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AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.

if a slave is unaware they are, are they a slave?unsane1May 31st, 8:27reposted
by aesam
education, careerism, capitalism, religion -- in short modern society -- is
slavery obfuscated by layers of abstraction
if you're reading this from the far future: some of us knew
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George EliotqotdrssMay 29th, 16:31reposted by aesam

"Blessed is the man who, having nothing to say, abstains from giving wordy
evidence of the fact."

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An analysis of the Three Body Problem seriesaesamMay 21st, 13:10

By being someone who's read the first book thrice and the rest twice, loving the
trilogy as much as I do, I've waited for the film adaptation for a whole year. I
don't like how it 'became' British, because the book is wholly Chinese, god
bless Cixin Liu. And now I finally get to understand the direction, screenplay,
and accurateness, although I won't brag about its accuracy, but a series has
every right to reinterpret(slightly), the book it adapts. 

I doubted that the Netflix version would be particularly faithful to the book.
They need to appeal to Western viewers who are going to want fast-paced action
and an over-the-top depiction of the story.

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The deviations from the book are not my ground of expertise as Liu Cixin said he
gave his blessing for them to change things. Maybe he likes the changes, but
those two are completely different.It is a beautiful series with excellent
graphics. I wrongfully accused it in the beginning, although it had its slight
faults, but I think their worthy of the hype and I cannot wait for S2. 

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RUSHMORE — Wes AndersonaesamMay 20th, 12:27

I never thought I'd like any Wes Anderson more than I liked The Grand Budapest
or Darjeeling Ltd, but Rushmore was WHAM

It hit me like this, because I'm so very personally affectionate, to the
character, the storyline, the lunacy, the idiosyncrasy, the beauty of the raw
emotions that I can still, only discover in a Wes Anderson movie. Watch Wes
Anderson when high, I always tell.

The main character Max Fisher writing plays in a Pynchonesque style, perfection
at its best, I believe I've found my new comfort film. With the fact that I'm so
much like Fisher, and the lovely vibe, the je ne sais quoi ideal of this whole
thing, ravishing and simply rural.

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Bronte magicaesamMay 13th, 11:31

I think, as a kid, I liked a Brontosaurus this much because of the Bronte
sisters. I love them, especially Charlotte Bronte, and her awesome, wonderful,
heart breaking, breath taking Jane Eyre, which has made me cry again. 

> “If all the world hated you and believed you wicked, while your own conscience
approved you, and absolved you from guilt, you would not be without friends.” —
Charlotte Brontë (1847), Jane Eyre, chapter 8.

What this meant is that so long as Jane does what is right (that is, what her
conscience approves) she will not lack for people who sympathize and support
her, even if it appears that “all the world” hates her. 'Friends' here
therefore, means something more than just mutual companions, but eternal
informality and intimacy.

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In The Last Temptation of Christ, by Nikos KazantzakisaesamMay 10th, 12:45

I wish God would love me like he loved Jesus. I need it now, the most. I lack it
and I feel hopeless about living. When there is no hope there is no life.
Dredging through the heat of cities and the sounds of laughter that are
impenetrable to me, covered in a shell that suffocates and annihilates my
ideals, I'm diminishing and becoming nothing because I lack love.

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Space oddity (1964)petro_gulakMay 5th, 10:52reposted by aesam

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Sontag- An Argument about BeautyaesamMay 5th, 10:50

The less ‘uplifting’ beauty of face and body remains the most commonly visited
site of the beautiful Beauty (should you choose to use the word that way) is
deep, not superficial; hidden, sometimes, rather than obvious; consoling, not
troubling; indestructible, as in art, rather than ephemeral, as in nature.
Beauty, the stipulatively uplifting kind, perdures.
When that notorious beauty-lover Oscar Wilde announced in The Decay of Lying,
“Nobody of any real culture ever talks about the beauty of a sunset. Sunsets are
quite old-fashioned,” sunsets reeled under the blow, then recovered.
The sick are interesting, as Nietzsche points out. The wicked, too. To name
something as interesting implies challenging old orders of praise.
The beauty of art is better, ‘higher,’ according to Hegel, than the beauty of
nature because it is made by human beings and is the work of the spirit.
Imagine saying, “That sunset is interesting.”

