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I've moved. Follow me at: www.amaliiaah.wordpress.com

Blogspot or wordpress.
Wordpress or blogspot.

Okay, fickly.

Bye blogspot.
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Love always.




BUDAK KECIK YANG BELUM TAHU WHAT IS LOVE.


POSTED ON: SATURDAY, DECEMBER 31, 2011 @ 9:24 AM | 0 COMMENTS



Hello world.

I am sitting on my reading chair that daddy just bought for me. Haha. Okay,
actually, it's for everyone uhs. Anyways, thanks to Cik Kam, there's a link to
watch Ombak Rindu. Hehehe. Thank you so much Cik Kam. (:

It's New Years Eve today and I suppose Daddy and Mum got plans for all of us.
Haha. I miss my dearest cousins uhs. It's been ages since I last meet them.
Haha. Missed those camwhoring sessions too much. Ohs, and missed my bitching
sessions with Firah. Haha. Today might be going grandma's house again. Check out
how aunty is after her chemotherapy. I feel a sense of responsibility now you
know, to her. It's like she's part of my life now. And I love her more than I
love myself - just like how I love Ibu, Ayah & Aleem.

Okaylahs, I want continue reading now. The malay novel that I read is just too
good to put down. Teeheez.

Love always.




IN BETWEEN DECISIONS.


POSTED ON: FRIDAY, DECEMBER 30, 2011 @ 12:31 PM | 0 COMMENTS


Hello world.

Should I or should I not? Am i making the correct decisions? Okay whatever.

Love, me.




PROMISES, FOREVER AFTER.


POSTED ON: WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 28, 2011 @ 7:28 PM | 0 COMMENTS



hello world.
There are 3 days left in 2011. Afterwords, it's off to another grueling year -
2012. The year where alot of things are bound to happen and ultimately, alot of
changes are bound to take place. 2011 itself, have been a roller coster ride and
a fast paced journey nonetheless but at the same time, I learnt to be a more
stronger and less judgmental person. Which is a good, good thing. Really.

When 2012 kicks in, there's going to be little space to breathe. What's with
preparations for A-levels, Manifestasi and tutoring more kids now and at the
same time striving for my personal goals, it can really be a hectic one.
Nonetheless, I truly hope that all will be well and smooth sailing so that I can
come out of it unscathed. Even if there are bruises, I hope that it won't be
anything major. Insyallah.

Honestly, I am afraid to see the outcome of 2012. Because, me being me, I am
afraid that I won't be able to adapt or cope with the pressure and stress that
surrounds me. Anyways, put that aside for now. Hmm, it truly amazes me how
someone so far (like physically and distance wise) can read through me like an
open book. I know that my mood swings are apparent but the fact that one notices
and that one asks about it show's how observant that person is to my
surroundings.

Because naturally, people might overlook. Especially, if that person isn't
really an important fixture or aspect in one's life. Sometimes, I feel guilty
for doubting and wondering and truly asking myself if you're since. The year is
coming to an end now, but I am still brittle with trust. That made me a
vulnerable person right? Maybe it's cos, I witnessed alot of unhappy endings
where trust is in concern. To some, trust doesn't matter anymore. It's more of
enjoyment and well, bliss without it. And for some, blind trust leads them to
believing and unable to let go although circumstances didn't allow them to be
together anymore. Because sometimes, the other party is just too nice to deserve
the pain inflicted.

I fear to trust. Not only in myself. But in the people around me. And mum always
tell me, 'don't ever trust others easily.' So right now, I am still dancing that
awkward dance of trust, mistrust and trust. And I wonder and ponder for every
single waking moment of my life, if all of this is truly sincere. If you mean
what you say The fear of getting hurt again is just very high. That's why I'd
rather things stay the way they are. Maybe, when Im older enough and are more
able to make better judgements for myself, than i'll consider things in other
perspectives. Oh wells, let time decide.

As for personal life, I suppose won't be bothering much this 2012. Haha. As per
usual, all relationship stuff is at the back of my mind - not ready yet, I'll
always say. Hehe. *grins coyly* For now, it's all fun and nothing too serious.
Thank god I am not too busy looking for the perfect person to fill up that spot
in my heart. Hahaha. At least, the odds of me finding an imperfect person that I
could be perfectly happy and contented with is possible. (: Hahaha.

Sometimes I guess, we're just different yet similar in a way. Sama tapi tak
serupa. We have different views about different things and our style of working
is different. I'm more of a morning person, while you can't really get up in the
morning. Hehe, lazy bum. I'm more of the traditional stay at home kind of girl
who did household chores, cook sometimes, and do boring stuff like reading and
writing in my diary while you're the never stay home kind - always on the go,
always somewhere and always in the company of someone. Restless to stay at home,
I must say.

