surprise as it emerged tentatively, awkwardly from its confinement, very much alive. [ * death * dreams * grotesque ] * more DOLL It was already a few days back that I dreamed this: a doll made of flesh. It stood statuesquely in a clearing, out of doors. It was too big, not just for interiors to accommodate, but to really be a doll — a thing that would serve a child for play. I saw it like one does a tree that stands above the others, or an outcropping of rocks emerging lifeless from a verdant canopy. [ * dreams * grotesque ] * more UNCERTAIN A humble suspension of certainty seems necessary ... almost always: in order that a conversation can take place; in order to think. Otherwise there is no motion, no mobility in argument, in reasoning, in dialectics. There has to be a space: an empty position as a kind of parameterization so that one can entertain possibilities serially. Not just one hand and then the other, but this that and the other: or, or, or. Something might fit. And judgment might be made. But the entrance of judgment depends on a parade of alternatives, not on an a priori certainty. Judgment is a choice, an imposition, a selection. [ * conversation * rhetoric * theory * uncertainty ] * more SUPERNUMERARY My first encounter with the word was in the dentist's office. My brother had an extra tooth. Its surgical removal was painful and grotesque, as was the small bit of bone extracted from his jaw. It made sense to me in some way, that this disgusting bit of flesh was a part of my brother, whom, for “psychological” reasons, I suppose, I had already associated with deformity. [ * excess * grotesque * sublime ] * more * 1 * 2 * 3 * 4 * next › * last » * text * index * contact * onetwothree * state of the union * webdev agency architecture attention bad blankness boredom breathing computation concept containment conversation death depression digital dreams emptiness epithet excess failure father gender grotesque guilt here identity indictment language loss love lust masculinity memory metaphor mind narratology observation persuasion place pleasure poetry politics prison property proposal prose public questions quotation resignation rhetoric sex sickness sophistry space structure sublime terrorism theory thinking time trouble uncertainty unrealized value violence vision writing By Brad Borevitz under Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 US License.