https://www.amacad.org/publication/argument-about-beauty

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Democracy's Endgame, Arundhati RoyaesamMay 4th, 18:40
 * Democracy and free market entirely around the idea of maximizing profit, or
   so those that pretend to be democracies
 * system of representative democracy, too much representation, too little
   democracy 
 * repression through proper channels that block resistance through proper
   channels(1915 armenian genocide, turkey) 
 * the organic relationship between genocide and development 
 * capitalism winning its jihad against soviet communism(afghanistan) 
 * the comprador country 
 * atmosphere almost fascist 
 * infestation is genocide vocabulary 
 * MOUist, not maoist 
 * there is an economy of information, no one can know everything 
 * gandhi get your gun here, or I'll be lynched

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The Mirror, Tarkovsky(1974)aesamMay 2nd, 9:24





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Persona(Swedish), 1966aesamApril 29th, 10:22

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Virginia Woolf — 'How should one read a book?'aesamApril 25th, 19:23

In the first place, I want to emphasize the note of interrogation at the end of
my title. Even if I could answer the question for myself, the answer would apply
only to me and not to you. The only advice, indeed, that one person can give
another about reading is to take no advice, to follow your own instincts, to use
your own reason, to come to your own conclusions. If this is agreed between us,
then I feel at liberty to put forward a few ideas and suggestions because you
will not allow them to fetter that independence which is the most important
quality that a reader can possess. After all, what laws can be laid down about
books? The battle of Waterloo was certainly fought on a certain day; but is
Hamlet a better play than Lear? Nobody can say. Each must decide that question
for himself. To admit authorities, however heavily furred and gowned, into our
libraries and let them tell us how to read, what to read, what value to place
upon what we read, is to destroy the spirit of freedom which is the breath of
those sanctuaries. Everywhere else we may be bound by laws and conventions—there
we have none.

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Yet who reads to bring about an end, however desirable? Are there not some
pursuits that we practise because they are good in themselves, and some
pleasures that are final? And is not this among them? I have sometimes dreamt,
at least, that when the Day of Judgment dawns and the great conquerors and
lawyers and statesmen come to receive their rewards—their crowns, their laurels,
their names carved indelibly upon imperishable marble—the Almighty will turn to
Peter and will say, not without a certain envy when he sees us coming with our
books under our arms, "Look, these need no reward. We have nothing to give them
here. They have loved reading."

THE END

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Rewatch The French DispatchaesamApril 25th, 11:11

If you haven't watched it yet, you must. It's Wes Anderson's greatest.

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Scenes from the Darjeeling Limited — Wes AndersonaesamApril 23rd, 12:04

Why do I like it so much? Excellent background music, artistic shooting, a movie
that starts from nowhere and ends nowhere, it just is, being itself, characters
that develop remarkably, the compassion that I never see anywhere else, deprived
of nothing but love, searching for love, finding everything but it, characters I
can relate to, scenes I adore.





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A revisionaesamApril 23rd, 9:25

I'm swamped with books to read, & recently I stopped marginalia after reading a
book that had marginalia: it constricted my reading comprehension because
someone else's thoughts coexisted with mine and contaminated my understanding of
the same text. My withdrawal was quite abrupt, so I needed a separate book to
write about the text, a reading notebook; if you wish. It's a more laborious
process than marginalia, writing with pen and paper & noting page numbers, but
all for the sake of a future reader who may not wish to muddle their reading
with my scribbles.

Thus I have to revise my older reading list, making it concise(One Greek
play/poetry, 2 easier books, one harder book, one non-fiction) each week.