But I'm glad, to see that most of your holidays this year is spent with your
family. Yet, in the midst of it all, we're similar in that sense that we're
super stubborn and unrelenting, perfectionists at heart and wanted the best for
the people that we love the most in the world. But at the same time, we can be
sweetly annoying, irritating and argue with each other over trivial stuff like
nobody's business. Hahaha.

But still, a definite improvement from our primary school days where we can't
stand each other for a second - me hating you for every single minute that you
were in my class. Haha. Recalled those times where we'll just roll our eyes at
each other and you always have some smart remark to make. Oh yes, to top it all
up, the one where we wanted our CCA to win the Inter-UG race. Hehe. Which Red
Cross consecutively won, year after year after year. Hahaha. Those old meridian
moments. Oh wells.

On this note, cheers to all the wonderful people who made my 2011 a wonderful
and blessed one. (:

Love always.







THIS WORD CALLED UNDERSTANDING.


POSTED ON: MONDAY, DECEMBER 26, 2011 @ 6:48 PM | 0 COMMENTS



hello world.

First and foremost, I think I'm the kind of girl that sucks at understanding. I
can empathize but understanding something or someone for that
matter doesn't come naturally to me. So, I suppose most of the time, I tend to
jump to conclusions or make my own assumptions about things and people. Even
though most of the times, I deny that I assume things.

Anyway, humans are complex individuals. They're neither black or white. Neither
this nor that. Always homogenous. Always in between things. And always in the
middle. It's like at one point, you think you know them. You think you can read
them but it turns out that they're a different person altogether. Sometimes, if
you're lucky, they're really nice. But other times, you just feel that you
misinterpreted them.

It happens a lot for me. Having to tread on unsure grounds most of the time.
It's like I have to pray hard that their mood is okay before I say what I want
to say. And I have to keep on playing that guessing game for God-knows-how long.
I mean, I know that people are not meant to be open book and it's actually
thrilling to find out stuff about them - nopes, not snooping of course but to
naturally find out. It's like you feel that kind of connection that you had with
that person even though he or she may be miles away. But knowing just a little
piece of their life, connects you with them.

There's a saying that goes, seek to understand others first before asking
yourself to be understood. I think it's true. Because, understanding others is a
truly difficult process. One would rather beg to be be understood than to
understand. Does understanding someone means that you trust them to open up to
you honestly?

love always.

PS: Mampukah aku meruntuhkan tembok kedinginanmu?


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MOVED


POSTED ON: MONDAY, JANUARY 2, 2012 @ 9:39 AM | 0 COMMENTS


Hello world.

I've moved. Follow me at: www.amaliiaah.wordpress.com

Blogspot or wordpress.
Wordpress or blogspot.

Okay, fickly.

Bye blogspot.
Hello Wordpress!

Love always.




BUDAK KECIK YANG BELUM TAHU WHAT IS LOVE.


POSTED ON: SATURDAY, DECEMBER 31, 2011 @ 9:24 AM | 0 COMMENTS



Hello world.

I am sitting on my reading chair that daddy just bought for me. Haha. Okay,
actually, it's for everyone uhs. Anyways, thanks to Cik Kam, there's a link to
watch Ombak Rindu. Hehehe. Thank you so much Cik Kam. (:

It's New Years Eve today and I suppose Daddy and Mum got plans for all of us.
Haha. I miss my dearest cousins uhs. It's been ages since I last meet them.
Haha. Missed those camwhoring sessions too much. Ohs, and missed my bitching
sessions with Firah. Haha. Today might be going grandma's house again. Check out
how aunty is after her chemotherapy. I feel a sense of responsibility now you
know, to her. It's like she's part of my life now. And I love her more than I
love myself - just like how I love Ibu, Ayah & Aleem.

Okaylahs, I want continue reading now. The malay novel that I read is just too
good to put down. Teeheez.

Love always.




IN BETWEEN DECISIONS.


POSTED ON: FRIDAY, DECEMBER 30, 2011 @ 12:31 PM | 0 COMMENTS


Hello world.

Should I or should I not? Am i making the correct decisions? Okay whatever.

Love, me.




PROMISES, FOREVER AFTER.


POSTED ON: WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 28, 2011 @ 7:28 PM | 0 COMMENTS



hello world.
There are 3 days left in 2011. Afterwords, it's off to another grueling year -
2012. The year where alot of things are bound to happen and ultimately, alot of
changes are bound to take place. 2011 itself, have been a roller coster ride and
a fast paced journey nonetheless but at the same time, I learnt to be a more
stronger and less judgmental person. Which is a good, good thing. Really.

When 2012 kicks in, there's going to be little space to breathe. What's with
preparations for A-levels, Manifestasi and tutoring more kids now and at the
same time striving for my personal goals, it can really be a hectic one.
Nonetheless, I truly hope that all will be well and smooth sailing so that I can
come out of it unscathed. Even if there are bruises, I hope that it won't be
anything major. Insyallah.