This Week:
1. The Aeneid — Virgil
2. History of the Decline and Fall of Roman Empire — Gibbon
3. Virginia Woolf's Diaries
4. Swann's Way — Proust(re-reading)
5. The Common Reader — Virginia Woolf

I have noticed that in stream of consciousness writings like Proust's In Search
of Lost Time, it is much easier to forget what one wants to remember, similar to
Ullysus. I have to reread them all.

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The Royal Tenenbaums — Wes Anderson, a movie that critically disassembles a
family.aesamApril 22nd, 10:41
reading Anton Chekhov! MY! She's me fr

Opening song was the instrumental version of the Beatles' 'Hey Jude'. Very
faintly, beautiful songs(excellent choices, even Nico's These Days) hums over
the entire movie, in trumpet, in crescendo, violin, cello, different parts
saturating into the beautifully colored movie another one of my favorite Wes
Andersons.

Margot even has a model of sets, a darkroom, and does ballet.
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What I am reading this weekaesamApril 20th, 19:04

1. Feeding the Mind — Lewis Carrol

2. The Common Reader — Virginia Woolf

3. The Game of Logic — Lewis Carrol

4. Leviathan — Thomas Hobbes

5. The Poetry of Architecture — John Ruskin

6. The Seven Lamps of Architecture — John Ruskin

7. The Vindication of the Rights of Women — Mary Shelley

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Trying LJ25 challenge for a changeaesamApril 19th, 6:27




1. LJ appeared in April 1999, the year when I…was not born yet, but totally
thought I was going to end up somewhere in Andromeda.

2. As a child, I wanted to become a…dinosaur, specifically the Yi Qi, whose
fossil was discovered around my childhood, I was obsessed with paleontology. 

3. My favorite school subject was…Mathematics, until I discovered the joys of
looking out the window.

4. The tune of my carefree youth is...The Carpenters, On Top of the World.

5. Books (or an authors) that influenced me... Noam Chomsky, Virginia Woolf,
Marcel Proust, Arundhati Roy.

6. A city (or cities) I truly love...Kashmir and Paris(the land of Proust)

7. I started an LJ blog in 2020,  because I wanted...to type my feelings out.
Instead I channeled new emotions in.

8. The catch phrase that nearest and dearest recognize me by…"what a joke."

9. A movie I’m never tired to watch again...any Wes Anderson. Personally I loved
the Grand Budapest Hotel and Darjeeling ltd. I love Wes Anderson, Wong Kar Wai,
Martin Scorsese.

10. When I am 25, I will like…to drink coffee without sugar, and weekends.

11. I can’t live a day without....sending a meme to someone.

12. An LJ post I’d like to recommend to everyone…all of mine. thanks.

13. I’m proud of…my cat. She's done a very good job annoying everybody, she's
got my genes.

15. My favorite LJ blog(s)- unsane1, btripp, annvole,fryusha, evseygribovsky

16. My favorite LJ community (-ies) your_food_today, math_in_school,
math_lovers, mathart, nihilists

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Happy Birthday Sylvia darling dearestaesamApril 12th, 14:36
Current Mood: thankfulCurrent Music:wagner

If you were coming in the Fall,
I’d brush the Summer by
With half a smile, and half a spurn,
As Housewives do, a Fly …
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Russian or Chinese?aesamApril 2nd, 14:06
I'm currently semi-free(in twelve days I shall be as free as a baby), and I was
thinking that I should learn a new language. There's a joke on russian
livejournal - 'optimists study english, pessimists study chinese, and realists
learn the working of a kalashnikov rifle.'
But I really (now), doubt the world domination of China when Russia has so much
more potential.
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Dear David Foster Wallace, you stole my soul...or did I steal yours?aesamMarch
29th, 11:54
Current Mood: nerdy
If you like reading Virgina Woolf, then it is very very easy to fall in pace
with the rhythm of DFW. The same, 'stream of consciousness' style of writing. He
puts the post, in post modernism, so wildly unique and yet very approachable. I
do realise that some people hate him for the length(Infinite Jest, The Pale
King), but start with the small stuff, like 'consider the lobster' or 'this is
water', and my personal favorite 'big red son'.