Honestly, I am afraid to see the outcome of 2012. Because, me being me, I am
afraid that I won't be able to adapt or cope with the pressure and stress that
surrounds me. Anyways, put that aside for now. Hmm, it truly amazes me how
someone so far (like physically and distance wise) can read through me like an
open book. I know that my mood swings are apparent but the fact that one notices
and that one asks about it show's how observant that person is to my
surroundings.

Because naturally, people might overlook. Especially, if that person isn't
really an important fixture or aspect in one's life. Sometimes, I feel guilty
for doubting and wondering and truly asking myself if you're since. The year is
coming to an end now, but I am still brittle with trust. That made me a
vulnerable person right? Maybe it's cos, I witnessed alot of unhappy endings
where trust is in concern. To some, trust doesn't matter anymore. It's more of
enjoyment and well, bliss without it. And for some, blind trust leads them to
believing and unable to let go although circumstances didn't allow them to be
together anymore. Because sometimes, the other party is just too nice to deserve
the pain inflicted.

I fear to trust. Not only in myself. But in the people around me. And mum always
tell me, 'don't ever trust others easily.' So right now, I am still dancing that
awkward dance of trust, mistrust and trust. And I wonder and ponder for every
single waking moment of my life, if all of this is truly sincere. If you mean
what you say The fear of getting hurt again is just very high. That's why I'd
rather things stay the way they are. Maybe, when Im older enough and are more
able to make better judgements for myself, than i'll consider things in other
perspectives. Oh wells, let time decide.

As for personal life, I suppose won't be bothering much this 2012. Haha. As per
usual, all relationship stuff is at the back of my mind - not ready yet, I'll
always say. Hehe. *grins coyly* For now, it's all fun and nothing too serious.
Thank god I am not too busy looking for the perfect person to fill up that spot
in my heart. Hahaha. At least, the odds of me finding an imperfect person that I
could be perfectly happy and contented with is possible. (: Hahaha.

Sometimes I guess, we're just different yet similar in a way. Sama tapi tak
serupa. We have different views about different things and our style of working
is different. I'm more of a morning person, while you can't really get up in the
morning. Hehe, lazy bum. I'm more of the traditional stay at home kind of girl
who did household chores, cook sometimes, and do boring stuff like reading and
writing in my diary while you're the never stay home kind - always on the go,
always somewhere and always in the company of someone. Restless to stay at home,
I must say.

But I'm glad, to see that most of your holidays this year is spent with your
family. Yet, in the midst of it all, we're similar in that sense that we're
super stubborn and unrelenting, perfectionists at heart and wanted the best for
the people that we love the most in the world. But at the same time, we can be
sweetly annoying, irritating and argue with each other over trivial stuff like
nobody's business. Hahaha.

But still, a definite improvement from our primary school days where we can't
stand each other for a second - me hating you for every single minute that you
were in my class. Haha. Recalled those times where we'll just roll our eyes at
each other and you always have some smart remark to make. Oh yes, to top it all
up, the one where we wanted our CCA to win the Inter-UG race. Hehe. Which Red
Cross consecutively won, year after year after year. Hahaha. Those old meridian
moments. Oh wells.

On this note, cheers to all the wonderful people who made my 2011 a wonderful
and blessed one. (:

Love always.







THIS WORD CALLED UNDERSTANDING.


POSTED ON: MONDAY, DECEMBER 26, 2011 @ 6:48 PM | 0 COMMENTS



hello world.

First and foremost, I think I'm the kind of girl that sucks at understanding. I
can empathize but understanding something or someone for that
matter doesn't come naturally to me. So, I suppose most of the time, I tend to
jump to conclusions or make my own assumptions about things and people. Even
though most of the times, I deny that I assume things.

Anyway, humans are complex individuals. They're neither black or white. Neither
this nor that. Always homogenous. Always in between things. And always in the
middle. It's like at one point, you think you know them. You think you can read
them but it turns out that they're a different person altogether. Sometimes, if
you're lucky, they're really nice. But other times, you just feel that you
misinterpreted them.

It happens a lot for me. Having to tread on unsure grounds most of the time.
It's like I have to pray hard that their mood is okay before I say what I want
to say. And I have to keep on playing that guessing game for God-knows-how long.
I mean, I know that people are not meant to be open book and it's actually
thrilling to find out stuff about them - nopes, not snooping of course but to
naturally find out. It's like you feel that kind of connection that you had with
that person even though he or she may be miles away. But knowing just a little
piece of their life, connects you with them.

There's a saying that goes, seek to understand others first before asking
yourself to be understood. I think it's true. Because, understanding others is a
truly difficult process. One would rather beg to be be understood than to
understand. Does understanding someone means that you trust them to open up to
you honestly?

love always.

PS: Mampukah aku meruntuhkan tembok kedinginanmu?


← Older / ♥ back up ♥