links for free pdfs from some shady chinese downloading website(that still has a
good interface, imo)
1/ cambridge dfw reader(if you need help understanding some works)
https://www.doc88.com/p-73647515821741.html
2/ how to write like dfw
https://www.slideshare.net/nstearns/david-foster-wallace-writing
3/another collection of free dfw writings https://tetw.org/David_Foster_Wallace
4/the essay(Hail the returning dragon, clothed in new
fire)https://www.doc88.com/p-956219109794.html
5/the broom of the system(novel) https://www.doc88.com/p-85329339464883.html
6/wiggle room(essay)https://www.doc88.com/p-6438636582772.html
7/ this is water(essay) https://www.doc88.com/p-67747315159047.html
8/ THE DFW READER(HAS ALOT OF HIS ESSAYS)
https://www.doc88.com/p-00729128441987.html
9/ sort of a biography https://www.doc88.com/p-97839165350509.html
10/consider the lobster(essay) https://www.doc88.com/p-9919926895149.html
11/oblivion(essay collection) https://www.doc88.com/p-40529398849440.html
12/girl with curious hair(essay collection)
https://www.doc88.com/p-3929649425778.html
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damn that's interestingaesamMarch 27th, 1:02
A training ground in China's Inner Mongolia is a replica of the road network
near Taiwan's Presidential Palace.



https://thediplomat.com/2015/08/satellite-imagery-from-china-suggests-mock-invasion-of-taiwan/
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possessive passion and obsession- my new idolaesamMarch 16th, 8:16
I started getting obsessed with Woolf a year after I read To the Lighthouse,
Mrs. Dalloway, The Waves, A Room of One's Own, and Orlando. It took a whole year
to process that I was in fact getting into my Woolf era, pretty late.

Now I've read up two biographies(one by Quentin Bell and the other by Alexa
Harris), and I've searched up everything, tried to read everything, to grasp a
fleeting genius, to understand, in a very masked calmness, my own anxiety of
originality.

Some gem websites in my sleuth
https://fleursdumal.nl/mag/category/fictionandnonfiction/fiction-short-stories/virginia-woolf
https://archive.org/details/virginiawoolf0000harr
https://archive.org/details/lettersofvirgini0001wool/page/n14/mode/1up
https://archive.org/details/lettersofvirgini0001wool/page/18/mode/1up?view=theater
https://archive.org/details/isbn_2800156935809
Almost all her books:
https://onlinebooks.library.upenn.edu/webbin/book/lookupnamekey=Woolf%2C%20Virginia%2C%201882%2D1941
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Uber Esser- Superfluous EatersaesamMarch 14th, 10:45
Current Mood: angry
They ask, how does a Gandhian India have so much violence in it? Gandhian
philosophy is an act, a stage play that requires an audience. In the depths of a
forest where there is no one to watch, how can the starved displaced tribes
stage a hunger strike?

I heard about superfluous eaters from an unoriginal point of view at first. The
Operation Green Hunt in India to track down Maoists in India that joined radical
forces to oppose the mining that was conducted by the signing of MOU. Bauxite in
Assam itself cost over a billion.
Scholars say the way to create superfluous eaters is to dehumanize them- either
by demonizing or making them faceless citizens, so that they 'disappear' into
the forest, living in constant fear of ambush. By dehumanizing them, the rest of
consumer India's conscience remains unaffected(to get something unlike the
response to CAA right now).
When the whole world turns a blind eye, the villagers have nothing but to turn
to Maoism. Operation Green Hunt was a failure, it only created more naxalites.
The only success is that it created superfluous eaters(a Nazi term).

Hitler planned the annihilation of superfluous eaters through famine. All of
Poland, USSR, Czechoslovakia were to be converted into large German settlement
areas, which would entail 'resetting'(or killing), 30-50 million present
inhabitants of those areas. This was a draft of the GPO(General Plan for the
East). Hitler wanted people to have one justification for existence- "to be of
use for them economically." A horrible stretch of this idiocy was the hunger
strategy(depriving USSR of food to feed the German military), which had a
devastating impact on soviet population. These were superfluous eaters, too
starved to wander around to barter food. The famine was later culminated into
Hitlers plan for the final solution, and it was the prime method of 'getting
rid' of Nazi's racial and ideological enemies.

This is genocide. After the outcome of CAA, India is no better, spiraling unto
itself, creating a deathtrap under divisions. It is only a matter of time before
more of us become superfluous eaters.
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HahahahaaesamJuly 26th, 2023
Here's what happened after Covid vaccines were made available in the US: "The
excess death rate among Republican voters was 43% higher than the excess death
rate among Democratic voters." 43% is a *massive* difference in outcome.
Literally a death cult.
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Remote control power playaesamMay 7th, 2023
Current Music:lord huron
As an intenet pundit known to be on the cutting edge of the cutting edge(ouch,
it hurts!), I suppose I can't completely ignore the phenomenon known as New
Media.
Not that I object to technological inventions, I like that my words can be read
by anyone, anywhere, day or night.
Yet I dread the day when printed word is regarded completely obsolete by
interactive broadand digital communication. It's so much easier to throw a book
at your sibling.

Will Meta become the giant breathtaking Uber edia, or just a shovelfull of crap?
And how will this affect developments in copyright law, privacy and lame
homepages featuring way too many pictures of someone's cat?

Sure, the idea of new media is flashy and more lively than the stone tablet, but
as long as Musk continues to fail, and countries still have civil wars like its
1984, nothing will change.
That's what's old about the new media.
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Plastic surgery....ickaesamMay 1st, 2023
Trust me, I'm all for plastic surgeries. What's cooler than cutting up people
with their permission, all thanks to deluded image of 'prettiness'?
Perhaps they undergo suffering to change themselves because they're afraid of
looking inside themselves and finding emptiness. Does tweaking the way your body
looks create an illusion of depth among shallow minds?

Amundo, I'm truly annoyed.

Maybe the cosmetic surgeons should be more creative. How about an extra hand or
a monkey tail to hang about trees, or skin pockets? Inbuilt weaponry sounds
awesome.

Personal inflictions caused because of a close proximity nose job. I heard it
caved in after two weeks.

Yours plastically,
AE Sam
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Circular EconomyaesamJanuary 28th, 2023
Current Location:Extraterrestrial Institute for Earth Advancement(EIEA)Current
Mood:Care our planet
In our household, items such as clothes and toys would have multiple lives
before being thrown out, and leftover food would be transformed into tomorrow’s
lunch. In other words, my mother was an early advocate of the circular economy,
in which materials and products have multiple iterations, and the waste of one
process loops back and becomes the input for another.

For people of her generation, these are commonly held values. But younger
generations have largely strayed from these ideas, opting instead to produce and
consume more and more. Some of the waste is recycled, but that only goes so far
towards addressing the problem that the planet has limited resources to offer.

The finiteness of this supply distinguishes materials from energy. There’s
little doubt that in the future we will be able to capture more solar power and
even build nuclear fusion reactors to abolish energy scarcity forever. But for
material resources, no such technology is in view.

How to make plastic less of an environmental burden
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curse: may you live in interesting timesannvoleJanuary 27th, 2023reposted by
aesam
"If you are bored, you aren't paying attention" was a bio text of a Twitter
account I did not choose to follow. I follow/don't follow accounts on two
metrics: 1) at least 10% posts I would be willing to post 2) not complaining
about people or groups much... Maybe 10% would be too much complaining posts.
Visible penises gives hesitation but only because I am worried Twitter might get
the wrong idea... Not interested in naked humans of any gender or race or age...
And not interested in sex including furries... But at least furry art can be
enjoyed while the yiffy parts ignored. I mention this because it might appear I
am ignoring politics and historical events by those choices as I keep my Twitter
posts 100% free of anything controversial but no, I follow EVERYTHING that's
happening but on my terms, NOT on the whims of social media platform or search
engine algorithms. I keep seeing amazing good and amazingly bad events happening
that get zero mention in the "main stream media". I have to seek such info out
and fight against the extreme censoring by Google, Bing, and the others (who
just copy Google's results including DuckDuckGo and Yahoo). Unfortunately
YouTube is both the best source of the latest events and the worst offenders at
censoring this content. I have to be careful with several topics because they
involve Russia in some way so can't speak of it here or Saudi Arabia so can't
speak of it on Twitter... And I am convinced Google is on the side of China's
efforts to hide China's events (good and bad). I saw a considerable difference
between YouTube results on my Bluray player (which has no Google account control
and no usable browser) and my Amazon tablet which I need to keep logged in to
Google to keep logged into YouTube. I also see considerable difference between
YouTube on my RCA Android tablet compared to YouTube on my Amazon tablet because
Android is more fully controlled when logged into Google, again because you need
to log into Google to log into YouTube. I would do a search on the Amazon tablet
in the YouTube search bar and get poor results but the search terms would show
up as recent searches on the Bluray YouTube app... Much better search results.
This convinces me that YouTube is still a separate system and only co-opted by
Google via the browser. Final level of Google-fied results is using the YouTube
app instead of Chrome browser on that RCA Android tablet... Yes, even more
censored results than the other three mentioned options. It will be interesting
to see other video platforms results without being logged into Google while
searching. I tried Vimeo's search feature and it was worse than useless at
finding even the exact Vimeo video I had just watched. I could have made several
interesting posts a day for the last year but they would have all cast a
negative light on the various autocratic or oligarchical regimens including
Pooh10's and his allies.
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Russo-Ukrainian war - 900th edition of Ron Broxted. ron_broxtedJanuary 26th,
2023reposted by aesam
I wanted to save the 900th blog post for something big. The Germans are sending
tanks to the Ukraine. Last time that this happened it did not end well.

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PonderingsaesamJanuary 19th, 2023
Current Location:Extraterrestrial Institute for Earth Advancement(EIEA), Secret
place, planet Earth, Milky Way GalaxyCurrent Mood: nostalgicCurrent Music:Love
is Blue - Mariat
"At a lonely border post high on the Himalayan frontier, Ramaswamy
Balasubramanian peered through his binoculars at the People’s Liberation Army
soldiers stationed in Tibet—who were peering through their scopes back at him.
Tensions between India and China had been high for several years since 1962,
when the two countries traded shots across their disputed border. The PLA
soldiers, knowing they were being watched, taunted Balasubramanian and his
fellow Indian soldiers by shaking, defiantly, high in the air, their
pocket-sized, bright-red copies of Quotations from Chairman Mao—better known in
the West as “Mao’s Little Red Book.”

Balasubramanian, then a conscript studying physics in his spare time, soon grew
tired of these taunts. So one day, he came to his observation post prepared with
a suitable rejoinder. As soon as the PLA soldiers started waving Mao’s Little
Red Book in the air again, he and two fellow Indian soldiers picked up and held
aloft the three big, bright-red volumes of The Feynman Lectures on Physics."
----- Ralph Leighton, May 11, 2005

Recent Ponderings:

The current system of producing knowledge in science is a classical example of a
failed capitalist system. Researchers are being exploited, and do not receive
money for their work: the knowledge they produce in the form of research papers,
does not belong to them. And it does not belong to people either. Instead, the
knowledge in science today is a private property of a few mighty businesses, who
make huge amounts of money from it. Not only that system is an obstacle to the
progess, but it also creates huge distances between rich and poor, where poor
people are blocked from access to knowledge. And that includes such important
areas as medicine and healthcare.
All this was made possible by the fundamentally wrong concept of intellectual
property.
Not only intellectual property creates injustice, but is also
self-contradictory.

What can one do to avert this? Cognition? Technological advancement? Brain
Mapping?
A new political ideology? Perhaps something that takes heed of evolution?
Another Hitler?


Since the past few inactive months, I've actively read up everything I got, from
pure mathematics, physics to theology, philosophy, communist and liberal
ideologies, cognitive and neuroscience papers, random long essays that highlight
the lives of women under Taliban, all in an attempt to become a omnipotent
polymath.
Under this false canopy that I used to live, understanding the world, and
knowing that it was all just a fallacy is quite the wrenching idea. My cover was
torn and I witnessed the world as it is, and now I'm a muddled mess of
everything humans have discovered the past few centuries.
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Rings of Power(Running commentary)aesamSeptember 11th, 2022


I found the first episode very boring, I'm afraid to say. I hope the next one
will be drenched in LOTR theory and be a bit more interesting.
Also, the acting choices are very bad. I don't like the way hobbits look in this
series. LOTR fan is mad.
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My favorite song, and the best band in the entire universe.aesamAugust 30th,
2022
Current Mood: weirdCurrent Music:TMBG- Boss of me

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Going to watch both Independence Days.aesamAugust 27th, 2022
Current Location:SofaCurrent Mood: nostalgicCurrent Music:independence day movie
soundtrack

Rewatching masterpeices, because I miss the ship.

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Khmer Rouge's Killing FieldsaesamAugust 27th, 2022
Lasting for four years (between 1975 and 1979), the Cambodian Genocide was an
explosion of mass violence that saw between 1.5 and 3 million people killed at
the hands of the Khmer Rouge, a communist political group. The Khmer Rouge had
taken power in the country following the Cambodian Civil War. During their
brutal four-year rule, the Khmer Rouge was responsible for the deaths of nearly
a quarter of Cambodians.

The Cambodian Genocide was the result of a social engineering project by the
Khmer Rouge, attempting to create a classless agrarian society. The regime would
ultimately collapse when the neighboring Vietnam invaded, establishing an
occupation that would last more than a decade.

Khmer Rouge's History.(If you don't know)
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There is difficulty establishing a definitive number of victims of the Cambodian
Genocide. The Cambodians kept methodical records of prisoners and executions.
However, because Cambodia’s enemy, Vietnam, invaded and released the records,
there is speculation they could have been exaggerated. In addition, estimating
the total number of people who starved is difficult. Estimates range from 1.5 to
3 million people having died at the hands of the Khmer Rouge, with the consensus
being approximately 2 million.

I was rather dismayed by the publication of doctored photographs from the Tuol
Sleng prison archive by Matthew Loughrey. These photos are of incarcerated,
often tortured individuals, who were subsequently murdered by the Khmer Rouge
regime during the Cambodian Genocide of 1975-79. The preserved original
photographs serve as a solemn reminder of lives lost, and more broadly of the
horrors of that episode in humanity’s shared history. They are not material for
an intellectual exercise or art project, and should never be used in that way.
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 * kwakin_misha
   29 May 2024, 11:12
   RUSHMORE — Wes Anderson
   буду думать про такое..
 * aesam
   29 May 2024, 09:52
   RUSHMORE — Wes Anderson
   You should! 💚
 * kwakin_misha
   29 May 2024, 09:36
   RUSHMORE — Wes Anderson
   не смотрел пока я такое..
 * kwakin_misha
   25 May 2024, 09:06
   An analysis of the Three Body Problem series
   а я как-то и не читал, и не посмотрел.. мимо меня произведение прошло.
 * aesam
   10 May 2024, 11:43
   In The Last Temptation of Christ, by Nikos Kazantzakis
   thank you, Cyberhugs to you too

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